i am not who i was a year ago. i am definitely not who i was three years ago. so i am most...

i am not who i was a year ago. i am definitely not who i was three years ago. so i am most definitely not who i was six years ago. i’ve fucked up. made selfish, ignorant mistakes. i know this. i’ve apologized for my mistakes and my words countless times. i’ve gained empathy and sympathy. when i look back at who i was long ago, it makes me want to gag because that isn’t even close to being who i am today, right now. people can change. it doesn’t take a few months, it takes a long time to change, to mold into a better version of yourself but you have to make the effort. like if i never made the effort, i wouldn’t spew words that i have because i wouldn’t give a shit. but i have and i do. so don’t try using my past against me when i know i’ve been a piece of shit before. i never repeat the same mistake twice though - not after learning the hard way from it.