Snow in May Quotes

“Kruchina was an archaic word for grief, found mostly in the old folk songs and poems. Kruchina grief was not regular sadness or disappointment with everyday troubles, but rather the existential sorrow about a woman’s lot that never goes away, not even at the happiest of moments.
   Masha remembered this song from one of the movies of her youth, when all the movies and books were about the war and patriotism, about the great sacrifice for the future. German soldiers were burning a Russian village. The children screamed, the helpless grandmas and grandpas shrieked, the animals and fowl scattered for their lives. A young German soldier broke into the last izba standing and found two women huddled on a bench. Except for a single candle, the house was dark and it was hard to see what was in the shadowy corner: a trunk or a cradle.
   Before the soldiers could reload their guns, the women began to sing “Kruchina.” In the middle of this chaos, time stopped. The soldiers listened as the voices washed over their round helmets and tense shoulders, crept into their machine guns, and spread through their stiffened veins and cold stomachs, like mother’s milk.
   Sveta might not have even seen the movie, but she and Masha always sang “Kruchina” when their hearts, one or both, were in the wrong place.”
― Kseniya Melnik, Snow in May: Stories

“She wasn’t lucky—she was brave. Courage was needed if you wanted to live your life and not just hold forth about it at meetings and demonstrations.”
― Kseniya Melnik, Snow in May: Stories

“But what a person chooses to do behind closed doors, seen only by his conscience, that defines his true character.”
― Kseniya Melnik, Snow in May: Stories

“For words, if they are true, can be a weapon as formidable as tanks or rockets”
― Kseniya Melnik, Snow in May: Stories

“Like all normal people, women just want a little corner of happiness”
― Kseniya Melnik, Snow in May: Stories

“The true tragedy is to have lived without a woman's love, Sonya, to not be able to love a woman.”
― Kseniya Melnik, Snow in May: Stories

“Everything felt wrong, like she was living in a parallel universe, separated by one crucial degree from the one containing the life she was meant to have. This other, true life was visible to her, even palpable at certain instances—like during the births of her sons—but impossible to occupy. She cried from pity for herself, and because of the stupidity of such pity. She cried for Luciano and for Anton. She cried because she’d only loved one boy with the follow-you-over-the-edge-of-the-earth kind of love—at fifteen. She cried for her mother, who had died two years ago, and whom she still missed every day.”
― Kseniya Melnik, Snow in May: Stories

“The smells of fried onions, pea soup, and fish fought for airspace.”
― Kseniya Melnik, Snow in May: Stories