Samantha Beardon's Blog, page 73
July 31, 2016
Friends with benefits
Was it a phase
Can we repage
Friends with benefits
Suited us both
Now friendship without predudice
Will transition be smooth
We gifted each other the most intimate act
Holding back on full bonding an inextricable fact
Having walled back emotions
Will friendship really work
Or cause commotions
Too much of a quirk
Should we have gone down the Tinder route
Just rushed in snatched the fruit
No, friends with benefits
Worked with eloquence
It met a need
Should we concede
Time to cut the cord
Not try to horde
A relationship thats now overboard
Lover….soul mate
He may be interchanged with she in this piece
What is a lover?
He is somebody that makes ones heart sing
He cares about the true spirit
He strives to see your innermost wants and understands your rights to live by your beliefs
He listens to what you are saying and acts accordingly
In his arms you feel safe and happy
When you are with him he is the centre of your universe
He knows when to act and when to comfort
He does not apportion blame
When you are with him you feel he is the centre of your universe
Choices
What shall I do today
No schedule ,to mar my play
Shall I just please myself
Do exercise to improve my health
Shall I just improve my mind
Enjoy literature of the improving kind
Or allow my baser nature to concur
Dress to kill become a poseur
Read trashy novels of the seedy type
Listen to music till the time is ripe
Explore sexuality greed and lust
Eat chocolate forget to dust
What should I do today
Contact friends without delay
Share the joys of touching lives
Just hang out, wait for a suprise
The choice is endless we shall see
How todays events pan out for me.
My day will give some times of joy
Some times of angst that may annoy
I hope to hit the highest heights
Not plumb the depths without good grace
What shall I do today
Maybe just go out and play
July 30, 2016
Create me a world
Create a world for me alone
Outside lifes frenzied pace
A void in both space and time,outside of the rat race
A place built on surreal shores
Beneath majestic skies
Full of calm and silence, an oasis for our time
Build it from our hopes and dreams an endless paradigm
Leave outside the dented dreams and our most ghastly crimes
A shelter for the two of us outside chaotic life
Where love is at the helm
Set on neutral ground
Timeless thoughts
Whimsical wiles, wickedly wishing
Tapping timeless thoughts and twisting
Languorous lavish loving limbs
Wonderful winsome whims
Embraced close, lips just brushed
Tingling, tactile, tantalizing, touch
Mystical, miraculous, momentum
Sparks of passion, fuel the spectrum
Imperative idolatory imposition
Need begets reason,defies opposition
Sexuality, sensation saturated
Cojoined until pleasure is dissipated
You only live twice
What are the dangers of dreams
Infernal fantastic tortuous schemes
The paths that lead to danger
Leading us to falling in love with a stranger
Life all set, priorities to be met
Plans in place, moving apace, life all set
Train moving, tracks straight, becoming truly stulifying
Life mapped, feeling trapped, really not so surprising
Happiness comes and goes
Life has highs but many lows
Lows can breed dreams
What if, scenario scenes
Perfect life and perfect love just like in the stories
Thats how life should be in all its glories
Life imperfect and love low key
Partners drifting apart, less connections it seems
Need to find that perfect love
Daydreams see them clear and corroborative
As the song says, you only live twice or so it seems
Once for yourself and once for your dreams
Dreams,sweet dreams, dreams, perfect dreams
Swinging so high, flying on the trapeze
Launching into space, Twisting in the air
Where to land, here, or way over there
Old path , new path just beware
Stop and think and compare
Each path has some danger
Dream path, love with a stranger
You only live twice or so it seems
Once for yourself and once for your dreams
Inspired by you only live twice. Nancy Sinatra
July 28, 2016
Every which way ….erotica
Pictures playing around in my mind
Touching, teasing, squeeze and grind
Tantalising, feelings, feeds the fires
Growing warmth my need inspires
Holding close
Seizing strokes
Tasting sweetness
Augurs completeness
Tongue out tracing
Heart full racing
Mesh as one
So much fun
Relive the feelings
Dredge up new meanings
Ready for a replay
Needing to convey
Love for you
Every which way
Every day
Pictures playing around in my mind
Remind me of my special find.
spark within
I challenge you, a deal to win
Ignite me, light a spark within
Hold me close, liberate the waves
Energy, jumps from you, to me, set ablaze
I feel set free, relaxed able to be
Join me in my wonder
Send me to the heights, sate my hunger
Liberate me, Join me
Ignite me,light a spark within
July 27, 2016
Colours
Shivering colours of exotic hue
Weave there way, round me and you
Honey brown eyes, glint and laugh
Glorious white teeth as you laugh
Vermillion lips, trace an autograph
Grey eyes sparkling glinting blue
Intertwined hair, blonde and bamboo
Pink pointed tongues, leave silvery trails
Dappled skin, pink tinged amazes
Aura radiating colours of flames
Our movements fan and rearrange
Silver stars pop in our minds
Pink green and gold just emphasise
The palette of colour that we create
Changes each time we concentrate
Swirl the brush in a different direction
Colours change with our affection
Shivering colours of exotic hues
Paint a picture of me and you.
one memory
If you could keep but one memory
Jut a single memory from your past
What would you hold close to you
From all your lifes repast
Could you distill all that was important
When life doesnt come by installment
Would you systematically discard all the dross
Memories unimportant, trival or gross
Left with the treasures, held to the light
How long to examine them, to get the choice right
Would it be that memory of happiness and fun
Something to make you smile when you are on the run
If you could keep but one memory, a thing to reconcile
Would it be one, that inspired you to walk the extra mile
Would it have to be of that one true love
Or would memory of family have to come above
Having crystallised the memories too precious to discard
I find to choose just one is really just too hard
I find myself with a treasure trove
All too precious to remove
With only one memory would I want to remember
The person who is me, because it would dismember
My whole ecology
My memories are the sum of me.
