The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily Quotes

“Yes,” Abelard said finally. “You are a fractured snowflake, a pattern repeated in infinite detail in a world full of salt crystals. You’re not broken—you’re perfect.” Perfect. Some tight, hard shell around my heart cracked open. I hadn’t even known I’d walled my heart away from this terrible world.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily

“Maybe a best friend is someone you run toward when you are running away from everything else.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“Love is about being broken beyond repair in the eyes of the world and finding someone who thinks you're just fine, that you are special and precious because you understand how it feels to be broken and you have a real human heart.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“I'd spent my entire life as a teacup with a jagged crack running down the side, an imperfect vessel threatening to spill my contents onto the table at any random moment. Tolerated but not adored. It didn't seem like it would be even possible to love me. Probabilistically unlikely at best. But for Abelard, the jagged crack was the interesting thing about me.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“I'm learning that my brain will invent catastrophic scenarios that bear absolutely no relationship to reality because, like Heloise, I am too much accustomed to misfortune to expect any happy turn.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“I was tired of concealing the truth from everyone. I was tired of keeping the loneliness and sadness inside my head.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“I couldn't stop thinking about him. He was an attractive nuisance, a shiny object.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“Anytime I got too happy, I could just assume something fragile and lovely was lying in wait, ready to shower my world in glass fragments and sticky lemon slices.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“My high numbers were test scores, the low numbers and zeros: homework. Because my brain stores random unimportant bits of information like the stellar news that the capital of Sri Lanka is Colombo, but it doesn’t seem to have room for the knowledge of what homework assignment is due. The brain wants what it wants.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily

“I've been thinking about what you told me Friday night, about having a broken brain, not a broken spirit. And I've been thinking about what it means to be broken, and how we call things broken that aren't - fractured. It made me think about fractals. Do you know what a Mandelbrot Set is? [...] So, a Mandelbrot Set is one kind of fractal. All fractals are self similar, which means they have a pattern that repeats at different levels of magnification. Fractals are infinitely recursive and orderly, but they appear to be chaotic. [...] Mathematicians use fractals to model things that appear to be chaotic but are really accumulations of complex patterns. Fractured things - not broken, because broken implies that there is a normal, when mathematically there isn't. Normal would simply mean easily predictable, like a salt crystal. Fractured things like snowflakes and mountain ranges are more geometrically interesting and require more complex modeling. [...] You are a fractured snowflake, a pattern, repeated in infinite detail in a world full of salt crystals. You're not broken, you're perfect.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“It was killing me to think that there was a right and a wrong thing to do. Right for Abelard was wrong for me, and wrong for Abelard was right for me. And nothing made sense except that love is sacrifice and pain.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“Happy. It's the stupidest word in the English language. It's a sprinkles-on-your-ice-cream, My-Little-Pony kind of a word, and yet we are all expected to be happy about everything, including that which makes us miserable, like school.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“You never should have failed this project,"she whispered. "Total bullshit."
Mom never swears unless she's really angry. Guess she was that angry.
She picked up my Populations in Peril project and my paper and left. I watched her go, wondering why she wasn't this much of a badass all the time.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“You're not going to work at McDonald's." Abelard resumed shaking his head from side to side. A tic--or maybe a world of no. I didn't know.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“Abelard had on Wayfarer sunglasses, a dark blue windbreaker over a blue striped shirt, like he was on his way to a casual day of yachting. He looked cool and collected. The very opposite of me.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance

“I love it when you speak computationally," I texted. "It makes me want to slap on a lab coat and get to work."
Abelard didn't text me back.
"Abelard?"
"I'm sorry," he texted. "I was distracted by the thought of you only wearing a white lab coat. I believe it is possible that you are the best girlfriend in the history of girlfriends."
"I do my best." My best. It's not often that I get to say these words.”
― Laura Creedle, The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily: A Hilarious and Heartbreaking Debut YA Romance