Svyatoslav Albireo's Blog: From Firokami, page 73
February 20, 2023
Happiness isn't a reason
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That frightening disk hung over the sea for several days. People cautiously asked me what was the matter. Isn't this a bad omen. How it pissed me off. The world is on the verge of death, nothing works, even the laws of physics are acting up, even death is not death, but they are looking for rituals. Signs. Everyone is waiting for God's coming. I only tried to prevent them from making a god out of Akhshaina. There have already been advances. Ravshana came to me, brought a gold chain that she had kept, asked to ask Sea to return her husband, who had disappeared somewhere. I might have been rude to her. But I got very angry. She came to pay the priest, to ask me to beg the god. I shouted that it was just a spirit, perhaps the Unclean, just kind one. This is not a god, no need to appease him, no need to look for priests! She blinked as if from blows, from my words. She nodded in fright, left the chain on the shore next to me and ran away. I took the chain and called out to her.She stopped, frozen in fear. I went over and gave her the chain back. She burst into tears, rushed to my chest, hugging. Everything seemed fine, she understood. But then I saw her naked, dancing by the sea. She decided to find another priest or become a priestess herself. Akhshaina did not answer her. He was not going to become a god for us. After a few days, the obscene disc stopped pulsing and sank into the water. Akhshaina did not appear for several days, but there was a radiance over the sea, the sea flashed, played. Those who huddled together in the camp went on romantic walks, looking at the marine play of color and light. Everyone felt that Akhshaina was pleased. So he will protect and bestow. Fools, they did not know that their life did not depend on his good mood. In happiness, he could wash away our camp so that nothing would distract him from his games with ... I was sure Arev had not died. And Sea will definitely come to me, ask for that shot.
Cat in the window, AlbireoMKG
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That frightening disk hung over the sea for several days. People cautiously asked me what was the matter. Isn't this a bad omen. How it pissed me off. The world is on the verge of death, nothing works, even the laws of physics are acting up, even death is not death, but they are looking for rituals. Signs. Everyone is waiting for God's coming. I only tried to prevent them from making a god out of Akhshaina. There have already been advances. Ravshana came to me, brought a gold chain that she had kept, asked to ask Sea to return her husband, who had disappeared somewhere. I might have been rude to her. But I got very angry. She came to pay the priest, to ask me to beg the god. I shouted that it was just a spirit, perhaps the Unclean, just kind one. This is not a god, no need to appease him, no need to look for priests! She blinked as if from blows, from my words. She nodded in fright, left the chain on the shore next to me and ran away. I took the chain and called out to her.She stopped, frozen in fear. I went over and gave her the chain back. She burst into tears, rushed to my chest, hugging. Everything seemed fine, she understood. But then I saw her naked, dancing by the sea. She decided to find another priest or become a priestess herself. Akhshaina did not answer her. He was not going to become a god for us. After a few days, the obscene disc stopped pulsing and sank into the water. Akhshaina did not appear for several days, but there was a radiance over the sea, the sea flashed, played. Those who huddled together in the camp went on romantic walks, looking at the marine play of color and light. Everyone felt that Akhshaina was pleased. So he will protect and bestow. Fools, they did not know that their life did not depend on his good mood. In happiness, he could wash away our camp so that nothing would distract him from his games with ... I was sure Arev had not died. And Sea will definitely come to me, ask for that shot.
Cat in the window, AlbireoMKG
В - дурное
266. Skribu pri tri eventoj/aferoj, kiuj okazis printempe unuafoje, kaj vi neniam plu faris tion.
#Mi_estas_ĉi_tie_eterneco
266. Write about three events/things that happened in the spring for the first time, and you never did it again.
#I_am_here_eternity
266.Напиши о трёх событиях/вещах, которые случились весной первый раз, и больше ты никогда это не делал.
#Веснушка2023 #Задание14.
