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love me like i’m not made of stone || lykke lia devil’s hand...

love me like i’m not made of stone || lykke li

a devil’s hand across my heart
as we dance through the dark
so go ahead, go ahead
love me deep until you can’t

"I don’t want your love unless you know I am repulsive, and love me even as you know it."

““I don’t want your love unless you know I am repulsive, and love me even as you know it.””

- Georges Bataille - My Mother/Madame Edwarda/The Dead Man 

In your poetic opinion, is fighting good or bad? I'm trying a long-distance relationship for the first time ever and we fight every night.

There’s no poetic opinion, just an opinion. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with a healthy argument every once in a while at all. If you’re in a relationship and you have opinions that are differing, they tend to come about even if you want to avoid them. However, fighting every single night is extreme and it doesn’t sound enjoyable. What do you fight about? If it’s things like politics, or religion, or music, or books then, yeah, it just means that y’all have a lot to say and sometimes it’s not always the same thing but if you’re needlessly fighting over your relationship, then you need to take a step back and consider why it’s happening and what you can do to stop it. 

i started my last year of university today and i already feel stupid and inadequate and shaky and...

i started my last year of university today and i already feel stupid and inadequate and shaky and disorganised and like i’m going to fail everything and i just want to cry for a hundred years this is such an important year and i’m fucking terrified i’m going to mess it all up 

I don't think you're fully aware of this, but you are an incredible being. Beautiful, gentle, fierce, imperfect, strong - lovely. Keep going, keep giving.

Thank you for putting imperfect there. Thank you for this message entirely. 

do you have a link to the post that anon was on about please? 'You have to dig up some skeletons before you can bury them'

Right here darling x

I was casually scrolling through Tumblr on my phone when I came across your post "You have to dig up some skeletons before you can bury them" and let me tell you: it utterly destroyed me. I couldn't help buy cry as I read it. I read it again. The tears flo

Thank you thank you thank you

I was casually scrolling through Tumblr on my phone when I came across your post "You have to dig up some skeletons before you can bury them" and let me tell you: it utterly destroyed me. I couldn't help buy cry as I read it. I read it again. The tears flo

Thank you thank you thank you

one aspect of my personality that I am incredibly fond of is my sheer stubbornness. once I’ve...

one aspect of my personality that I am incredibly fond of is my sheer stubbornness. once I’ve made a decision to do something, there is no power that will shake me from doing it. like when I swore to myself I would never again speak to the last man who hurt me and even though my knees shook some nights from missing him, I didn’t go back there and I am fucking proud of my ability to walk away and stay away

I think you might be a crystal child, you should definitely google this, they're basically human angels my love

That’s very sweet but I’m not even-tempered or sweet or very forgiving at all! I have my moments but most of the time I’m furious and swelling and all knuckles and teeth and if I write someone off once and solidify it in my mind that’s it, there’s no going back.