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Wake Me Up Inside
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“Just my fingers, Blondie. I gotta get in here. Figure if it’s just my
fingers, it’ll be okay. I think I can get in deeper than with my tongue this way.”
“Love your tongue.”
Zev chuckled. “Yeah, I know. I think the people in the rooms next to ours know too.”
Jonah laughed, enjoying the fact that they could talk and tease while they loved on each other.”
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fingers, it’ll be okay. I think I can get in deeper than with my tongue this way.”
“Love your tongue.”
Zev chuckled. “Yeah, I know. I think the people in the rooms next to ours know too.”
Jonah laughed, enjoying the fact that they could talk and tease while they loved on each other.”
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“My brain hurts,” Zev groaned.
Jonah patted his head.
“Of course it does. It’s a sad little organ that isn’t used to getting
this kind of workout. But don’t worry, Pup, I’m well aware of your
mental shortcomings, and I’m not in this relationship because of your
brain.”
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Jonah patted his head.
“Of course it does. It’s a sad little organ that isn’t used to getting
this kind of workout. But don’t worry, Pup, I’m well aware of your
mental shortcomings, and I’m not in this relationship because of your
brain.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“All that reading and the only thing he’d learned
was that shifters were shitty historians.”
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was that shifters were shitty historians.”
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“But, Jonah, don’t freak out now, but….” A deep breath, and then Zev finished speaking in a rush, “You are a shifter.”
BOTH men were quiet for a long time. Zev was allowing his words to sink in, letting Jonah absorb intellectually what Zev was certain the
man’s body already knew innately—that he was not only a man, but also a wolf.
“I’m a shifter?”
Zev nodded.
“And you think this… why?”
“I know this because you shifted last night. When we were together, you shifted and you were beautiful. Damn, Blondie, your wolf is just as gorgeous as your man.”
“I shifted?”
“Yes.”
“Into a wolf?”
“Yes.”
“Last night?”
“Yes.”
“I shifted into a wolf last night?”
“Yes, Jonah. When you add up all three clauses they make a very pretty sentence, and the meaning stays the same.”
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BOTH men were quiet for a long time. Zev was allowing his words to sink in, letting Jonah absorb intellectually what Zev was certain the
man’s body already knew innately—that he was not only a man, but also a wolf.
“I’m a shifter?”
Zev nodded.
“And you think this… why?”
“I know this because you shifted last night. When we were together, you shifted and you were beautiful. Damn, Blondie, your wolf is just as gorgeous as your man.”
“I shifted?”
“Yes.”
“Into a wolf?”
“Yes.”
“Last night?”
“Yes.”
“I shifted into a wolf last night?”
“Yes, Jonah. When you add up all three clauses they make a very pretty sentence, and the meaning stays the same.”
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“Yes, it was a joke. It’s a good thing I’m moving back here, Pup.
You’re clearly starved for intelligent company if you can’t even
recognize humor when it’s right in front of you. I blame Toby for this.
The man still laughs at fart jokes.”
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You’re clearly starved for intelligent company if you can’t even
recognize humor when it’s right in front of you. I blame Toby for this.
The man still laughs at fart jokes.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“The internal conflict kept Jonah paralyzed in place. That is, until
Pup walked over to him and rested his head on Jonah’s lap. Amber eyes
looked up at him with the same loving, devoted gaze that had met him
earlier that morning, except this time those eyes were in a different
face. Everything that had been holding Jonah back was dismissed with
that recognition.
This was his Zev, the man who meant everything to him. Okay,
so what he’d just witnessed with his own eyes didn’t make sense, but,
hey, neither did physics at the beginning of the semester freshman year,
and by the end, Jonah had earned an A. So he’d just need to learn about
this in the same way, ask questions, study… whatever there was to
study. Jonah was a good student; learning had never been an issue for
him. Jonah took in a deep breath. Yes, this was all about learning
something new. It’d be fine.”
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Pup walked over to him and rested his head on Jonah’s lap. Amber eyes
looked up at him with the same loving, devoted gaze that had met him
earlier that morning, except this time those eyes were in a different
face. Everything that had been holding Jonah back was dismissed with
that recognition.
This was his Zev, the man who meant everything to him. Okay,
so what he’d just witnessed with his own eyes didn’t make sense, but,
hey, neither did physics at the beginning of the semester freshman year,
and by the end, Jonah had earned an A. So he’d just need to learn about
this in the same way, ask questions, study… whatever there was to
study. Jonah was a good student; learning had never been an issue for
him. Jonah took in a deep breath. Yes, this was all about learning
something new. It’d be fine.”
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“It took several seconds for Jonah to remember what he’d been
saying.
“Well, we ran some tests. Turns out he was loaded out of his
mind on meth. The hardest part was that he told us they had the
equipment to do the alien removal in their basement, but it was noisy
and disturbed the neighbors. So his brother told him to come to the
hospital to get it done. We were wondering if the brother was drugged
out too, but when we called his house he admitted that he’d just gone
along with the whole alien thing to get the guy to the hospital.”
“Smart brother.”
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saying.
“Well, we ran some tests. Turns out he was loaded out of his
mind on meth. The hardest part was that he told us they had the
equipment to do the alien removal in their basement, but it was noisy
and disturbed the neighbors. So his brother told him to come to the
hospital to get it done. We were wondering if the brother was drugged
out too, but when we called his house he admitted that he’d just gone
along with the whole alien thing to get the guy to the hospital.”
“Smart brother.”
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“Glad to hear it. Because if you don’t get your shit together, man,
I’m going to gift wrap it, slap a big, ugly bow on top, and send it to you
for your birthday.”
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I’m going to gift wrap it, slap a big, ugly bow on top, and send it to you
for your birthday.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Okay, then, how does Zev not having sex with me make sense?
