Colleen Brown's Blog, page 18

love inspires me to do so much. it inspires me to be better. it inspires me to cook. it inspires me...

love inspires me to do so much. it inspires me to be better. it inspires me to cook. it inspires me to find better work, to be a better person, to grow constantly. I do everything with love behind me. I know a lot of people tell me to do everything for myself but I don’t believe in that. I believe in opening myself and my heart for those who love me and for the one that has always made my soul feel free. love feels like the warmest kind of nostalgia. the kind that you can’t remember what you were doing then but you remember how happy it made you. I live for love. mostly everything I do is soaked in love. I will never let go of this feeling. I don’t care what anyone else says. love is the only thing that drives me to become better.

Being happy truly does kill your art.

Being happy truly does kill your art. 

I want to write a poetry book so badly but half of what I write anymore I feel like isn’t relatable...

I want to write a poetry book so badly but half of what I write anymore I feel like isn’t relatable and that it all sounds the same. 

I wish my life looked like an anime food gif

I wish my life looked like an anime food gif

i am not who i was a year ago. i am definitely not who i was three years ago. so i am most...

i am not who i was a year ago. i am definitely not who i was three years ago. so i am most definitely not who i was six years ago. i’ve fucked up. made selfish, ignorant mistakes. i know this. i’ve apologized for my mistakes and my words countless times. i’ve gained empathy and sympathy. when i look back at who i was long ago, it makes me want to gag because that isn’t even close to being who i am today, right now. people can change. it doesn’t take a few months, it takes a long time to change, to mold into a better version of yourself but you have to make the effort. like if i never made the effort, i wouldn’t spew words that i have because i wouldn’t give a shit. but i have and i do. so don’t try using my past against me when i know i’ve been a piece of shit before. i never repeat the same mistake twice though - not after learning the hard way from it.

!!! I’m getting the hidden leaf village symbol tattoo on my arm next month !!!

!!! I’m getting the hidden leaf village symbol tattoo on my arm next month !!!

mostlyfiction:We were supposed to grow together, supposed to seek the truth behind the pain while...

mostlyfiction:

We were supposed to grow together, supposed to seek the truth behind the pain while standing side by side. We were meant to live through these trying times together, meant to never let go even when everyone around us was pulling us away. We were going to be stronger together, going to show the hopeless that there is still hope. We were supposed to make it through this together, and now we have never been further apart.

Colleen Brown

mostlyfiction:We were supposed to grow together, supposed to seek the truth behind the pain while...

mostlyfiction:

We were supposed to grow together, supposed to seek the truth behind the pain while standing side by side. We were meant to live through these trying times together, meant to never let go even when everyone around us was pulling us away. We were going to be stronger together, going to show the hopeless that there is still hope. We were supposed to make it through this together, and now we have never been further apart.

Colleen Brown

We were supposed to grow together, supposed to seek the truth behind the pain while standing side by...

We were supposed to grow together, supposed to seek the truth behind the pain while standing side by side. We were meant to live through these trying times together, meant to never let go even when everyone around us was pulling us away. We were going to be stronger together, going to show the hopeless that there is still hope. We were supposed to make it through this together, and now we have never been further apart.

Colleen Brown

Love when people say they’re voting republican on Facebook because they’re helping me weed out the...

Love when people say they’re voting republican on Facebook because they’re helping me weed out the shitheads ☺️