Mistress Harley's Blog, page 37
April 27, 2016
Reflections from a Slave after 100 days Serving Me
100 days ago Mistress Harley claimed ownership of me. It was a fantasy, a wish come true though I had too many doubts and fears to ever express this as anything more than fantasy. The need to serve the need to be under Mistress Harley’s control had occupied my thoughts and actions since that first time I encountered Mistress Harley and then 100 days ago my every hope was fulfilled. A few words to reflect on the last 100 days is in order.
It took at least a week for my hands to stop shaking after Mistress Harley claimed me. The effects Mistress Harley had on my life were immediate and profound. The control my life simply lacked and needed so badly started that very day. Gone the wasteful habits that occupied so much of my time each day. Time searching for that new porn excitement and jerking my tiny penis was immediately changed to devotional time to Mistress Harley with daily reflections and reciting her Mantras. Then came a requirement to provide Mistress my budget with that information in hand came the next level of control requirement to get back to the gym and get my health habits under control. Each time a new control put in place became comfortable Mistress Harley could sense it and moved to the next step. I must stop here a few lines and recall some of the more fascinating discoveries of levels of my psyche that Mistress Harley tapped into, things I had forgotten. The daily writing assignments at first I attempted to write just what I thought Mistress Harley wanted to hear from me and it was a chore. After a couple of weeks my real thoughts and reflections started to appear and I suddenly rediscovered that I actually enjoy writing. Part of the enjoyment I found was in revealing myself to Mistress Harley real thoughts and real feelings were much easier to write about. This at the same time was running counter some doubts I had in that first 30 days worrying about giving any slight bit of real identity information to Mistress Harley while the whole time opening up and revealing much more of who real me is. Mistress Harley also helped me rediscover how much I could enjoy exercise with motivation to improve myself to better serve I fell in love with exercise and working out all over again. I kinda wondered as my journey started if just like so many new kinks I had lightly explored how quick I would bore and get tired of this adventure. It turned out everyday being owned by Mistress Harley became more exciting and drew me deeper in. Now I enjoy each day what Mistress Harley called the sexual gamification of my life. Everyday life keeps me thinking of Mistress Harley a song here a social media post there that to anyone else seem just vanilla but to me it is my sex life. Mistress Harley has introduced me to a few fetishes that I thought I knew something about the first on my mind at the moment is chastity. I thought I knew what being locked in a chastity device would be like after all I tried it few weeks here and there before but had not a clue what it would be like after 4 weeks in the device and only being released once on Mistress Harley’s whim I am starting to discover with delight the level of control locking my favorite toy up has given Mistress Harley. Another part of Mistress Harley’s ownership that has come to fascinate is how much despite my expressed concerns and fears I keep finding myself willingly surrendering bits a privacy to her and how very exciting it feels when Mistress Harley hints at knowing any new bit of information. The more control Mistress Harley exercises the more I become addicted and obsessed with the idea what will come next.
100 days ago I could never have imagined all that has happened or how much it would changed my life and how much more I would come to adore Mistress Harley. I find myself fascinated at what might come in the next 100 days what will be the next fantasy Mistress Harley will discover and exploit to control me. Given the amazing ways my life has been improved in the last 100 days I cannot wait to look back after 200 days 300 days and see how different my life is for the better.
Published on April 27, 2016 15:26
April 26, 2016
The Power of Obedience
The following is an Essay written by one of my long term slaves. This slave is currently bound to me via a $10,000 legally binding debt contract as well as ongoing monitoring via phone, computer, and of course my ongoing attention. He is quite obedient (a trait I value in my long term slaves) and nearly never argues with my commands. However after a challenging day of obedience I made him write the following essay. I think you will enjoy it...
xox
Harley
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If you enter the term "power of obedience" in a very well-known internet search engine, the first results page lists only links connected to Christian belief. The corresponding web pages state lots of bible quotes. Faith in and obedience to a supreme being, so can be read on these sites, would lead the faithful and obedient to enlightenment, i.e. the perception of the supremacy of that being, and finally to get something, abstract or concrete, back from that supreme being.
