Rai (is hard to please) > Recent Status Updates

“Honest to God, cross my heart and hope to die, I don’t want to talk to you anymore. Or ever again. Whatever you thought you felt, whatever excuses you’ve talked yourself into believing to justify the way you treated me… live with it. Deal with it. If you know me half as well as you think you do, you know I’m not ever going to forgive you.” (…) “I could have forgiven you.” (…) “But I’m not that good of a person.”

“I didn’t want someone to pat my cheek and tell me everything was going to be okay. I wanted this man who would never take my shit, who would never let me quit, and I had a feeling would never quit on me. Not ever. Not if I screamed, not if I kicked, not if I told him to go eat a thousand mounds of shit.”

“I’m not in a bad mood. I haven’t taken anything out on anybody. You can’t call it being in a bad mood if I’m not being mean to other people.”
“All right, then what do you call it when you’re only being mean to yourself?”

“Love to me was honesty. Being real. Knowing someone’s best and worst. Love was a push that said someone believed in you when you didn’t.”

“It was all I had ever wanted. I had wanted to be enough for my fucking dad. Even now after all this shit, I still just wanted him to see me. ”

I got off tiktok to AVOID being called out

“I’m a catch.”
“A catch and release.”

“There was something wrong with us.
And I didn’t hate it. Not even a little bit.”

“No one loves me the same except the people I’ve let down over and over again.”

:(

“Knowing it was the right thing.”

I ain’t gonna be the person to tell a woman what she should or shouldn’t feel, but… what?

“For a moment, I thought about apologizing for changing my mind, but fuck that. I didn’t want to show Ivan of all people my naked body. I’d bet nobody else here would want to either. It was my choice. My decision. My body.
I wasn’t about to say I was sorry for being an inconvenience, because I wasn’t.”

:)

“Maybe I wasn’t as pretty as my sister, but I could kick her ass, and that had always made me feel better.”

I’m adopting this mentality. Idc if it makes me a pos. Come fight me

“I’d push you out of the way if you were about to get run over.”

This is my sort of declaration of affection

“He was argumentative, arrogant, blunt….
I’d just described myself, hadn’t I? Shit.”

“My mom said I had serious trust issues, but honestly, the more people I met, the more I didn’t want to meet more.”

Can relate

“She was learning to be kind to herself.”

“I don’t know who decided my perfect, kind, sweet, incredible girlfriend needed to fit some goddamn mold, but you don’t.”

3 updates for 3 subsequent pages. I will not explain myself,

“‘If you’ll have me back, we’ll make it happen. I won’t let us fail. Just let me love you forever.’ (…)
‘You would do that, wouldn’t you? You would change your whole life for me.’
‘I’d be honored to. Just say the word.’”

Where are these men? WHERE?

“It was wrong of me, so wrong, to get angry at you for protecting yourself. You were giving so much already.”

“Piper owns that heart. She came here and robbed me blind of it.”

Wbk but Hannah is everything

“All he could do was hope his love was sufficient.”

“You have to marry him, Hannah mouthed.
I know, Piper mouthed back. What the fuck?
Still no actual sound came out of Hannah’s mouth. Ask him first. Do it now.
I might. Oh God. I might.”

“When the reward is as perfect as you, as perfect as this, the work is a fucking honor.”

“He couldn’t wait to reward that trust. To make her glad she’d taken the leap, because he’d catch her.”

They are definitely gonna get into kink. Maybe not in the book. But someday.

“That’s romantic and I hate it.”

“‘You talk about being with me like it’s a battle.’
‘It is, in a way. But I’m grateful I’m the one fighting it.’”

I might actually be dead… is this the afterlife?

“I think he likes me like this. It’s horrible.”

“‘Are you sure you want to kiss me with my eyes all red and puffy?’
He fisted her hair gently, tugging until they were nose to nose. ‘I especially want to kiss you with your eyes all red and puffy.’”

P A I N

If I didn’t already know that asking for consent was hot… I would now.

“(I’m) trying to figure out what to do when no one is watching. And wondering if maybe that’s the stuff that actually matters.”