You just said you’ve been sleeping with Lori since high school. You
went to nursing school out of state, so clearly that didn’t stop you.”
“That’s different, Jonah. My relationship with Lori isn’t like your
relationship with Zev.”
Jonah wasn’t surprised, he was just tired. Of course Toby would
see the relationships as different. Two men couldn’t possibly feel about
each other the way a man feels about a woman. Apparently having a
gay uncle couldn’t change that type of thinking.
“Right. Because we’re gay. Our relationship can’t be as
meaningful as yours,” he responded sarcastically.
“No,” Toby replied, looking straight into Jonah’s eyes with a
somber expression. “What you have with Zev is much deeper.”
Jonah’s mouth dropped open, and he stared at Toby. As long as
Jonah had known the other man, he’d had a thing for Lori, and, as far
as Jonah knew, they were very happy together.
“Last night when we came to your place, Zev flipped out. Did you
know that?” Toby said.
Jonah shook his head. He’d been sitting in his bedroom and
hadn’t heard a thing.
“Well, he did. He lost it and ran outside. I followed him and
caught up to him in the alley. He’d punched a hole in the side of your
apartment building and he was kneeling on the ground, vomiting and
crying.”
Jonah’s heart broke. So that was how Zev had acquired those
injured knuckles. He didn’t want to hear any more.
“I didn’t know what the hell was wrong,” Toby continued. “I
couldn’t get him to come inside and I didn’t want to leave him out there
alone. Once his stomach was empty, he just kept dry heaving and
shaking. Eventually Lori came out and told me what’d been going on
before we got there.” Toby glared at Jonah. “I wanted to go upstairs
and kick your ass myself when I heard there’d been another man in
your bedroom. You wanna know what stopped me?”
Jonah couldn’t bring himself to respond. He was still thinking about Zev crying on the street. The man was always so strong, so steady and confident. He’d never seen Zev cry, and the knowledge that he’d caused that level of pain made Jonah feel sick.
“I knew that if I so much as looked at you crosswise, Zev would’ve crippled me. No matter what you’d done to him.”
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You just said you’ve been sleeping with Lori since high school. You
went to nursing school out of state, so clearly that didn’t stop you.”
“That’s different, Jonah. My relationship with Lori isn’t like your
relationship with Zev.”
Jonah wasn’t surprised, he was just tired. Of course Toby would
see the relationships as different. Two men couldn’t possibly feel about
each other the way a man feels about a woman. Apparently having a
gay uncle couldn’t change that type of thinking.
“Right. Because we’re gay. Our relationship can’t be as
meaningful as yours,” he responded sarcastically.
“No,” Toby replied, looking straight into Jonah’s eyes with a
somber expression. “What you have with Zev is much deeper.”
Jonah’s mouth dropped open, and he stared at Toby. As long as
Jonah had known the other man, he’d had a thing for Lori, and, as far
as Jonah knew, they were very happy together.
“Last night when we came to your place, Zev flipped out. Did you
know that?” Toby said.
Jonah shook his head. He’d been sitting in his bedroom and
hadn’t heard a thing.
“Well, he did. He lost it and ran outside. I followed him and
caught up to him in the alley. He’d punched a hole in the side of your
apartment building and he was kneeling on the ground, vomiting and
crying.”
Jonah’s heart broke. So that was how Zev had acquired those
injured knuckles. He didn’t want to hear any more.
“I didn’t know what the hell was wrong,” Toby continued. “I
couldn’t get him to come inside and I didn’t want to leave him out there
alone. Once his stomach was empty, he just kept dry heaving and
shaking. Eventually Lori came out and told me what’d been going on
before we got there.” Toby glared at Jonah. “I wanted to go upstairs
and kick your ass myself when I heard there’d been another man in
your bedroom. You wanna know what stopped me?”
Jonah couldn’t bring himself to respond. He was still thinking about Zev crying on the street. The man was always so strong, so steady and confident. He’d never seen Zev cry, and the knowledge that he’d caused that level of pain made Jonah feel sick.
“I knew that if I so much as looked at you crosswise, Zev would’ve crippled me. No matter what you’d done to him.”
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“The conversation was tense and awkward,
but at least Toby’s atrocious music was no longer making Jonah’s ears
bleed. Jonah would have preferred hearing his car engine drop out and
drag across the asphalt than another cheesy ballad.”
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but at least Toby’s atrocious music was no longer making Jonah’s ears
bleed. Jonah would have preferred hearing his car engine drop out and
drag across the asphalt than another cheesy ballad.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Aren’t we waiting for Lori?” Jonah asked.
Toby didn’t turn around as he answered.
“Nah, she isn’t coming. We’ll meet up with her later today.”
Great. Lori was too pissed to see him and Toby was like
Antarctica. Jonah still wasn’t completely sure why they were so angry,
given the fact that Zev hadn’t told anyone back home about their
relationship. Well, there was one option; his old friends weren’t
comfortable with him being gay. Tough shit.
Jonah figured the best way to deal with the situation was to face it
head-on. But as soon as they got into Jonah’s car, Toby started fiddling
with the radio. Jonah decided to bide his time and wait for Toby to
finish what he was doing so they could talk. He almost lost his
composure when the other man landed on a Barry Manilow song and
kept it there. Toby had to be the only Fanilow under the age of fifty.
“So I’m guessing Lori told you about that guy in my apartment
last night.”
Toby’s posture immediately stiffened. Several long moments
passed before he answered.
“Yeah, she did.”
“Anything you want to ask me about it, Toby? Might as well get
it out there. No reason to walk on eggshells around each other.”
“Ooookay,” Toby responded, drawing out the word. He took a
deep breath and turned to face Jonah. “Did you stumble across a
clearance sale on jackass cream or something? Maybe they were
running a special on lobotomies?”