#Я_здесь_вечность
Нууууу… первый, случай, конечно, тот еще. Он еще не здесь был, в Реальности. Сижу, я, значит, на бережку за домом, дудю в свою дудку. И тут приходит ко мне дружок мой и говорит: я хочу любить тебя полностью. А чо я ему, ну, люби, говорю, чо. А он говорит, не, жизнь дуальна, двойка, это единица, целое это инь и ян, а вдруг моя половинка инь тебе не понравится? Я, как полагается душниле, бубню, что так не бывает, бубубу, мы всегда любим создание, а оно из двух частей, нельзя любить левую ногу и не любить правую. Он говорит, ну да, но вдруг это будет тупая часть и она будет долго это понимать, а ты не будешь это терпеть, а я буду хотеть с ней быть, а ты тогда отвернешься? Я такого вообще позволить не могу! Пойдем, сами позовем половинки, они к нам сразу привыкнут с первого дня, чтобы они не успели уже где-то набегаться. Погоди, говорю, а вдруг они уже осознались и где-то бегают? А он говорит, я проверял, моя не бегает, точно. Ну, мы пошли в Цветение. Я посмеялся еще тогда, мол, а ты думаешь, что твоя половинка сокровище, что ли, тебе обломится? Чо ты в Цветение-то приперся? Он сказал: да, моя половинка сокровище, если не сокровище, пусть идет куда хочет, никакая она мне не половинка. Я говорю, дак оно же так не работает, нельзя определяющую силу выбрать. Тебя определяющая дуальная часть определяется при твоем осознании. Говорит, у меня сокровище! Иначе не будет у меня никакой половинки, пусть гуляет, где хочет, я ее и знать не хочу. Погоди, говорю, ну ладно, пусть у тебя сокровище, а у меня-то может быть не оно. Он говорит, ну я тебя с любой частью буду любить, мне главное, чтобы я себя контролировать мог, мне будет невыносимо, если моя часть тебе не понравится, ты истеричка, будешь терпеть, я буду переживать. Так что главное, чтобы у меня было, что надо.
Ну и вот. Поэтому мы поперлись в Цветение, звать. Ну, создавать у вас это тут называется. Ну и вот он озвучил свою идею, на которую должна была откликнуться живая душа.
Ну и да, действительно ему откликнулось сокровище ^__^
…а дуальность моей персоны в ведении высших сил все время, но это уже другая история. Но мне потом тоже сокровище подарили)))
И то, что мы дальше наделали это тоже другая история, про то, как делать не надо.
Вообще, я эти истории дурости нашей рассказываю, потому что мне нужно квантовое наблюдение))) для движухи. Так-то, конечно, такоэ не надо никому рассказывать)))))))))
Ну, второй случай вы знаете, я уже в Веснушке рассказывал, это когда я смело решительно без верхней одежды решил выйти на улицу первый раз)))
А третий. Ну, пришел сюда я весной. Первый раз. Больше, по понятным причинам, я так не делал %))))
#Mi_estas_ĉi_tie_eterneco
266. Write about three events/things that happened in the spring for the first time, and you never did it again.
#I_am_here_eternity
266.Напиши о трёх событиях/вещах, которые случились весной первый раз, и больше ты никогда это не делал.
#Веснушка2023 #Задание14.
#Я_здесь_вечность
Нууууу… первый, случай, конечно, тот еще. Он еще не здесь был, в Реальности. Сижу, я, значит, на бережку за домом, дудю в свою дудку. И тут приходит ко мне дружок мой и говорит: я хочу любить тебя полностью. А чо я ему, ну, люби, говорю, чо. А он говорит, не, жизнь дуальна, двойка, это единица, целое это инь и ян, а вдруг моя половинка инь тебе не понравится? Я, как полагается душниле, бубню, что так не бывает, бубубу, мы всегда любим создание, а оно из двух частей, нельзя любить левую ногу и не любить правую. Он говорит, ну да, но вдруг это будет тупая часть и она будет долго это понимать, а ты не будешь это терпеть, а я буду хотеть с ней быть, а ты тогда отвернешься? Я такого вообще позволить не могу! Пойдем, сами позовем половинки, они к нам сразу привыкнут с первого дня, чтобы они не успели уже где-то набегаться. Погоди, говорю, а вдруг они уже осознались и где-то бегают? А он говорит, я проверял, моя не бегает, точно. Ну, мы пошли в Цветение. Я посмеялся еще тогда, мол, а ты думаешь, что твоя половинка сокровище, что ли, тебе обломится? Чо ты в Цветение-то приперся? Он сказал: да, моя половинка сокровище, если не сокровище, пусть идет куда хочет, никакая она мне не половинка. Я говорю, дак оно же так не работает, нельзя определяющую силу выбрать. Тебя определяющая дуальная часть определяется при твоем осознании. Говорит, у меня сокровище! Иначе не будет у меня никакой половинки, пусть гуляет, где хочет, я ее и знать не хочу. Погоди, говорю, ну ладно, пусть у тебя сокровище, а у меня-то может быть не оно. Он говорит, ну я тебя с любой частью буду любить, мне главное, чтобы я себя контролировать мог, мне будет невыносимо, если моя часть тебе не понравится, ты истеричка, будешь терпеть, я буду переживать. Так что главное, чтобы у меня было, что надо.
