ellie’s Reviews > Little Weirds > Status Update

"I'm too overwhelmed to say any more and I'm too scared to say any more and I feel too foolish, but I must not forget this, so I'm writing this down and this is the best that I can do."

I was dying of a disease but I was never in a snit about it. I was so nice still.

"Whatever usually fundamentally restrains me just evaporated like mist in our good heat."

"I feel less afraid that someone will erase me by denying me love."

"Let me get to the most beautiful and ornamental and essential version of what I can be."

The structure of what I wish for and the images that usually come together for me to be happy have to change now. But what am I supposed to do with all of the parts of my heart that are only there to be given?