Well, that was an unexpected response.
“Huh? Whatta you mean?”
“What I mean, Jonah…,” Toby said in a louder voice, “is that I
know we’re all just a couple of bad decisions away from being one of
those weirdos who buys fake nuts and hangs them on the back of his
pickup truck, but you really managed to win the stupid cake last night.”
Okay, this conversation wasn’t going exactly how Jonah had
planned, but he still felt the need to defend himself.
“Stupid? Why? Because I’m gay? That’s not a bad decision,
Toby. It’s not a decision at all.”
Jonah pulled into a parking lot of a decent diner, turned off the
car, and turned to face Toby. The conversation was tense and awkward,
but at least Toby’s atrocious music was no longer making Jonah’s ears
bleed. Jonah would have preferred hearing his car engine drop out and
drag across the asphalt than another cheesy ballad.
“No shit, Sherlock. But cheating on Zev is a decision. A really
bad decision.”
Jonah’s mouth dropped open, and he snapped his eyes toward
Toby in shock. Holy crap. Toby knew about his relationship with Zev.
That meant Lori knew. As much as he hated being hidden from Zev’s
family and life back in Etzgadol, Jonah didn’t want the man to be
forced out against his will.
“You know?”
“Know what?”
“About, um, me and Zev?”
Toby rolled his eyes.
“Of course I know. Just because I was blessed in the looks
department doesn’t mean I was shorted anything upstairs. I’m not an
idiot, Jonah.”
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Toby didn’t turn around as he answered.
“Nah, she isn’t coming. We’ll meet up with her later today.”
Great. Lori was too pissed to see him and Toby was like
Antarctica. Jonah still wasn’t completely sure why they were so angry,
given the fact that Zev hadn’t told anyone back home about their
relationship. Well, there was one option; his old friends weren’t
comfortable with him being gay. Tough shit.
Jonah figured the best way to deal with the situation was to face it
head-on. But as soon as they got into Jonah’s car, Toby started fiddling
with the radio. Jonah decided to bide his time and wait for Toby to
finish what he was doing so they could talk. He almost lost his
composure when the other man landed on a Barry Manilow song and
kept it there. Toby had to be the only Fanilow under the age of fifty.
“So I’m guessing Lori told you about that guy in my apartment
last night.”
Toby’s posture immediately stiffened. Several long moments
passed before he answered.
“Yeah, she did.”
“Anything you want to ask me about it, Toby? Might as well get
it out there. No reason to walk on eggshells around each other.”
“Ooookay,” Toby responded, drawing out the word. He took a
deep breath and turned to face Jonah. “Did you stumble across a
clearance sale on jackass cream or something? Maybe they were
running a special on lobotomies?”
Well, that was an unexpected response.
“Huh? Whatta you mean?”
“What I mean, Jonah…,” Toby said in a louder voice, “is that I
know we’re all just a couple of bad decisions away from being one of
those weirdos who buys fake nuts and hangs them on the back of his
pickup truck, but you really managed to win the stupid cake last night.”
Okay, this conversation wasn’t going exactly how Jonah had
planned, but he still felt the need to defend himself.
“Stupid? Why? Because I’m gay? That’s not a bad decision,
Toby. It’s not a decision at all.”
Jonah pulled into a parking lot of a decent diner, turned off the
car, and turned to face Toby. The conversation was tense and awkward,
but at least Toby’s atrocious music was no longer making Jonah’s ears
bleed. Jonah would have preferred hearing his car engine drop out and
drag across the asphalt than another cheesy ballad.
“No shit, Sherlock. But cheating on Zev is a decision. A really
bad decision.”
Jonah’s mouth dropped open, and he snapped his eyes toward
Toby in shock. Holy crap. Toby knew about his relationship with Zev.
That meant Lori knew. As much as he hated being hidden from Zev’s
family and life back in Etzgadol, Jonah didn’t want the man to be
forced out against his will.
“You know?”
“Know what?”
“About, um, me and Zev?”
Toby rolled his eyes.
“Of course I know. Just because I was blessed in the looks
department doesn’t mean I was shorted anything upstairs. I’m not an
idiot, Jonah.”
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“When Zev still didn’t say anything, Toby visibly stiffened,
seemingly steeling his courage, and then continued speaking. “Is
something going on with Jonah?”
“We haven’t talked about Jonah since he moved away,” Zev
answered after a short pause.
“I know.”
“That was three and a half years ago,” Zev continued.
“I know.”
He probably should have been surprised that Toby had known
he’d kept in touch with Jonah, but Zev wasn’t. Lori was pretty
perceptive, and she probably knew exactly where Zev went when he
traveled for business. And what Lori knew, Toby knew. Whether they
were aware of the nature of Zev’s feelings for the human wasn’t clear,
but Zev was too tired to try to make excuses.
“He’s gonna go to medical school.” Zev still hadn’t moved his arm from his face, so he couldn’t see Toby’s reaction.
“Medical school?” Toby’s voice was tempered but confused.
“That’s, like, four years of school and then four years of
residency. Which means eight more years away from Etzgadol.” Eight
more years away from me.
The last part was really the crux of the problem, but Zev didn’t
dare say it out loud. It’d give away too much. Still, it didn’t make
sense. A few years away so they could grow up and be old enough to
tie when they came back together, Zev was almost able to understand.
But that time had passed, Zev had figured out how to tie with a male,
and he was ready for his mate to join him.
Why would nature give him a mate who insisted on staying
away? Zev felt like he was missing something. Like there was a lesson
he should be learning, but he had no clue what it was. Instead, he just
felt frustrated and angry. So many thoughts were swirling in his mind
that he hadn’t registered Toby’s long silence until the other man spoke
again.