Although, the topic at hand is not classic religion, but obedience towards another person in a BDSM-like relationship, more specifically with a dominant female, let us call her Mistress, and a slave as the counterpart. The aforementioned supreme being would then be substituted by the Mistress, and the relationship could as well be seen as a religious context which the use of religion-associated language like worshiping, ritual being faithful etc. illustrates. Any religious text on obedience to a God could easily be rewritten to the perspective of a slave onto the Mistress.
For a more thorough consideration of the topic, at first the concept of obedience has to be defined. An off-the-shelf dictionary defines obedience as the willingness to do what you are told or expected to do. Basically, that means to give up free will and autonomy and and instead accept the authority of somebody else without questioning.
In what way can this be the source of power, and additionally, to whom?
The more trivial side is the power the Mistress can exert over a slave. The more obedient a slave is, the more unrestricted this power becomes, and with total obedience of a slave, a Mistress automatically becomes the supreme being mentioned in the introduction - some slaves prefer the term "Goddess".
On the other side of the Mistress-slave-relationship is the power a slave receives through obedience.
In submission to the Mistress, a slave is forced to focus on the will, the wishes and the rulings of that Mistress. This focusing clears a slave's mind of lowly ordinary thoughts, needs and likings - basically of all self-reference. This makes a slave much more dedicated, stronger and hard-working in pursuing what the Mistress requires. This also empowers a slave to make sacrifices for the Mistress, to depart with unhealthy habits, and to better her-/himself. By obedience, a slave is granted the capacity to please the Mistress, which in turn should give a slave ultimate pleasure.
Obedience also can lower inhibitions by transferring the responsibility for a slave's actions to the Mistress. By this, Mistress can penetrate even deeper into the slave's mind, world, everything. Of course legally, the slave stays responsible for everything done.
In conclusion, the power a slave draws from obedience is naturally not power over Mistress, but power over oneself, in order to improve, to outgrow the own shortcomings and to appreciate Mistress - to find enlightenment. In the end, the submission, the obedience of a slave pleases Mistress, and that is the fulfillment of the purpose of a slave.
Obedience is pleasure!
xox
Harley
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If you enter the term "power of obedience" in a very well-known internet search engine, the first results page lists only links connected to Christian belief. The corresponding web pages state lots of bible quotes. Faith in and obedience to a supreme being, so can be read on these sites, would lead the faithful and obedient to enlightenment, i.e. the perception of the supremacy of that being, and finally to get something, abstract or concrete, back from that supreme being.
Although, the topic at hand is not classic religion, but obedience towards another person in a BDSM-like relationship, more specifically with a dominant female, let us call her Mistress, and a slave as the counterpart. The aforementioned supreme being would then be substituted by the Mistress, and the relationship could as well be seen as a religious context which the use of religion-associated language like worshiping, ritual being faithful etc. illustrates. Any religious text on obedience to a God could easily be rewritten to the perspective of a slave onto the Mistress.
For a more thorough consideration of the topic, at first the concept of obedience has to be defined. An off-the-shelf dictionary defines obedience as the willingness to do what you are told or expected to do. Basically, that means to give up free will and autonomy and and instead accept the authority of somebody else without questioning.
In what way can this be the source of power, and additionally, to whom?
The more trivial side is the power the Mistress can exert over a slave. The more obedient a slave is, the more unrestricted this power becomes, and with total obedience of a slave, a Mistress automatically becomes the supreme being mentioned in the introduction - some slaves prefer the term "Goddess".
On the other side of the Mistress-slave-relationship is the power a slave receives through obedience.
In submission to the Mistress, a slave is forced to focus on the will, the wishes and the rulings of that Mistress. This focusing clears a slave's mind of lowly ordinary thoughts, needs and likings - basically of all self-reference. This makes a slave much more dedicated, stronger and hard-working in pursuing what the Mistress requires. This also empowers a slave to make sacrifices for the Mistress, to depart with unhealthy habits, and to better her-/himself. By obedience, a slave is granted the capacity to please the Mistress, which in turn should give a slave ultimate pleasure.
