2am thoughts Quotes

“I indulge myself in a book because diving headfirst into another fantasy is so much more peaceful than living in this reality.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“I like my rough edges. Smooth women are too easy to climb. I don’t like easy. I want a man willing to hike mountains for me, or I don’t want a man at all.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“The monsters don't live in my closet or under my bed.

They are a collection of thoughts inside my head.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am thoughts

“Pen and paper have healed me much better than any doctor ever could.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“Sometimes emotions surge so strongly that words will never do them justice. So I sit here and stare at a blank page while storms brew inside me.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“Self love is survival. Without that, oxygen won’t do a damn thing.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“Do not let the dust collect in your soul. Live a life so fulfilling that it will never have enough time to do so.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“They will try to label you one thing. As if people can be categorized so easily. They fail to see their systems flaw. You are not one thing. You are many things. So full of personality and potential. Bravery and intelligence. Capability and love. Take the labels they have so generously given you and shove them down the garbage chute. Show them. Show them they were wrong. - 2:01 am”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“Your eyes are the sunrises and sunsets of my days. - 7:58 am”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“Eventually you will hit a crossroads and you will have four choices with no compass to guide you.
This may be the biggest decision of your life.
Please, whatever you do, do not turn around and walk back the way you came. You didn't come this far only to give up when your path is no longer clear.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am thoughts

“To spend a night with you would be marvelous.
Not for any physical pleasures. Do not get me wrong.
Rather to hear your aspirations and goals. What makes you cringe? What makes you smile? I want to know what your childhood was like. What were your troubles? What are you r biggest fears? What do you dream about while you sleep? I want you to talk until the pattern of your voice vibrates my teeth and bones. I want to know every piece, every detail about you.

I want your heart.
I want the rhythm of my heart to align with the drumming of yours.
I want you and I to not be you and I.
I want you and I to be us.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am thoughts

“Forever in a trance by your noncommittal romance.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am thoughts

“There will come a point where every hing falls into place. Everything makes sense. Why this didn't happen, why that did. Every past experience, moment, and memory is just that: in the past. And you won't look back. You'll be too busy living in the present world enjoying your beautiful life without hesitations or fear of anything. You'll catch yourself smiling for no apparent reason except the realization that this is your life and you are here for it.

It might seem absurd to you right now. It might not. Maybe the world is weighing down on you; you feel like you're drowning and there is no way to make it stop. No way to reach the light in whatever dark void you've found yourself. Maybe you haven't even found yourself at all.

Your time is coming.

I remember feeling empty, alone, scared of the world and what it had in store for me. I remember having these fears of judgement and failure and letting these drive my actions each day. I remember my late nights, the ones where I would spend hours sitting in darkness thinking "Is this how the rest of my life will be? What if it doesn't change?" Even worse: "What if I keep believing it will and then it never does?”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am thoughts

“One day you too will have stopped searching strangers' eyes for companionship. You won't lie in a cold bed with nothing but dark thoughts to warm you. You will not order a pizza for yourself in your empty apartment.

One day you will have found your person. The one human being on this earth designed for you. The one that eases the pain in your heart and reminds you of why you are here. Why none of the other relationships worked. Why you had to go through heartache after heartache. And you will be thankful for all that pain because it now has brought so much happiness. You will look into your lover's eyes and feel something none of the others have made you feel. You will look into their eyes and realize they are the only ones you want to look into for the rest of your life.

You will no longer feel alone.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am thoughts

“If you are reading this, I guess I just want you to know that you meant a lot to me. Now? You’ve changed, I’ve changed. You’re a stranger. I’m a memory. I don’t miss you anymore, I miss the idea of you. But sometimes I get those two confused. 6:43 AM”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“Through all the darkness surrounding me, you somehow found a way to shed light.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“You say you want us to survive the flames, yet you feed the fire every time you walk away.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am thoughts

“You are a map of every destination I want to discover.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am thoughts

“How terribly tragic is it that someone’s heart can be so shattered that they no longer even find the beauty in existing? That they’d rather endure the split-second pain of a bullet wound to release a lifetime of aching in their soul.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“If I look into a mirror and don’t like what I see, I won’t change my appearance. I’ll change my mindset.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am thoughts

“I don’t miss you anymore, I miss the idea of you. But sometimes I get those two confused.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“You watered the flowers in my soul. You helped me grow into the person I am today. I understand why you left. You came to teach me how to tend my own garden rather than helplessly wait for someone else to do so. So although I wish you would have stayed, I am thankful that you didn’t. Only in your absence did I learn I can survive on my own just fine.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“I’m so obsessed with falling in love that every time I meet a man, I lose myself in him.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“When you claimed you were working late and instead found yourself in another woman’s bed in the dark, each body part melting into the next, and then regretted it the following morning, you told me it was a moment of weakness. It wasn’t. It was a moment of truth.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“Life is to be lived— To experience adventure. To travel the world. To learn exciting things. And it is too short to not.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“The monsters don’t live in my closet or under my bed. They are the collection of thoughts inside my head.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“I build my own walls, yet I am not strong enough to tear them down.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“You are possibly the most beautiful and intricate human being I have ever met.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“Emotions are such a complex concept to understand.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am Thoughts

“The words roll off your tongue so smoothly that I almost don't feel the pain.

Your voice has soothed me for so long that when you use that same voice to tell me we are over, I initially don't even register you are delivering bad news.

It's like you, the love of my life, are standing in front of me with your sweet and sympathetic eyes as if nothing is wrong and then you pull the trigger. So unexpected that I sit there, staring at my wound, misunderstanding the events that have just occurred.

"Why am I bleeding? How did this come to be? Did you really just say we ?

"Oh. I see."

My eyes rest on your mouth, the weapon that has fired against my heart.”
― Makenzie Campbell, 2am thoughts