Engine Summer Quotes

“Time, I think, is like walking backward away from something: say, from a kiss. First there is the kiss; then you step back, and the eyes fill up your vision, then the eyes are framed in the face as you step further away; the face then is part of a body, and then the body is framed in a doorway, then the doorway framed in the trees beside it. The path grows longer and the door smaller, the trees fill up your sight and the door is lost, then the path is lost in the woods and the woods lost in the hills. Yet somewhere in the center still is the kiss. That's what time is like.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“The better you tell an old story, the more you are talking about right now.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“path is only a name for a place where you find yourself. Where you're going on it is only a story. Where you've been on it is only another. Some of the stories are pleasant ones; some are not. That's dark and light.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“I could be listening to Painted Red weave the stories of the saints in her rich roomy voice, and beginning to see how all those stories were in some way one story: a simple story about being alive, and being a man; a story that, simple as it was, couldn't itself be told.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“I learned, as the raft moved and I slid through the day, as the day slid through me, to let the task be master: which is only not to choose to do anything but what has chosen me to be done.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“...only think a moment that we are here now, and that that was then, and it has come to this, and how odd, odd, odd it is!”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“In the last month of winter," she began, almost as though she were talking only to the cat at her feet, "which is the first of spring, the ice on the river, which had been solid and could bear weight, broke up and floated away in great clashing chunks, which makes a pretty sight.

"The ice asked: How is it that the river could accomplish such a thing? And the river might answer: Ice set itself a task it could not finish, and all that was left undone remained the river; and for the undoing of what you did do, well, it wasn't I at all but time and changes, and I am left.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“A secret is not a thing you're not supposed to tell; it is a thing that can't be told.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“In those ancient rooms near the center of Belaire all our wisdom originates, born in the gossip's mind as she sits to watch the Filing System or think on the saints. Things come together, and the saint or the System reveals a new thing not thought before to be there, but which once born spirals out like Path along the cords, being changed by them as it goes. As I got older, the stories of the saints which Painted Red told absorbed me more and more; when one day I stayed after everyone else had gone, hoping to hear more, Painted Red said to me: 'Remember, Rush, there's no one who would not rather be happy than be a saint.' I nodded, but I didn't know what she meant. It seemed to me that anyone who was a saint would have to be happy. I wanted to be a saint, though I told no one, and the thought gave me nothing but joy.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“There's a time in some years, after the first frosts, when the sun gets hot again, and summer returns for a time. Winter is coming; you know that from the way the mornings smell, the way the leaves, half-turned to color, are dry and poised to drop. But summer goes on, a small false summer, all the more precious for being small and false. In Little Belaire, we called this time--for some reason nobody knows--engine summer.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“I used to think, in Belaire, that maybe you had gone to live with the List, and it hadn't suited you, and that one spring they'd bring you home dead. From homesickness. I saw how you would look, pale and sad."

"I did die," she said. "It was easy.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“Sometimes the snake's-hands in a story are the best part, if the story is a long one.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“It seemed, in those days, that the more the angels had to ride on, and talk over distances with, and get together by, the more separate they became. The more they made the world smaller, the greater the distances between them.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“I was proud of this small insight; I had no notion how close I was to the truth, and therefore I was as far away as ever.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“...my head full of that winter's notions, with that winter's flavor: because each season of each year - could it be each day, each morning and evening? - has its own taste, distinct, entirely forgotten, till you taste it again.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“Oh, the world was full in those days; it seemed so much more alive than these quiet times when a new thing could
take many lifetimes to finish its long birth labors and the world stay the same for generations. In those days a
thousand things began and ended in a single lifetime, great forces clashed and were swallowed up in other forces
riding over them. It was like some monstrous race between destruction and perfection; as soon as some piece of the
world was conquered, after vast effort by millions, as when they built Road, the conquest would turn on the
conquerors, as Road killed thousands in their cars”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer

“If you’re going to go somewhere, you have to believe you can get there. Somehow, some way.”
― John Crowley, Engine Summer