Alexandra’s Reviews > Going Under > Status Update

OKAY. I'm finished. I'm. I don't. I can't. I feel drained. I don't know how the hell I'm supposed to, like, go on with my life. I have homework and other things and I'm just. Okay, you know that thing, about like putting a book down and watching as everyone goes on with life when a book just made you lose your mind? Yeah, that's me. I'm done. I can't. I'LL BE BACK LATER TO REVIEW. I NEED TO DIGEST A LITTLE.

I KNEW IT. I FUCKING KNEW IT. BUT IT STILL HURTS. I AM LITERALLY SOBBING. TEARS ARE ALL OVER THE DAMN PLACE.

YEAH I SOOOO KNEW THAT WAS GONNA BE THE CASE. JESUS CHRIST SOMEONE HELP. HOLY FUCK.

SHIT'S ABOUT TO GET REAL. SO I'M GOING TO UPDATE WITH THIS THING THAT TOTALLY MADE ME DIE (WITH HAPPINESS) BEFORE THAT.

"Brooke, keep that little sweet foot right on my board. my board, Brooke. Mmmm."

I'm losing my mind. Someone save me.

HOLY FUCK. JESUS CHRIST THIS IS NOT OKAY. HELP.

I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM BUT I'M ALSO FREAKING OUT. AND I ALSO KNOW THAT SOMETHING INSANE IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN. I THINK MY UPDATES ARE GONNA START COMING CLOSER TOGETHER OW.

I am FREAKING OUT OVER HERE! I'm so suspicious. My baby. Pleeeaaaase no. I have these thoughts but I'm just I don't. HELP. I don't know how to handle this. And it's only gonna get crazier.

Yeah, I'm going to bed. I'm gonna hit the really horrific parts in like 15% and I'm not sure I'll be able to sleep directly after reading them. SO, I'm turning in. Tomorrow, I shall finish it. I leave with this humorous quote. Good night!

Super. People knew me as the fainter.

My Kindle is almost dead, it's 3AM, and I'm losing my head. I don't think I'll be able to read after I read the horrific things that are coming, but I don't know how to stop???? HELP. I'M LOSING MY MIND.