Ну и вот. Поэтому мы поперлись в Цветение, звать. Ну, создавать у вас это тут называется. Ну и вот он озвучил свою идею, на которую должна была откликнуться живая душа.
Ну и да, действительно ему откликнулось сокровище ^__^
…а дуальность моей персоны в ведении высших сил все время, но это уже другая история. Но мне потом тоже сокровище подарили)))
И то, что мы дальше наделали это тоже другая история, про то, как делать не надо.
Вообще, я эти истории дурости нашей рассказываю, потому что мне нужно квантовое наблюдение))) для движухи. Так-то, конечно, такоэ не надо никому рассказывать)))))))))
Ну, второй случай вы знаете, я уже в Веснушке рассказывал, это когда я смело решительно без верхней одежды решил выйти на улицу первый раз)))
А третий. Ну, пришел сюда я весной. Первый раз. Больше, по понятным причинам, я так не делал %))))
February 19, 2023
Mergering
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Mergering
The Unclean washed up on the shore. He was sobbing heavily and trembling, standing on all fours. Alive. Akhshaina did not kill him. Reflect should write books, if he lives to see a new civilization. He has seen so many crap and experienced it.
A disk appeared above the black surface. Light burst out of it, as if the forgotten sun had returned. The light illuminated the water and it seemed to me that I see some huge silhouette. The huge disc above the water looked like a web of flesh. In the middle, something crucified throbbed painfully and ominously.
A few moments and the light set fire to the flesh on the web. The edge turned golden-red. There was either an agonizing, or a languid moan.
Reflect turned to the disc and stared at it without looking off.
I went to.
- Do you know what this is?
Reflect nodded.
- Merging.
I didn't want to look at it.
Cat in the window, AlbireoMKG
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Mergering
The Unclean washed up on the shore. He was sobbing heavily and trembling, standing on all fours. Alive. Akhshaina did not kill him. Reflect should write books, if he lives to see a new civilization. He has seen so many crap and experienced it.
A disk appeared above the black surface. Light burst out of it, as if the forgotten sun had returned. The light illuminated the water and it seemed to me that I see some huge silhouette. The huge disc above the water looked like a web of flesh. In the middle, something crucified throbbed painfully and ominously.
A few moments and the light set fire to the flesh on the web. The edge turned golden-red. There was either an agonizing, or a languid moan.
Reflect turned to the disc and stared at it without looking off.
I went to.
- Do you know what this is?
Reflect nodded.
- Merging.
I didn't want to look at it.
Cat in the window, AlbireoMKG
For a newspaper
265.Write an article that you would like to publish in a newspaper.
#I_am_here_eternity
#I_am_here_eternity
February 18, 2023
I wanted to wound him
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I wanted to wound him.
I don't know what happened to them, but Arev resolutely was leaving the beach. Sea roared, breaking the shore. I thought that Akhshaina could easily stop him, because Arev only walked thanks to the dark water that formed the feet of this idiot. And since Sea did not stop him, then he did not need him anymore, right? I sat quietly on the beach, in disbelief. Is it over?
Reflect was next to me.
- He will leave now, and Akhshaina will flood the shore and rush after him.
- He can just stop him.
- I heard them arguing. Akhshaina seemed to say something about personal things or something like "this is my personal business", and Arev immediately jumped up, saying, stay with your personal crap. And Akhshaina got furious, said that he would still be with him, that he was already in him. Arev asked if these are also your personal things and tried to tear the pieces of Akhshaina out of himself.
Reflect shivered. For him, probably, Arev was merged with death.
- Akhshaina said that these were gifts. Arev nodded and walked away.
And then I heard Akhshaina's thoughts. He will simply spread the sea where Arev stops.
I cursed. We must stop him.
- Arev! - I caught up with him, - You can not leave, he will follow you. Akhshaina will flood the shore. People will die.
Arev thought, looking doubtfully at the sea.
- Pack your things and leave. I can't stay, Karis, - he shook his head, - it won't work. It just won't work. It won't be good either way, you got?
- No, I don't get! I don't understand why a thousand people have to die because of your love games!
Arev ran his hands over his face.
- People must be capable. They must be able to build life, they must not be parasites. They should not be depended. From you, from the sea. If they don't get their world back, they'll die anyway.
- Can I go with you? - asked Reflect, furtively looked around the Unclean. He was afraid that Sea would leave him as a torture toy when Arev left.