Obedience also can lower inhibitions by transferring the responsibility for a slave's actions to the Mistress. By this, Mistress can penetrate even deeper into the slave's mind, world, everything. Of course legally, the slave stays responsible for everything done.
In conclusion, the power a slave draws from obedience is naturally not power over Mistress, but power over oneself, in order to improve, to outgrow the own shortcomings and to appreciate Mistress - to find enlightenment. In the end, the submission, the obedience of a slave pleases Mistress, and that is the fulfillment of the purpose of a slave.
Obedience is pleasure!
Published on April 26, 2016 21:20
April 24, 2016
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By MailMistress Harley548 Market Street#81334San Francisco CA 94104
Published on April 24, 2016 14:15
April 20, 2016
April 19, 2016
Fetishism is NOT a Thought Crime
First of all I want to start this blog by addressing a fundamental question: No thought that any person has should be punished. It's when thoughts turn into actions that we as a society can judge what is appropriate for our culture, values, etc. I can sit here and THINK about murdering people all day long (check it out, I'm doing it RIGHT NOW) but until I actually undertake actions to commit a murder, I am not doing anything wrong. That is the point of fantasy, fiction, and imagination, to contemplate the things that arouse us, the things that worry us, the hypothetical situations that we feel like pondering for whatever reason.
In the realm of FANTASY role play (especially sexual fantasies) people think about all kinds of fucked up shit. People might fantasize about being raped, terribly abused, degraded racially, insulted for their gender or sexual preference, or humiliated in any number of depraved ways. Not all fantasies become a reality, just because you watch gang bang porn and jerk off to it all the time doesn't mean that you actually need to (or even want to) participate in a gang bang.
I produce all kinds of fetish content, I consider myself a business woman and a producer first and foremost, which means I'm also in the business of discussing and even producing fantasies for people. And it's not my responsibility to worry about HOW you are conceptualizing the fantasy I've created for you.
I recently got trolled by some morons on Twitter about some of my interracial domination (race play) clips in which I use the N-word and talk about the glory of white supremacy etc., and while I DGAF about trolls, it occurs to me how many people might misunderstand this (and many other fetishes). In regards to race play, I deal out humiliation, and 100% of my race play clips were commisioned by my AFRICAN AMERICAN customers. Let me repeat that for the dense or stupid: black men who are into racial humiliation are the ones buying the racial humiliation videos. My black husband is totally cool with this.
Now, let's discuss an alternative: white guys are buying my videos and wanking it to the idea of white supremacy. So, first off, I'm a Jew who sports a pretty obvious Hebrew tattoo, so white supremacist types really aren't that into Jew girls. Secondly, even if this is happening, I'm totally fine taking the money of the hateful as much as I am taking the money of the humiliated. They'll be spending it on racist shit anyway, at least a Jewish Princess can profit from their stupidity. And thirdly, I don't actually think there's a problem with white dudes jerking to racist porn. After all, that's what they're jerking it to anyway, and as long as they're at home worshiping a Jewish goddess and jerking it to my videos, they're NOT out hurting people. This is actually corroborated by a multitude of studies carried out in multiple countries that show that sex and violent crimes are significantly reduced by the availability of pornography (https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases...). It's as if when people are able to explore their fantasies and feel sexual fulfillment of those things they don't feel the need to go out and rape and murder people...as much.
So what am I saying here? Fantasy is not a crime, role play exists for a reason, and your jerkoff habit hurts NO ONE. The same way me sitting alone in a room getting paid to use the N-word is not hurting anyone. Your fantasy is not a crime, and nothing that you ever think can be a crime. Just don't be an asshole and try and carry out those fantasies creepy non-consensual & illegal ways.
xox
Harley
In the realm of FANTASY role play (especially sexual fantasies) people think about all kinds of fucked up shit. People might fantasize about being raped, terribly abused, degraded racially, insulted for their gender or sexual preference, or humiliated in any number of depraved ways. Not all fantasies become a reality, just because you watch gang bang porn and jerk off to it all the time doesn't mean that you actually need to (or even want to) participate in a gang bang.
