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​She wants to please

Not to tease

 Every move calculated 

As she lays there naked

The phone in hand video as planned

To show her body

In a way  not shoddy 

With preciseness and daring

She feels  she is sharing

Her sexuality

In this fantasy

Poem related to Converging Lives the novel. 

Daydreams

​Daydreams, night schemes

Living a life together, always smiling whatever the weather

Rosey glow , when really I know

Pipe dreams, crazy schemes

Charisma abounds, excitement confounds

Reality check, from a distance you are perfect

Read between the lines, you commit a few crimes

Happily ever after, couldn’t be dafter

You pride yourself in telling the truth, but lies by ommission I have seen the proof

Adultery a way of life, too engrained too stop the new would always arrive

One of many friends you hold, time coalesces when feelings go cold

Day dreams, happiness schemes

Escape from reality, a little ego and vanity

Hold in perspective, no sadness retrospective

Pipe dreams, crazy schemes

Grounded in reality, fantasy and vanity.

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Joy alight..Tanka

​Fantasy and Reality, 

Flying high on clouds of delight,

In your arms, held tight,

Making pictures  that move,

Fanning  flames,  joy alight.

Anticipation

​Anticipation

Starting a new chapter

Anticipation

New period of rapture

New dating

Maybe mating

Anticipation 

They tick all the boxes

How thick a façade do they have to fox us

Anticipation

Expecting lots of validation

Out if the window procrastination

Anticipation

Putting aside old wrongs and disappointments

Clean sheet foregoing clairvoyance

Anticipation

Hoping for a match

Going to damp down expectations

Waiting for this adventure, too unfurl and hatch

Anticipation

Love

​Love is the joy

Love is the motivator

Love is the buzz

Love is the decoy

Love is the lance 

Stabbing the unwary, part of a dance

Love can destroy

Love can be the laser

Cauterising the heart

Love can be pain

Tearing worlds apart

Love can be bitter

Love can be sweet

Love can be dark

Twisted with blight

Love can be bright

Radiating light

Love is an emotion

Hard to define

Comes in many guises

Hard to define

Love is the bell weather the holy grail

If its missing we think we failed.

 

Sharing.

I like your style

You make me smile

Your ease and charm

Act like a balm

The you I share

Without a care

The bits I see

Tantalise me

Marking the page

​Out of my mind, onto the page,

Ideas stream, words just rage,

Calmouring for release, urging me on,

My love for life, drives the marathon,

Creativity tantalises, pushes the pace,

The need to transcribe, a daily race,

Wanting to engage,  to evoke a reaction,

Portraying all of life, immense satisfaction.

I Will Write A Love Song

Loved this.

Frank Solanki

I will write a love song

Though I don’t believe in love anymore

I will sing a love song

Just like I used to before

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I believed love was sufficient

Can surpass any wall

Enough to live and die for

And that would be all

…

Thought love was the greatest feeling

Absolutely pure and divine

And it would come to me eventually

So I could call it mine

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But I was terribly mistaken

Proved bitterly wrong

Must stop watching movies

Must stop listening to songs

…

For love doesn’t exist

As she rightly pointed out

Life is about convenience

There isn’t any doubt

…

But there is nothing here

That you need to learn

You just keep believing

Love isn’t meant for everyone

…

So I will write a love song

Though I don’t believe in love anymore

I will sing a love song

Just like I…

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Inner Light

​Look into the mirror what do I see 

Do I see, the outer shell that masquerades as me

Look a little closer, stare into my eyes

Can I see an inner glow, flickering, burning, a surprise

Ah maybe that is my inner light

The me stripped of pretences, burning ever brighter

The implications are tremendous

Look more closely at others, past the different facades

Can I find the inner light behind their masquerades

Will I find a different person hiding inside

Away from the projected face with filters all applied

We need to find the inner light 

To find the true mankind

Society encourages conformity that maybe makes us blind 

Connection

​Connection

You walk beside me

Even though we are worlds apart

Connection

I have the pictures of you

Mind generated

Plus photographs sent over the ether

I have the pictures of you

Sharing with you

You are at the other end of my phone

Communication may be indirect but still

Sharing with you

Connection

Never feeling truly alone

An illusion that gives me strength

Connection