- Let's go, - agreed Arev, he patted me on the shoulder.
- Akhshaina thought that when you stop, he will spread out to there.
Arev chuckled and shook his head.
- For what?
He looked towards Sea.
- I need someone who has no personal affairs and personal things. Otherwise, it will not work, there is no point in following me.
Arev looked at me.
- I can not stop as long as you need to take away your kindergarten. That's all I can do.
Arev turned around and went to the checkpoint on the beach. Reflect went with him. Maybe it would be an adventure story, how Arev and Reflect survived in the city. But I couldn't let them go. Couldn't let Arev go. I shot him in the back. Reflect squealed, as the Uncleans do, thin and high, tearing the membranes. If we were not on the beach, then everyone would have lost their hearing. Arev fell. I wanted only to wound him, and just drag the wounded man into Sea. Or not. Or I wanted to kill him. Reflect howled cautiously touching Arev, it could now take possession of his body, make him seem to come to life, already as the Unclean. If only they had time to go beyond the beach. Or, I don't know, maybe Akhshaina's ropes would forbid to do that. I don't know if he died or not, only Sea shot up and fell on Arev, covering Reflect, taking them away. I was afraid that Sea would do it along with the beach. But it seems that Akhshaina only wanted this jerk. Still.
Cat in the window, AlbireoMKG
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I wanted to wound him.
I don't know what happened to them, but Arev resolutely was leaving the beach. Sea roared, breaking the shore. I thought that Akhshaina could easily stop him, because Arev only walked thanks to the dark water that formed the feet of this idiot. And since Sea did not stop him, then he did not need him anymore, right? I sat quietly on the beach, in disbelief. Is it over?
Reflect was next to me.
- He will leave now, and Akhshaina will flood the shore and rush after him.
- He can just stop him.
- I heard them arguing. Akhshaina seemed to say something about personal things or something like "this is my personal business", and Arev immediately jumped up, saying, stay with your personal crap. And Akhshaina got furious, said that he would still be with him, that he was already in him. Arev asked if these are also your personal things and tried to tear the pieces of Akhshaina out of himself.
Reflect shivered. For him, probably, Arev was merged with death.
- Akhshaina said that these were gifts. Arev nodded and walked away.
And then I heard Akhshaina's thoughts. He will simply spread the sea where Arev stops.
I cursed. We must stop him.
- Arev! - I caught up with him, - You can not leave, he will follow you. Akhshaina will flood the shore. People will die.
Arev thought, looking doubtfully at the sea.
- Pack your things and leave. I can't stay, Karis, - he shook his head, - it won't work. It just won't work. It won't be good either way, you got?
- No, I don't get! I don't understand why a thousand people have to die because of your love games!
Arev ran his hands over his face.
- People must be capable. They must be able to build life, they must not be parasites. They should not be depended. From you, from the sea. If they don't get their world back, they'll die anyway.
- Can I go with you? - asked Reflect, furtively looked around the Unclean. He was afraid that Sea would leave him as a torture toy when Arev left.
- Let's go, - agreed Arev, he patted me on the shoulder.
- Akhshaina thought that when you stop, he will spread out to there.
Arev chuckled and shook his head.
- For what?
He looked towards Sea.
- I need someone who has no personal affairs and personal things. Otherwise, it will not work, there is no point in following me.
Arev looked at me.
- I can not stop as long as you need to take away your kindergarten. That's all I can do.
Arev turned around and went to the checkpoint on the beach. Reflect went with him. Maybe it would be an adventure story, how Arev and Reflect survived in the city. But I couldn't let them go. Couldn't let Arev go. I shot him in the back. Reflect squealed, as the Uncleans do, thin and high, tearing the membranes. If we were not on the beach, then everyone would have lost their hearing. Arev fell. I wanted only to wound him, and just drag the wounded man into Sea. Or not. Or I wanted to kill him. Reflect howled cautiously touching Arev, it could now take possession of his body, make him seem to come to life, already as the Unclean. If only they had time to go beyond the beach. Or, I don't know, maybe Akhshaina's ropes would forbid to do that. I don't know if he died or not, only Sea shot up and fell on Arev, covering Reflect, taking them away. I was afraid that Sea would do it along with the beach. But it seems that Akhshaina only wanted this jerk. Still.
Cat in the window, AlbireoMKG
About happiness
264. Rakontu, kiam vi sentis vin vere feliĉa unuafoje.
#Mi_estas_ĉi_tie_eterneco
264. Tell when you felt really happy for the first time.
#I_am_here_eternity
264. Расскажи, когда первый раз почувствовал себя действительно счастливым.
