lucy’s Reviews > Wolves vs. Hearts > Status Update

making brendon laugh is why ryan does everything these days . oh boy .

ryan finally said 'i love you' he finally realised it/admitted it to himself, that he can love and that he can love a man specifically, he's not denying his gayness anymore oh this is heartbreaking

his heart feels heavy & his heart feels light & he feels weak

oh man bren & shane went on a stroll for an hour and 23 minutes ... ry cant handle it

eeeeek brendon's just arrived at the cabin

cabin chapters coming soon where ryan offers brendon a piece of his heart that he politely declines or smth like that is what he says in the prologue

ryan is like we've been spending more time together its nice and keltie is like we've hardly spent time together OH BOY .

and oh . no . the chelsea hotel . here it is on page 201. wow . already . ifehjdshdj

eek brendon is finally showing ryan he wants him and misses him and ryan is like ahahahah ilysm but i cant tell you that okay cool thanks ahaha g2g and spend time with my gf ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

not keltie being like have you got new cologne i like it and ryan is like eek gotta fix her appartment asap thats not new cologne...

and ryan being like i gotta thank whoever told joe to shave his chest hair lol

ry thinks bren became part of the film crew to see him more,, im not sure tbh. he will also see shane more. hmm .

ry also thinks brendon is completely utterly & madly .. IN LOVE W HIM (is what's left to be implied) but i think its ry that's in love with bren actually ...

eek bren lied to ry about working to spend time w shane making up for the missed anniversary & ry &shane have more in common than ry thought eeeek

'i'm a gay fag so i'm always having a good time'
'good for you'

oh yeah . sure ryan totally normal behaviour:

'there’s nothing wrong with him except for the list of two hundred and thirty-five items that i keep a log of in my head'