“You know my mom works with Doc Carson.”
The change in topic was weird, but welcome, so Zev engaged
Toby in the conversation.
“Yeah, I know.”
“So I was asking her the other day if she thinks he’d take me on at
the clinic when I get my nursing degree, and you know what she told
me?”
The conversation was about as interesting as watching paint peel,
but at least it got Zev thinking about something other than Jonah.
Almost.”
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seemingly steeling his courage, and then continued speaking. “Is
something going on with Jonah?”
“We haven’t talked about Jonah since he moved away,” Zev
answered after a short pause.
“I know.”
“That was three and a half years ago,” Zev continued.
“I know.”
He probably should have been surprised that Toby had known
he’d kept in touch with Jonah, but Zev wasn’t. Lori was pretty
perceptive, and she probably knew exactly where Zev went when he
traveled for business. And what Lori knew, Toby knew. Whether they
were aware of the nature of Zev’s feelings for the human wasn’t clear,
but Zev was too tired to try to make excuses.
“He’s gonna go to medical school.” Zev still hadn’t moved his arm from his face, so he couldn’t see Toby’s reaction.
“Medical school?” Toby’s voice was tempered but confused.
“That’s, like, four years of school and then four years of
residency. Which means eight more years away from Etzgadol.” Eight
more years away from me.
The last part was really the crux of the problem, but Zev didn’t
dare say it out loud. It’d give away too much. Still, it didn’t make
sense. A few years away so they could grow up and be old enough to
tie when they came back together, Zev was almost able to understand.
But that time had passed, Zev had figured out how to tie with a male,
and he was ready for his mate to join him.
Why would nature give him a mate who insisted on staying
away? Zev felt like he was missing something. Like there was a lesson
he should be learning, but he had no clue what it was. Instead, he just
felt frustrated and angry. So many thoughts were swirling in his mind
that he hadn’t registered Toby’s long silence until the other man spoke
again.
“You know my mom works with Doc Carson.”
The change in topic was weird, but welcome, so Zev engaged
Toby in the conversation.
“Yeah, I know.”
“So I was asking her the other day if she thinks he’d take me on at
the clinic when I get my nursing degree, and you know what she told
me?”
The conversation was about as interesting as watching paint peel,
but at least it got Zev thinking about something other than Jonah.
Almost.”
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“feet onto the file boxes serving as a coffee table and
smacked Zev in the stomach.
“Ow. Fuck, Toby, that hurt.”
“Yeah, right. Come on, Zev, I haven’t got all night. I need to go
home, shower, pretend to go to bed, then meet your sister outside your
parents’ house so I can corrupt her. And I’m not gonna get very far
with her if she isn’t convinced that I got you to open up, so spill.”
Zev winced. “There are so many things wrong with that sentence
that I can’t even prioritize. Can you please pass me the brain bleach?”
“Okay, fine. Lori and I are going to play chess and braid each
other’s hair all night. Is that what you want to hear?”
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smacked Zev in the stomach.
“Ow. Fuck, Toby, that hurt.”
“Yeah, right. Come on, Zev, I haven’t got all night. I need to go
home, shower, pretend to go to bed, then meet your sister outside your
parents’ house so I can corrupt her. And I’m not gonna get very far
with her if she isn’t convinced that I got you to open up, so spill.”
Zev winced. “There are so many things wrong with that sentence
that I can’t even prioritize. Can you please pass me the brain bleach?”
“Okay, fine. Lori and I are going to play chess and braid each
other’s hair all night. Is that what you want to hear?”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Damn it, don’t you have any decent music in this house?
Be right back, I’m getting my iPod out of my truck.”
“I keep a loaded shotgun under this couch, Toby, and I’m
bringing it out if I hear Michael Bolton. And this isn’t a house. It’s a
small tin can.”
Toby grumbled. “Why the hate, dude? That man’s voice is
beautiful. I’m telling you, if he showed up at my door singing a ballad,
I’d give him anything he wanted without blinking an eye. My social
security number, where I keep the hidden house key, the secret ending
to The Crying Game, anything.”
“If I pretend to be deaf, will it get me out of a continued
discussion about whiny singers? And does my sister know about this
sick obsession of yours? ’Cause I imagine the best thing about your
taste in music is all the money you save on buying condoms.”
“Fine. But I don’t want to hear your head-banging crap, so no
music.”
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Be right back, I’m getting my iPod out of my truck.”
“I keep a loaded shotgun under this couch, Toby, and I’m
bringing it out if I hear Michael Bolton. And this isn’t a house. It’s a
small tin can.”
Toby grumbled. “Why the hate, dude? That man’s voice is
beautiful. I’m telling you, if he showed up at my door singing a ballad,
I’d give him anything he wanted without blinking an eye. My social
security number, where I keep the hidden house key, the secret ending
to The Crying Game, anything.”
“If I pretend to be deaf, will it get me out of a continued
discussion about whiny singers? And does my sister know about this
sick obsession of yours? ’Cause I imagine the best thing about your
taste in music is all the money you save on buying condoms.”
“Fine. But I don’t want to hear your head-banging crap, so no
music.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Toby was in town visiting for a few days. Between all the time
the man had been spending with Lori, and with his own family, Zev
hadn’t gotten to see his friend much. But that evening Toby had shown
up with an extra-large pizza and a six-pack of beer.
They’d eaten some of the food, then shifted and gone out for a
long run. It had felt good to let his wolf free and feel the wind running
through his fur. So good, in fact, that Zev was almost smiling. A
foreign expression on his face these days.
“Look, Zev, I know you’d rather sit on my lap while I’m taking a
dump than talk about your feelings, but what’s going on with you?”