#Веснушка2023 #Задание12 #Я_здесь_вечность
Счастье, ребзя, это когда у тебя все дома. И счастье это число всегда множественное. От двух до бесконечности. Все это ваше стояние на пригорке и желание обнять весь мир, это ложь, вызванная случайным выплеском эндорфинов. Когда вы видите красоту - у вас просто проклевывается смысл жизни, и вы готовы жить. Так что это не счастье, это готовность любить и отключенный страх. Да, вот такое оно вкусное. Когда вы один и вас штырит - это безмятежность, это умиротворение, радость, эйфория, экзальт, экстаз, что угодно. Но не счастье. Счастье всегда живое. И счастье всегда к живому. И от живого. Любить весь мир - это ложь. Желать любить весь мир - вот это правда. И именно это вы и чувствуете в моменты ваших гормональных выплесков. Угу. Это ненастоящее, хотя кажется вам таким. Ненастоящее, потому что вы выступаете тут следствием. Вижу - реагирую. Счастье - качественное состояние. Оно этапное. Оно, как и любовь, не имеет прошедшего времени. И, как жизнь, не имеет конца.
Так-то, чтобы первый раз и почувствовал, это когда вот при первой уборке, вскорости после того, как мне Марика подарили, я все любовные талмуды и фейшуйки выбросил. Тогда я осознал, что мне все эти гармонизаторы любви не нужны. Потому что любовь есть. За ней не надо следить, над ней не надо работать. Ничего не надо. Я ею обладаю. Ну, счастье - это самоощущение целостности и внутреннее мироощущение смысла жизни.
А по критерию - все дома. Ну, в Бургасе было как-то, лет несколько назад. Я, по-моему, с урока вышел в общую комнату, а там все. Коля что-то на гитаре лабал, Мариян сидел в кресле, все четверо инь комочками красоты как-то рассеялись по комнате. Я тогда, кажется, эту фразу из Домовенка Кузи и сказал)))
Мариян тогда улыбнулся, покивал, закрыл глаза, вздохнул, этот день мы пробыли там, а с утра побрели оттуда дальше, по квантовому ветвлению.
February 17, 2023
Observer
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we were cleaning an old garden
263. Two choices for today:
- the first. Show spontaneous kindness and tell us about it. And remember that kindness is selflessness, above all.
- the second. Tell any verse of Agnia Lvovna Barto.
PS. You can complete both tasks.
#I_am_here_eternity
- the first. Show spontaneous kindness and tell us about it. And remember that kindness is selflessness, above all.
- the second. Tell any verse of Agnia Lvovna Barto.
PS. You can complete both tasks.
#I_am_here_eternity
February 16, 2023
Sea's Sun
#Hi_from_reality
Art&concept by Ol Albireo
Feel free to write your stories and name arts.
You also can do not only write, but draw, sing, create music and sculptures, translate into other languages you learn for practicing (and never simplify text when you translate it!). Show us that you did.
Sea's Sun
Art&concept by Ol Albireo
Feel free to write your stories and name arts.
You also can do not only write, but draw, sing, create music and sculptures, translate into other languages you learn for practicing (and never simplify text when you translate it!). Show us that you did.
Sea's Sun
from s
262. How many words starting with the letter S can you remember in 15 seconds without looking anywhere?
#I_am_here_eternity
Mine: Conscience, sadist, self, USSR, garden, sweet, scientology, family, advice, strong, sleep, salt, sugar, symphony, laughter. In Russian they all are from S))))
Midjorney drew this, by request, I just typed all the words into the request. Without sadist, it is a banned word by them ... a neural network with censorship, what could be more disgusting? But even without it, it turned out wildy-weirdo)))
https://d30womf5coomej.cloudfront.net...
#I_am_here_eternity
Mine: Conscience, sadist, self, USSR, garden, sweet, scientology, family, advice, strong, sleep, salt, sugar, symphony, laughter. In Russian they all are from S))))
Midjorney drew this, by request, I just typed all the words into the request. Without sadist, it is a banned word by them ... a neural network with censorship, what could be more disgusting? But even without it, it turned out wildy-weirdo)))
https://d30womf5coomej.cloudfront.net...
From Firokami
Writer. Socialist. Psychologist. Translator. Cosmopolitan. Internationalist. Esperantist. Gay. Polyglot. Friendly. Ruiner of the communicative barriers. Xenophobia-hater. Religion - is evil. Family -
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