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Oh my gosh!!! OMGOMGOMG I so so SO called it!!!!

Holyyyy!! My mind is so being fucked with!

(PS - it is Soooooooooo good to finally be back to reading again!!)

♥ HAPPY MONDAY! ♥

All done :) review to come tomorrow

"... when you eel that kind of all-consuming need for someone, a person you'd do fucking anything for, no matter what? They're in your fucking skin, in your soul, like the essence of who they are is imprinted on you so completely like the very air you breathe... That's love."

"Decide now, Nell. all in, your mine, or we pretend this never happened."

I hold her. I don't tell her it's okay.
"Be mad," I say. "Be hurt. Be broken. Cry."

"I can't be fixed."
"You're committed to being broken forever?"
"Goddamit, Colton. Why are you doing this? You don't know me."
"I want to."It's the answer to both of her statements.

"I can't fix her. I know this too. I'm not going to try. I've had too many goody-goody girls hook up with me, thinking they can fix me. I also know I'm not going to stay away."

**SNIFF** "I wanted nothing more than to climb into the box with him and quit breathing, find him in whatever came after life."

Yup crying again. SNIFFFF.

Oh God!! It's Chapter 4 :-( my heart is gonna break all over again!

Omg - what is it about notes that always make my heart clench?! <3

I'm already emotional just from reading the dedication: "This book is for anyone who has ever lost a loved one, for anyone who has woken up crying and gone to bed the same way, for anyone who has had to learn that it's okay to not be okay. Surviving isn't strength, it's continuing to breathe one day at a time; strength is learning to live despite the pain."

Starting my ARC now!!!

♥ HAPPY TUESDAY! ♥
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All done! Review time :)

awwww <3

"This is paradise. You took my paradise when you left, Lana... I'm going to wring so many orgasms out of you that you'll be too exhausted to even think about leaving this rock," he growled into my ear.

HOTNESSSS!

Ha! No innocent blushing virgin this one! No no :p

woah! an honest-to-goodness chick fight in a bar. Loving Akira's reaction:
Akira eyed the crowded bar, his look a warnin. "If anyone else lays so much as a fucking finger on her, I'm going to jail tonight!"

"I think I could stay like this forever, with you," I told him quietly.
He pressed a cheek against my hair, wrapping his arms around my shoulders. "Why don't you, then? Give me one good reason why you can't...?"

He made a little noise of sympathy in his throat, stroking my hair. "Oh, Lana," he whispered. "I only ever seem to hurt you, no matter what I do."

All done!! Reiew to come tomorrow :-) love Cam! <3

Jeeezzzzzzzz *cringe* poor girl!

**SWOOOOOOOOON** I love Cam.

Awwwwwwwww YESSSS!!!

"I have so many feels for u." ♥

I love the BFF's!!
"We totally support her going out with you." ...
"I like your friends, Avery." Cam grinned...
"We also told her you weren't a serial killer," Brit interjected.
Cam nodded. "That's a glowing recommendation."