Zev coughed at the visual image that little comment had painted
in his mind. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he replied none
too convincingly. Then he flopped his head on the back of the couch
and draped his arm across his eyes.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
the man had been spending with Lori, and with his own family, Zev
hadn’t gotten to see his friend much. But that evening Toby had shown
up with an extra-large pizza and a six-pack of beer.
They’d eaten some of the food, then shifted and gone out for a
long run. It had felt good to let his wolf free and feel the wind running
through his fur. So good, in fact, that Zev was almost smiling. A
foreign expression on his face these days.
“Look, Zev, I know you’d rather sit on my lap while I’m taking a
dump than talk about your feelings, but what’s going on with you?”
Zev coughed at the visual image that little comment had painted
in his mind. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he replied none
too convincingly. Then he flopped his head on the back of the couch
and draped his arm across his eyes.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“So.” Zev’s husky voice broke the silence once their gasps died down. “What do you think? Did you enjoy your turn?”
Jonah rubbed his hand up and down Zev’s leg, kissed the man’s softening dick, and then crawled back up his muscular body.
“I think that’s definitely a keeper. Let’s add it to the rotation.”
Zev laughed, wrapped his arms around Jonah, and held him tightly.
“Whatever you say, Blondie. After all, you are the brains of this operation. Or at least that’s what you keep telling me.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
Jonah rubbed his hand up and down Zev’s leg, kissed the man’s softening dick, and then crawled back up his muscular body.
“I think that’s definitely a keeper. Let’s add it to the rotation.”
Zev laughed, wrapped his arms around Jonah, and held him tightly.
“Whatever you say, Blondie. After all, you are the brains of this operation. Or at least that’s what you keep telling me.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Jonah chuckled. “Quit making me laugh, Zev. You’re spoiling the romance. And I went through great efforts to seduce you, here. I put away the dirty socks, threw out the pizza boxes, and I even changed the sheets on this bed.”
“Oh, wow. How could I possibly resist when you bring out the big guns of seduction like that? Nothing turns me on like basic housekeeping.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Oh, wow. How could I possibly resist when you bring out the big guns of seduction like that? Nothing turns me on like basic housekeeping.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Zev had grossly underestimated how much he’d miss his friend.
He’d underestimated the ingrained need coursing through him to be
with his mate. And, worst of all, he’d underestimated the length of their
separation. When Jonah moved away that summer day twelve years
prior, he tore a hole in Zev. And Zev was starting to wonder whether
Jonah was ever going to come home to stitch that wound closed.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
He’d underestimated the ingrained need coursing through him to be
with his mate. And, worst of all, he’d underestimated the length of their
separation. When Jonah moved away that summer day twelve years
prior, he tore a hole in Zev. And Zev was starting to wonder whether
Jonah was ever going to come home to stitch that wound closed.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“The thought of leaving Zev had been painful, but
after what they’d just shared, it had escalated to crippling.
“Zev, are you sure about skipping college? I know your family
wants you to take over their business, but is it what you want? And
even if it is, don’t you want to go to college first?” Jonah’s voice
lowered as he finished his plea. “Come with me.”
Zev stretched and kissed the top of his friend’s head, which was
still resting on his broad chest. He rubbed the back of Jonah’s neck and
tried to keep both of them calm.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
after what they’d just shared, it had escalated to crippling.
“Zev, are you sure about skipping college? I know your family
wants you to take over their business, but is it what you want? And
even if it is, don’t you want to go to college first?” Jonah’s voice
lowered as he finished his plea. “Come with me.”
Zev stretched and kissed the top of his friend’s head, which was
still resting on his broad chest. He rubbed the back of Jonah’s neck and
tried to keep both of them calm.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“The thought of leaving Zev had been painful, but
after what they’d just shared, it had escalated to crippling.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
after what they’d just shared, it had escalated to crippling.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Without moving apart, Zev moaned and whispered into Jonah’s
mouth, “Damn, Blondie, you’re a great kisser.”
Jonah moved his arms up to Zev’s back, wrapping the young man
in his embrace and stroking his smooth, firm skin. “You’re not so bad
yourself, Hassick. You been practicing this with someone without me
knowing?”
Zev snickered. “You jealous?”
Jonah didn’t return the smile. He looked into Zev’s eyes and
answered without any guile, “Yeah. I’m jealous of anyone who got to
touch you.”
Instead of looking freaked out, as Jonah had half expected, Zev
remained completely calm. He gazed into Jonah’s eyes with such
powerful emotion that Jonah’s heart raced and his breath hitched.
“Unless you can manage being jealous of yourself, you don’t
have to worry. Like I told you yesterday, I haven’t ever thought about
anyone else—girls or guys—let alone touched anyone else. It’s just
you, Blondie. It’s always been you.” Zev let his words sink in, then he reversed the tables on the discussion. “What about you? Been hiding
out behind the bleachers sneaking kisses with cheerleaders?”
Jonah snorted more than laughed. “Uh, Zev, I was teasing about
the whole not-so-smart thing earlier, but now I’m thinking I may have
been on to something. That hardness you feel against your stomach
isn’t a banana. That’s me happy to see you, or feel you, in this case.
And you’re a guy. With that background in place, we can add two and
two together here and even someone with your limited math skills can
come up with the correct answer. I’m gay. I’ve got no deep dark
cheerleader secrets in my past.”
Zev was amazed at how easily Jonah said the words. He admired
how his friend so completely accepted this part of himself. No shame,
no hesitation. Just a matter-of-fact statement. In that moment, Zev
decided he’d take the same approach. He knew it’d shock his parents.
Hell, it’d rock his whole community. But he was attracted to a man. He
had a male mate. That meant he was gay. Zev Hassick was a gay
shifter. The pack would just have to find a way to deal with that truth
even though they’d always believed it to be impossible.