I produce all kinds of fetish content, I consider myself a business woman and a producer first and foremost, which means I'm also in the business of discussing and even producing fantasies for people. And it's not my responsibility to worry about HOW you are conceptualizing the fantasy I've created for you.
I recently got trolled by some morons on Twitter about some of my interracial domination (race play) clips in which I use the N-word and talk about the glory of white supremacy etc., and while I DGAF about trolls, it occurs to me how many people might misunderstand this (and many other fetishes). In regards to race play, I deal out humiliation, and 100% of my race play clips were commisioned by my AFRICAN AMERICAN customers. Let me repeat that for the dense or stupid: black men who are into racial humiliation are the ones buying the racial humiliation videos. My black husband is totally cool with this.
Now, let's discuss an alternative: white guys are buying my videos and wanking it to the idea of white supremacy. So, first off, I'm a Jew who sports a pretty obvious Hebrew tattoo, so white supremacist types really aren't that into Jew girls. Secondly, even if this is happening, I'm totally fine taking the money of the hateful as much as I am taking the money of the humiliated. They'll be spending it on racist shit anyway, at least a Jewish Princess can profit from their stupidity. And thirdly, I don't actually think there's a problem with white dudes jerking to racist porn. After all, that's what they're jerking it to anyway, and as long as they're at home worshiping a Jewish goddess and jerking it to my videos, they're NOT out hurting people. This is actually corroborated by a multitude of studies carried out in multiple countries that show that sex and violent crimes are significantly reduced by the availability of pornography (https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases...). It's as if when people are able to explore their fantasies and feel sexual fulfillment of those things they don't feel the need to go out and rape and murder people...as much.
So what am I saying here? Fantasy is not a crime, role play exists for a reason, and your jerkoff habit hurts NO ONE. The same way me sitting alone in a room getting paid to use the N-word is not hurting anyone. Your fantasy is not a crime, and nothing that you ever think can be a crime. Just don't be an asshole and try and carry out those fantasies creepy non-consensual & illegal ways.
xox
Harley
Published on April 19, 2016 14:53
April 18, 2016
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By MailMistress Harley548 Market Street#81334San Francisco CA 94104
Published on April 18, 2016 17:02
April 17, 2016
NOTHING IS FREE YOU DUMBASS
To everyone who emails me and doesn't want to buy anything or tribute is a fuckwit. You are dumb, if this message applies to you. Go outside, dig a hole, and stick your fucking head in it. Findomme means financial domination. Quick LinksClick here for my websiteBuy NowClick here for more info
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Published on April 17, 2016 12:55
April 15, 2016
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By MailMistress Harley548 Market Street#81334San Francisco CA 94104
Published on April 15, 2016 14:12
When a Slave Comes Crawling Back
I would say that 99% of my slaves who leave or take a break from my service end up crawling back at some point or another, telling me what fools they were for thinking they could enjoy their lonely hand humping without my guidance and control.
As a woman who spent the last 2 years in grad school getting my MLIS I really enjoy punishment writing. It forces a loser like this to reflect on this mistakes he made as well as give me a peek into his fucked up inner thought process. This gives me a better idea of how to control, manipulate, and exploit him in the future.
I know many of you reading this are thinking about yourselves- how long will it be before you want that taste of my attention? How long can you read about me, hear about my skills, and not be curious about the power I wield over you? And if you have served in the past, and still stalk me obsessively from afar (as I know so many of you do) how long do you REALLY think you can hold your dick in your hand and wank to my photos until you too come crawling back?
