Psychomotor Agitation Quotes

“Never run from anything immortal. It only attracts their attention.”
― 19, Psychomotor Agitation: A Vivisection

“It scares me how much I need him. I need him every minute in a tight ache from throat to heart to solar plexus to cock. I need him so violently it makes me masturbate until I'm raw. I need to bite his collarbone and his palms and his earlobes and his tongue. I need to fuck him until he's sobbing and bleeding and screaming and comes so hard he sounds like an animal underneath me.”
― 19, Psychomotor Agitation: A Vivisection

“Do you love her?”
This is awful and it’s out before I can think, and it’s filled with such pointy
things that I feel it hurt him. I don’t want to hear the answer, and he doesn’t offer
one.
“Does she make your hands shake like that?”
“No.”
That’s all he says, but there’s enough misery in it to tell me all I need to know.
And for a minute I think it’ll be enough to stop me, which would be good, because a
lot more poisonous questions like that are boiling in my throat. But then it isn’t
enough.
“Does she make you hard like I do?”
Because I want another no. Because I need another no, because maybe that one
will make me stop loving him and I’ll survive.”
― 19, Psychomotor Agitation: A Vivisection

“I don't understand dating, or love, or relationships, or social customs, or queer or androgyny or what the fucking PASSWORD is to get into this one.”
― 19, Psychomotor Agitation: A Vivisection

“I didn't know it was possible to be this attracted to someone. It...hurts. Is it supposed to hurt?”
― 19, Psychomotor Agitation: A Vivisection

“I'll do a lot of evil shit, far worse than you've seen yet, but I will never fuck up a library or their books.
Libraries are sacred.
Books are fucking sacred.”
― 19, Psychomotor Agitation: A Vivisection

“The past is a fucking read-only file.”
― 19, Psychomotor Agitation: A Vivisection

“The movies stop working. I've seen all the good ones and then ones are disappointing.
The books stop working, same deal.
The music never really stops working, silently agreeing with me in the background, all the time. It soothes me, but it doesn't feed me. Hungry, all the time. Scavenging for pain.”
― 19, Psychomotor Agitation: A Vivisection

“Rule #1 for Them.
Hurt me, and I will fucking hurt you back.”
― 19, Psychomotor Agitation: A Vivisection