“And in case you’re wondering,” Jonah continued, his hand still
rubbing Zev’s back but now moving lower, skating over his ass, “I
don’t have any deep dark football player secrets, either. I’ve had a
crush on one guy for as long as I can remember and I kinda put all my
eggs in that basket.”
Zev took another kiss, slow, soft and sweet this time.
“I better be the egg-basket guy in that story, Blondie, or the
tickles are coming back in full force.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
mouth, “Damn, Blondie, you’re a great kisser.”
Jonah moved his arms up to Zev’s back, wrapping the young man
in his embrace and stroking his smooth, firm skin. “You’re not so bad
yourself, Hassick. You been practicing this with someone without me
knowing?”
Zev snickered. “You jealous?”
Jonah didn’t return the smile. He looked into Zev’s eyes and
answered without any guile, “Yeah. I’m jealous of anyone who got to
touch you.”
Instead of looking freaked out, as Jonah had half expected, Zev
remained completely calm. He gazed into Jonah’s eyes with such
powerful emotion that Jonah’s heart raced and his breath hitched.
“Unless you can manage being jealous of yourself, you don’t
have to worry. Like I told you yesterday, I haven’t ever thought about
anyone else—girls or guys—let alone touched anyone else. It’s just
you, Blondie. It’s always been you.” Zev let his words sink in, then he reversed the tables on the discussion. “What about you? Been hiding
out behind the bleachers sneaking kisses with cheerleaders?”
Jonah snorted more than laughed. “Uh, Zev, I was teasing about
the whole not-so-smart thing earlier, but now I’m thinking I may have
been on to something. That hardness you feel against your stomach
isn’t a banana. That’s me happy to see you, or feel you, in this case.
And you’re a guy. With that background in place, we can add two and
two together here and even someone with your limited math skills can
come up with the correct answer. I’m gay. I’ve got no deep dark
cheerleader secrets in my past.”
Zev was amazed at how easily Jonah said the words. He admired
how his friend so completely accepted this part of himself. No shame,
no hesitation. Just a matter-of-fact statement. In that moment, Zev
decided he’d take the same approach. He knew it’d shock his parents.
Hell, it’d rock his whole community. But he was attracted to a man. He
had a male mate. That meant he was gay. Zev Hassick was a gay
shifter. The pack would just have to find a way to deal with that truth
even though they’d always believed it to be impossible.
“And in case you’re wondering,” Jonah continued, his hand still
rubbing Zev’s back but now moving lower, skating over his ass, “I
don’t have any deep dark football player secrets, either. I’ve had a
crush on one guy for as long as I can remember and I kinda put all my
eggs in that basket.”
Zev took another kiss, slow, soft and sweet this time.
“I better be the egg-basket guy in that story, Blondie, or the
tickles are coming back in full force.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Zev finished drying his
body, hung his towel, and then headed into Jonah’s bedroom. He noted
the stacks of boxes in the corner, Jonah’s belongings ready for his
move, and felt a stab in his chest. With a hand pressing down against
his heart, Zev settled into Jonah’s bed and thought about how to handle
the situation facing him.
True mates didn’t separate. Not ever, not for any length of time.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
body, hung his towel, and then headed into Jonah’s bedroom. He noted
the stacks of boxes in the corner, Jonah’s belongings ready for his
move, and felt a stab in his chest. With a hand pressing down against
his heart, Zev settled into Jonah’s bed and thought about how to handle
the situation facing him.
True mates didn’t separate. Not ever, not for any length of time.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Jonah lowered himself onto his backside and scooted against the wall. He kept his hand on the thick fur and petted the wolf that he’d seen on an almost daily basis for as long as he could remember. For the first time since that afternoon’s debacle with Zev, Jonah felt calm. He’d had trouble falling asleep, still anxious about Zev’s reaction to their encounter and Jonah’s assertion that Zev was attracted to him. Even when he’d finally drifted into slumber, Jonah had tossed around restlessly, terrified that he’d driven away his best friend for good. But in that moment, sitting on the floor with his arms around the brown wolf, he felt better. There was something about the animal that tempered Jonah’s worry and relaxed him from the inside out.
Jonah sighed. His eyelids felt heavy and his body was worn out from the stressful day. So much so, that with the wolf’s warm body pressed against his, Jonah succumbed to sleep without giving any thought as to why his cock had lengthened and hardened as soon as he’d embraced the creature. HE’D never rested so soundly, felt so complete and at peace. Jonah snuggled up against the soft, warm pillow and sighed happily. An answering rumble caused him to reassess the pillow theory. As sleep started clearing from his mind, Jonah became aware of the strong heartbeat close to his ear and the sound of someone else breathing.
Zev. He sensed Zev.
But the last time he’d seen his best friend they’d fought, so that didn’t make sense. Jonah opened one eye and was greeted with an amber gaze. Except these amber eyes weren’t attached to the body of the young man who’d played front and center in Jonah’s every fantasy. They were attached to the brown wolf Jonah had known even longer. His arm was already wrapped around the large canine, so Jonah just moved his hand back and forth over the soft coat, petting his animal friend.
“Morning, Pup. Anyone ever tell you that you make a great teddy bear?”
Jonah laughed when the wolf growled. He actually looked affronted. Who knew that expression was possible for a dog?
“Oh, Pup, did I offend you? Sorry, boy.” Jonah squeezed the large animal into a tight hug. It felt so comforting, he didn’t want to let go.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
Jonah sighed. His eyelids felt heavy and his body was worn out from the stressful day. So much so, that with the wolf’s warm body pressed against his, Jonah succumbed to sleep without giving any thought as to why his cock had lengthened and hardened as soon as he’d embraced the creature. HE’D never rested so soundly, felt so complete and at peace. Jonah snuggled up against the soft, warm pillow and sighed happily. An answering rumble caused him to reassess the pillow theory. As sleep started clearing from his mind, Jonah became aware of the strong heartbeat close to his ear and the sound of someone else breathing.
