Lloyd Matthew Thompson's Blog, page 8
March 21, 2013
Overlooked
The more I observe and ponder this dual life of spirit and body, the more I see there is no duality at all.
Isn’t that how it is with everything though?
We categorize as this and that, us and them, self and other…
But there is no difference.
In my continued process of healing from the medieval mouth torture I suffered six days ago, I have a constant white noise of pain reminder how my physical body affects my spirit body, how the two are inseparably united at this time— and how my spirit body can affect my physical body.
But it seems harder to help heal yourself than it is to help heal another.
Isn’t that how it is with everything though?
Duality— separation— is the primary cause of pain.
Of wars.
Of anger.
All this is majorly overlooked in this day and age.
Unacknowledged.
Denied.
But what would happen if ALL was seen together,
as ONE?
Perhaps there would be healing.
Filed under: present life, rambling mind Tagged: duality, healing, love, oneness, pain, suffering, unity, war
March 18, 2013
PRINT!
Look what just arrived in the mail!
The Galaxy Healer’s Guide is available in PRINT! ♥
It is available on CreateSpace NOW: https://www.createspace.com/4171925
And will be available on Amazon.com sometime in the next few days!
Filed under: rambling mind
March 16, 2013
| encompass |
This music and song just… encompasses… so much at once… within me.
I cry.
Om Namah Shivaaya Gurave, Satchitananda Murtaaye,
I bow to the Guru, the Self of All.
The embodiment of Being, Awareness and Bliss,
Nischprapanchaaya shaantaaya, Niraalambaaya Tejase
Living within everything as its true nature; Supreme peace;
needing no support, but sustaining and supporting all;
illuminating the entire universe with the light of consciousness.
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Filed under: rambling mind Tagged: beauty, emotions, expression, frustration, love, om, pain, peace
The Cracking of Bone
There are times it is really, really frustrating to have a physical body.
Like yesterday, and into today…
All four of my wisdom teeth were drilled, yanked, and cracked out of me.
I heard and felt the bone cracking.
*shudder*
I gave the dentist a heck of a job though, he said I have some of the strongest bones he’s ever seen, and I won’t be having any problems with osteoporosis when I’m older.
Once the dozen or more numbing shots wore of throughout my gums, cheeks and chin, the pain from my jaws sent me to the edge of a pain I’ve never experienced before. Pain has never made me feel like throwing up just from the fact of the pain.
They gave me Lortab… but it only made me dizzy, caused my entire body to feel only half-occupied, and did nothing really for the pain. I took regular old ibuprofen, and it helped much better.
I’m just fine, and it wasn’t that horrible… but I definitely have some new direct experience descriptions for future stories, eh?
Youch.
Filed under: present life, rambling mind Tagged: being human, dentist, numb, wisdom teeth
March 10, 2013
]between[
I am between.
I am between worlds, in many worlds.
The layers astound the Mind,
and even the shaman is staring at the expanse of stars
in utter bewilderment.
Limbo.
Bardo.
Karmatory?
All around me feels paused, hovering and rotating in brilliant 3D,
as in The Matrix, or The Dead Zone.
But those were Neo and Johnny Smith’s perceptions…
Things were not really frozen in time.
So then…
That means my mind is just that far advanced, right?
I’ll land on The Other Side.
Filed under: rambling mind Tagged: between, found, freedom, frozen, interdimensional, life, limbo, lost, love, mind
March 9, 2013
long.lost.Love
My long lost Love
Where have you gone?
Your passion
In my younger years
Blessed my Vision
Waking and Sleeping
The Mystic
Sleeping and Waking
Visualizes my Blessing
In my young years
Passion
Have you gone,
My long lost Love?
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won’t feel insecure around you…
[Marianne Williamson]
LOVE.
Boldly. Brightly.
That is all.
Filed under: rambling mind Tagged: art, beauty, burning, creativity, freedom, love, passion, shifting, waking, writing
March 6, 2013
March 3, 2013
I Thought…
Our thoughts are energy…
Energy creates everything…
Our thoughts create everything…
Energy of our thoughts spring all we imagine into existence, on one level or another…
Some thoughts manifest in the other worlds, while other thoughts have enough oomph behind them to make it to this level, this physical reality…
So when we meditate and journey in these other worlds, are we touring the imaginations of others?
Are they worlds we ourselves have created at some point in our life we are revisiting now that we are older and wiser, and can understand them from new perspectives?
When I am writing or drawing and painting, I’m very aware that I’m creating from the same space I work from spiritually, whether in a healing session, or doing a Tarot or intuitive insight reading… creativity is clearly spiritual.
When I’ve left a story I’ve been working on… then come back to it… once I enter that space again— that world I thought into reality— I’m able to pick right back up, as if I never left…
I frolic on the astral hills… soar above the spirit trees… wander the galaxy without the aid of a starship…
And, as with intuitive readings and healings, I merely watch what happens, and capture it to paper.
It’s a real place.
So, can I still be called an author?
Of course!
I can be whatever I think myself to be. LOL!
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Filed under: rambling mind Tagged: alternate reality, creativity, energy, healing, intuition, manifesting, writing
March 2, 2013
the.RETURN
So it seems that since I’ve been present in this space of my own, I have ceased my dreaming, stopped my talking about “one day,” quit telling people that I’m “working on” writing, and started actually writing.
I know, right?
Y’all thought I never really would.
But years of messages and prodding to write, write, write have finally been allowed to zap the electric sockets in this brain-O-mine, and spark this well of ideas and inspiration I can’t write fast enough to keep up with!
Perhaps I hadn’t quite reached the knowledge, experience, and knowing of mySELF yet to begin actually writing… perhaps I was in my squirrel stage, storing my nuts away (wait— does that sound dirty?) until it was time to begin the never-ending labor of literary birth.
I haven’t written a single book yet, though… I currently have FOUR out!
I began by finalizing the arrangement of my early poetry into a collection entitled GOOD NIGHT, NURSE, then launched directly into my fiction series I call The Energy Anthology. Each standalone story in this seven-part series illustrates one of the major energy centers in our bodies— our chakras— all while telling a broader, interconnected story that reveals a little more in each book.
The first two, ROOT and SACRAL, are out, and have received high ratings and positive response so far! I’m currently about 15% into the third in the Energy Anthology: SOLAR.
I took a pause from the fiction to convert the energy healer classes I taught via my galaxy.energy project into THE GALAXY HEALER’S GUIDE— a simple, Universal healing guide for anyone and everyone. The response I’ve received from this title alone has been simultaneously surreal and humbling. A print version is in the process of being formatted and made available, which I anticipate to be even more popular than the eBook, which is already available most everywhere eBooks are sold.
So here I am, writing stories for myself, and people all over the world are reading them.
It feels like people are paying money to listen to me talk to myself…
And I find that’s kool with me. ;-P
Filed under: present life, rambling mind Tagged: chakras, eBooks, energy, Energy Anthology, healing, root, sacral, solar plexus, writing
August 2, 2012
Vice Versa
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I’m done with anger.
I am sick of it—
sick of its blocking, blinding, crushing, clamping, gripping, burning, creative-smashing, focus-killing, Love-murdering SHIT.
Done.
I want Love… focus… creativity… birthing… openness… freedom… expansion… vision… FLOW.
These I choose.
I declare my anger with anger— does that contradict?
The End.
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Filed under: rambling mind
