ˋ✧*⁀➷ ʙᴇᴛᴛʏ (med school got me good)

“You asked me that time why I had never slept with Kizuki? We tried. But it never worked. I couldn't get wet for him. I couldn't open to him. I was just too dry. We tried everything we could think of - creams and things - but nothing worked. So I used my fingers and lips. I would always do it for him that way.”
“But I was plenty wet the time I slept with you. I was wet from the minute you walked into my flat the night of my twentieth birthday. I wanted you to take off my clothes and touch me all over and enter me. I had never felt like that before despite the fact that I really loved him.”

"The direction of the glow exaggerated the silhouette of her lips, seemingly utterly fragile and vulnerable."

"Holding Naoko in my arms, I wanted to explain to her, 'I'm having sex with you now. I am inside you. But really this is nothing. It doesn't matter. It is nothing but the joining of two bodies. All we are doing is telling each other things that can only be told by the rubbing together of two imperfect lumps of flesh. By doing this we are sharing our imperfection.'"

"If you feel like raping anybody in the middle of the night, don't get the wrong one."

"We went in to see the big girl off. After the train pulled out of sight, the small girl and I somehow ended up going to a nearby hotel. Neither of us were particularly dying to sleep with each other, but it seemed necessary to bring things to a close."