Zev. He sensed Zev.
But the last time he’d seen his best friend they’d fought, so that didn’t make sense. Jonah opened one eye and was greeted with an amber gaze. Except these amber eyes weren’t attached to the body of the young man who’d played front and center in Jonah’s every fantasy. They were attached to the brown wolf Jonah had known even longer. His arm was already wrapped around the large canine, so Jonah just moved his hand back and forth over the soft coat, petting his animal friend.
“Morning, Pup. Anyone ever tell you that you make a great teddy bear?”
Jonah laughed when the wolf growled. He actually looked affronted. Who knew that expression was possible for a dog?
“Oh, Pup, did I offend you? Sorry, boy.” Jonah squeezed the large animal into a tight hug. It felt so comforting, he didn’t want to let go.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“The human buried within the wolf’s skin exerted every ounce of
control he had and forced his wolf to move back, lest he frighten his
best friend. Zev raised himself off Jonah on shaky legs and backed
away into the corner. He rolled himself into a ball and whimpered
quietly. He hurt. Every nerve ending in his body wanted to touch Jonah.
He needed to claim his mate, but he couldn’t because Jonah was male
and human. Zev had never known pain as intense as that which coursed
through him as a result of the denied need to be with his mate, to tie
together and join with him in all ways possible.
“What’s wrong, Pup?” Jonah approached Zev with his hand out,
palm up. He squatted down by the huge wolf and looked at him with
concern. “Are you sick?”
Jonah’s position brought his crotch dangerously close to Zev’s
face. The young man’s enticing scent was strongest in that part of his
body, and Zev couldn’t stop himself from raising his head and resting it
in Jonah’s lap, sniffing at him and burrowing as close as he could
through the protective barrier of his mate’s pajama pants. He rolled
onto his stomach, hiding an arousal that he knew would frighten and
repulse the human, but kept his head in place on Jonah’s thigh with his
nose close to Jonah’s sex.
With his mate near, he could feel Jonah’s heat, smell Jonah’s
scent. They were together. It was enough. It had to be enough. For now.
The last thought—an internal promise from Zev’s human to his wolf
that the separation from Jonah’s body was only temporary—was what
Zev’s body needed to soothe out the cramping that had taken over his
intestines.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
control he had and forced his wolf to move back, lest he frighten his
best friend. Zev raised himself off Jonah on shaky legs and backed
away into the corner. He rolled himself into a ball and whimpered
quietly. He hurt. Every nerve ending in his body wanted to touch Jonah.
He needed to claim his mate, but he couldn’t because Jonah was male
and human. Zev had never known pain as intense as that which coursed
through him as a result of the denied need to be with his mate, to tie
together and join with him in all ways possible.
“What’s wrong, Pup?” Jonah approached Zev with his hand out,
palm up. He squatted down by the huge wolf and looked at him with
concern. “Are you sick?”
Jonah’s position brought his crotch dangerously close to Zev’s
face. The young man’s enticing scent was strongest in that part of his
body, and Zev couldn’t stop himself from raising his head and resting it
in Jonah’s lap, sniffing at him and burrowing as close as he could
through the protective barrier of his mate’s pajama pants. He rolled
onto his stomach, hiding an arousal that he knew would frighten and
repulse the human, but kept his head in place on Jonah’s thigh with his
nose close to Jonah’s sex.
With his mate near, he could feel Jonah’s heat, smell Jonah’s
scent. They were together. It was enough. It had to be enough. For now.
The last thought—an internal promise from Zev’s human to his wolf
that the separation from Jonah’s body was only temporary—was what
Zev’s body needed to soothe out the cramping that had taken over his
intestines.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Jonah reached up and brushed Zev’s brown locks off his
forehead, the expression on his face tender.
“We’re done with high school now, Zev. I’m leaving for college
in two days. I’m tired of pretending.” Jonah took a deep breath before
continuing. “This is attraction,” he finished softly.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
forehead, the expression on his face tender.
“We’re done with high school now, Zev. I’m leaving for college
in two days. I’m tired of pretending.” Jonah took a deep breath before
continuing. “This is attraction,” he finished softly.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Zev’s heart thumped wildly, and he somehow managed to
increase his speed, running faster than he’d ever previously managed.
Jonah was a big kid, almost as big as Zev. And he was strong. But
shifters were stronger than humans, even when wearing their human
skins. And with three of them surrounding Jonah, he didn’t stand a
chance. Hell, even very few shifters would manage to come out
victorious against those odds.
The sounds of fists hitting bodies intermingled with shouting
ratcheted Zev’s anxiety even higher. Just as he was about to turn the
corner, the noise stopped. That unexpected silence increased the fear
that racked Zev’s body to such high proportions that he thought he
might vomit.
“Get away from….”
Zev’s warning stuck in his throat as he finally managed to get
around the edge of the building to survey the scene in front of him.
Brian was lying on the ground, cradling his arm. A shifter who was two
years older than Zev was flat on his back with his eyes closed. The
third shifter who’d threatened Jonah was holding his nose, trying to
block the blood that poured out from between his fingers. And in the
center of the damage stood Jonah, his fists clenched, face sweaty, blond
hair disheveled, and expression fierce.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
increase his speed, running faster than he’d ever previously managed.
Jonah was a big kid, almost as big as Zev. And he was strong. But
shifters were stronger than humans, even when wearing their human
skins. And with three of them surrounding Jonah, he didn’t stand a
chance. Hell, even very few shifters would manage to come out
victorious against those odds.
