Azra Tabassum's Blog, page 209
October 4, 2014
"Stop. You can’t love me because you’re lonely, or because I am the only one who doesn’t piss you..."
“Stop. You can’t love me because you’re lonely, or because I am the only one who doesn’t piss you off. I want to piss you off, I want to get on your fucking nerves. I don’t want the responsibility of always being your rock. I will try, but I’m a mess, too. I lie, I sleep too much and I don’t like children under the age of 6, really. I don’t even know if I want kids because I’m selfish, and mothers can’t be selfish once they decide to carry another life.
I’m always looking for the rain to come so I trip over my own feet. I know exactly what the air smells like before a storm.
Before you fall in love with me, I want you to know that I cry a lot because it feels good, and I masturbate at least 4 times a week, and you might fall out of love with me before either of us are ready for it.
I have no experience with this. I’m trying to be brave and smart but its almost impossible to be both at the same time.
You can’t love me like a fire escape. Sometimes I will be the match, or the smoke under the door. I don’t know what I’m doing, all I know is that we all catch fire sometimes, before we even get warm.
Before you fall in love with me, I want you to know that there’s a 50% chance that this won’t work, that one of us will wind up hating
the other. I will try to keep your head above water, but sometimes I’ll need help, too.
I can’t be your savior, and I don’t expect you to be mine. Just watch me unfold and I’ll watch you unfold, too. We’ll get drunk and tell each other everything. I know that’s cheating but maybe it’ll be alright.
Maybe we won’t wake up embarrassed.
I am going to fall in love with you, too, feet first. Maybe we’ll slow dance off a building together, maybe we’ll have forgotten each other’s names by this time next year.
I don’t care, the sky is gray with or without you, so I’m not going to look up anymore, I’m going to look ahead .”
- before you fall in love with me | Caitlyn S.
I’m always looking for the rain to come so I trip over my own feet. I know exactly what the air smells like before a storm.
Before you fall in love with me, I want you to know that I cry a lot because it feels good, and I masturbate at least 4 times a week, and you might fall out of love with me before either of us are ready for it.
I have no experience with this. I’m trying to be brave and smart but its almost impossible to be both at the same time.
You can’t love me like a fire escape. Sometimes I will be the match, or the smoke under the door. I don’t know what I’m doing, all I know is that we all catch fire sometimes, before we even get warm.
Before you fall in love with me, I want you to know that there’s a 50% chance that this won’t work, that one of us will wind up hating
the other. I will try to keep your head above water, but sometimes I’ll need help, too.
I can’t be your savior, and I don’t expect you to be mine. Just watch me unfold and I’ll watch you unfold, too. We’ll get drunk and tell each other everything. I know that’s cheating but maybe it’ll be alright.
Maybe we won’t wake up embarrassed.
I am going to fall in love with you, too, feet first. Maybe we’ll slow dance off a building together, maybe we’ll have forgotten each other’s names by this time next year.
I don’t care, the sky is gray with or without you, so I’m not going to look up anymore, I’m going to look ahead .”
- before you fall in love with me | Caitlyn S.
Published on October 04, 2014 08:20
"You disappear? Yes and then come back.
Moments of death I call them."
“You disappear? Yes and then come back.
Moments of death I call them.”
- Anne Carson, from Autobiography Of Red
Moments of death I call them.”
- Anne Carson, from Autobiography Of Red
Published on October 04, 2014 05:16
"The human heart beats approximately 4,000 times per hour and each pulse, each throb, each..."
“The human heart beats approximately 4,000 times per hour and each pulse, each throb, each palpitation is a trophy engraved with the words “you are still alive.” You are still alive. Act like it.”
- Rudy Francisco (via dieworten)
- Rudy Francisco (via dieworten)
Published on October 04, 2014 02:44
October 3, 2014
Hello! My book Shaking The Trees is currently on sale on Etsy!!! If you’ve wanted a version of...
Hello! My book Shaking The Trees is currently on sale on Etsy!!! If you’ve wanted a version of it that you can put on your bookshelf, now is a wonderful time to buy it. The link is here and you just gotta put in the code POETRYLOVE20 at checkout! Thank you once again, for all your love and support. It means the world.
Published on October 03, 2014 13:07
"The moth in my stomach
has been trying to crawl up my throat
for days. He thinks that you are..."
“The moth in my stomach
has been trying to crawl up my throat
for days.
He thinks that you are light.
He thinks that you can save him.
He thinks that you will.”
- Azra.T “Icarus”
has been trying to crawl up my throat
for days.
He thinks that you are light.
He thinks that you can save him.
He thinks that you will.”
- Azra.T “Icarus”
Published on October 03, 2014 12:47
Good enough to make the ocean look like it’s a pondgood...
Good enough to make the ocean
look like it’s a pond
good enough to turn the valleys
into mountain tops
Got Love || Tove Lo
Published on October 03, 2014 11:43
"There was something in my bones that told me to love you."
“There was something in my bones that told me to love you.”
- jenn satsune
- jenn satsune
Published on October 03, 2014 10:16
Can you guys define for me the difference between being in romantic love with someone and loving...
Can you guys define for me the difference between being in romantic love with someone and loving them romantically? Which is more powerful?
Published on October 03, 2014 09:43
you're a little cheesy
There are worse things to be tbh I’ll take it :)
Published on October 03, 2014 06:53
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