xox
Harley
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It’s very simple to explain why I left your services, cause im a pathetic little, small cock boy. who didn’t realize how amazing you really are.I started following you about one/two years ago. I’ve watched you always be in front of the wanna be domes. You are always one step ahead of the competition. Due to my small little brain it took a while to relies how amazing you are. To take that next step and sending you information to be blackmailed by you takes a great nerve. But once again my little cock takes control and is ready for that next step.With the other Mistress that I have served, one I dated and one iv know for a long time and I deep down know they would never really expose me. I don’t want to be exposed but from what I’ve seen on your website and twitter you would push me to my limits. Which I would love but hate. I’m not a 24/7 sub, I tend to run away.I ran away last time because I was scared to take that next step but I need to learn to trust you. I have listened to your pod cast and read just about all your books. I find them very fascinating and proves once again you are the real deal and a professional.Then there are your looks! Such an amazing body that I would love to serve in person. Since I live in Australia that might not ever happen but I have wanked many times looking at your pics, imagining you standing over me. I’ve dreamt once I was allowed to lick your ass. Just a dream, will always be a fantasy but it was amazing. Let’s face it though, someone like you DOES NOT even look at someone like me.As I mentioned, I think I have read all there is to be read about you Mistress, not only do you have the looks, my god those tits are amazing! although I’m an ass man myself and still love your ass more But more importantly you have the brains to back it up. Such a rare thing to find these days. A lot of girls have the look, but not the brains, and nowhere near the reach of you. 2nd to none!The computer control is, if I remember correctly is how I found you in the first place. Always the first. That blew me away! I’ve always wanted to do it and watch your power in person but I have not had a laptop for some time. I do now though, work supplied but really nothing on here and can’t see the point.I do have a iPad and iPhone, I have tried some of the iPhone control software but with limited success but too expensive. Work has given me a android phone but I don’t use it. I might start it up and buy your software. Just to see it work. You have your very own software; NO ONE is doing that!You are absolutely the one and only!! And I should be lucky enough just to be able to contact you.Thankyou
As a woman who spent the last 2 years in grad school getting my MLIS I really enjoy punishment writing. It forces a loser like this to reflect on this mistakes he made as well as give me a peek into his fucked up inner thought process. This gives me a better idea of how to control, manipulate, and exploit him in the future.
I know many of you reading this are thinking about yourselves- how long will it be before you want that taste of my attention? How long can you read about me, hear about my skills, and not be curious about the power I wield over you? And if you have served in the past, and still stalk me obsessively from afar (as I know so many of you do) how long do you REALLY think you can hold your dick in your hand and wank to my photos until you too come crawling back?
xox
Harley
___________________________________________________________________________
It’s very simple to explain why I left your services, cause im a pathetic little, small cock boy. who didn’t realize how amazing you really are.I started following you about one/two years ago. I’ve watched you always be in front of the wanna be domes. You are always one step ahead of the competition. Due to my small little brain it took a while to relies how amazing you are. To take that next step and sending you information to be blackmailed by you takes a great nerve. But once again my little cock takes control and is ready for that next step.With the other Mistress that I have served, one I dated and one iv know for a long time and I deep down know they would never really expose me. I don’t want to be exposed but from what I’ve seen on your website and twitter you would push me to my limits. Which I would love but hate. I’m not a 24/7 sub, I tend to run away.I ran away last time because I was scared to take that next step but I need to learn to trust you. I have listened to your pod cast and read just about all your books. I find them very fascinating and proves once again you are the real deal and a professional.Then there are your looks! Such an amazing body that I would love to serve in person. Since I live in Australia that might not ever happen but I have wanked many times looking at your pics, imagining you standing over me. I’ve dreamt once I was allowed to lick your ass. Just a dream, will always be a fantasy but it was amazing. Let’s face it though, someone like you DOES NOT even look at someone like me.As I mentioned, I think I have read all there is to be read about you Mistress, not only do you have the looks, my god those tits are amazing! although I’m an ass man myself and still love your ass more But more importantly you have the brains to back it up. Such a rare thing to find these days. A lot of girls have the look, but not the brains, and nowhere near the reach of you. 2nd to none!The computer control is, if I remember correctly is how I found you in the first place. Always the first. That blew me away! I’ve always wanted to do it and watch your power in person but I have not had a laptop for some time. I do now though, work supplied but really nothing on here and can’t see the point.I do have a iPad and iPhone, I have tried some of the iPhone control software but with limited success but too expensive. Work has given me a android phone but I don’t use it. I might start it up and buy your software. Just to see it work. You have your very own software; NO ONE is doing that!You are absolutely the one and only!! And I should be lucky enough just to be able to contact you.Thankyou
Published on April 15, 2016 09:16