The sounds of fists hitting bodies intermingled with shouting
ratcheted Zev’s anxiety even higher. Just as he was about to turn the
corner, the noise stopped. That unexpected silence increased the fear
that racked Zev’s body to such high proportions that he thought he
might vomit.
“Get away from….”
Zev’s warning stuck in his throat as he finally managed to get
around the edge of the building to survey the scene in front of him.
Brian was lying on the ground, cradling his arm. A shifter who was two
years older than Zev was flat on his back with his eyes closed. The
third shifter who’d threatened Jonah was holding his nose, trying to
block the blood that poured out from between his fingers. And in the
center of the damage stood Jonah, his fists clenched, face sweaty, blond
hair disheveled, and expression fierce.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“ZEV walked out of his parents’ house and over to his truck, dropped
his head against the door, and took in a deep breath, letting the fresh air
cool his lungs. Standing up to his family once again and garnering their
support for his future mating was all well and good, but none of it
meant a thing if his mate didn’t return and accept his place in the pack
beside Zev. If Jonah didn’t come home soon, Zev wasn’t sure whether
there’d be a Hassick male available to lead the Etzgadol pack.
He looked up at the sky. The stars were beautiful out here. They
sparkled above him, showing the spirits of those who came before.
Come back to me, Jonah. Our spirits are intertwined, and my body
cannot endure without its other half for much longer.
He felt the pain deep in his bones, the urge to shift and run. But
he pushed it back, grateful that, at least for now, his human could still
exert his will. His wolf was tired of waiting for his human to find their
mate and the wolf wanted control of their form so he could go find
Jonah and claim him. But their mate was long gone, well out of scent
distance, and the chance of Zev’s wolf finding him before running into
hunters or vehicles was slim.
Zev knew that unless he claimed his mate the time was fast
approaching when his human would no longer be able to control his
wolf. When that happened, the fear driving the intervention his family
had staged that night would become a reality: Zev’s human would be
forever lost. And without his human’s wisdom to limit him, Zev’s wolf
would likely end his life trying to find his mate.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
his head against the door, and took in a deep breath, letting the fresh air
cool his lungs. Standing up to his family once again and garnering their
support for his future mating was all well and good, but none of it
meant a thing if his mate didn’t return and accept his place in the pack
beside Zev. If Jonah didn’t come home soon, Zev wasn’t sure whether
there’d be a Hassick male available to lead the Etzgadol pack.
He looked up at the sky. The stars were beautiful out here. They
sparkled above him, showing the spirits of those who came before.
Come back to me, Jonah. Our spirits are intertwined, and my body
cannot endure without its other half for much longer.
He felt the pain deep in his bones, the urge to shift and run. But
he pushed it back, grateful that, at least for now, his human could still
exert his will. His wolf was tired of waiting for his human to find their
mate and the wolf wanted control of their form so he could go find
Jonah and claim him. But their mate was long gone, well out of scent
distance, and the chance of Zev’s wolf finding him before running into
hunters or vehicles was slim.
Zev knew that unless he claimed his mate the time was fast
approaching when his human would no longer be able to control his
wolf. When that happened, the fear driving the intervention his family
had staged that night would become a reality: Zev’s human would be
forever lost. And without his human’s wisdom to limit him, Zev’s wolf
would likely end his life trying to find his mate.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Both boys played soccer
in the Etzgadol City League. They were on different teams, of course.
Zev’s team was all shifters. He was sure the pack would have forced
them to play in an all-shifter league, if there were such a thing. But the
shifter population didn’t have enough boys in his age group to make up
a whole league, so the pack formed its own team in the Etzgadol City
League.
When Zev had learned of the integrated league two years earlier,
he’d immediately developed what his parents called an “almost
maniacal obsession” with both soccer and baseball—not coincidentally,
the two sports in the Etzgadol City League. He’d never bothered with
other sports because he’d seen no point. The only reason to participate,
as far as Zev was concerned, was the chance to play with his human
friend.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
in the Etzgadol City League. They were on different teams, of course.
Zev’s team was all shifters. He was sure the pack would have forced
them to play in an all-shifter league, if there were such a thing. But the
shifter population didn’t have enough boys in his age group to make up
a whole league, so the pack formed its own team in the Etzgadol City
League.
When Zev had learned of the integrated league two years earlier,
he’d immediately developed what his parents called an “almost
maniacal obsession” with both soccer and baseball—not coincidentally,
the two sports in the Etzgadol City League. He’d never bothered with
other sports because he’d seen no point. The only reason to participate,
as far as Zev was concerned, was the chance to play with his human
friend.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
“Sitting in his parents’ living room and fending off setup attempts
made Zev realize there was a downside to empowering his pack to
speak their minds—now he was forced to listen to them. Maybe he’d
have been better off leaving things as they’d always been. Then
nobody, and certainly not a female, even if she was an elder and a
relative, would dare speak to the Alpha in such a condescending way.
Zev dismissed the thought as soon as it entered his head. He was
glad his family cared, glad his grandmother felt confident enough to
question him, and glad members of his pack felt confident enough to
share their feelings. The pack was stronger for it, even if it meant Zev
had to endure this emotionally debilitating family intervention.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
made Zev realize there was a downside to empowering his pack to
speak their minds—now he was forced to listen to them. Maybe he’d
have been better off leaving things as they’d always been. Then
nobody, and certainly not a female, even if she was an elder and a
relative, would dare speak to the Alpha in such a condescending way.
Zev dismissed the thought as soon as it entered his head. He was
glad his family cared, glad his grandmother felt confident enough to
question him, and glad members of his pack felt confident enough to
share their feelings. The pack was stronger for it, even if it meant Zev
had to endure this emotionally debilitating family intervention.”
― Wake Me Up Inside
