Planting Gardens in Graves II Quotes

“at your convenience.

you only love me
when it's convenient
for you
my name forgotten
when my presence
isn't needed”
― R.H. Sin, Planting Gardens in Graves II

“October end.

time and time again
people have continuously
let me down
i have often been subjected
to some sort of emotional
mistreatment or punishment
due to the selfishness
of others
and yet i find myself
pushing the limits
going above and beyond
for the people
who don't love themselves
enough
to appreciate me

my heart is damaged
in a way that i can't describe
with words and any feeling
i've had is gone like silence

in the night
i'm numb
eager to feel more
of nothing
eager to forget
those who have
forgotten about me
this life is painful
my life

nothing hurts more
than doing so much for people
who make you feel
like what you do isn't enough”
― R.H. Sin, Planting Gardens in Graves II

“darkest days.

i am poetry
written on imaginary lines
the words on a crumpled up paper
tossed in the trash
i am poetry
only expressed while in pain
only written down
during bouts of insanity
i am poetry
in search of peace
while the chaos of this world
continues to haunt me

i am poetry . . .”
― R.H. Sin, Planting Gardens in Graves II

“you, muse.

and you're the girl
poets love to write about”
― R.H. Sin, Planting Gardens in Graves II

“winter fills me.

winter lives within me
summer, no longer in my reach
my heart is frozen
i no longer shiver in the cold”
― R.H. Sin, Planting Gardens in Graves II

“our protest.

poetry is protest
against pain and heartache”
― R.H. Sin, Planting Gardens in Graves II

“never II

notice the way her eyes
light up at the first sight of you
understand the joy that fills
her chest when she thinks of you
and never make her regret
falling in love with you
for most women
falling head over heels
takes courage
never punish the woman
who is brave enough
to open her heart to you”
― R.H. Sin, Planting Gardens in Graves II