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“This woman was my beginning, my middle, and my end. She was my whole life. This family, blood and non-blood, was what this life was about.”

“Self-hatred filled me as I remembered that day when I pressed the gun to her head. The snowflake on her long eyelashes, love and fear mixing in those eyes. I loved my wife, even back then.”

“I needed her like the oxygen I breathed.”

“We were healthy, had a roof over our heads, and had food on our table. That was all that mattered. I would never again depend on anyone.”

“We were indecent, immoral, and madly in love. Sinners together. Soul mates forever.”

“Nothing would ever bring me this much joy. She was home, hearth, and happiness. Life without her would leave my soul without breath.”

“He was my freedom.
My journey.
My destination.
My one great passion.
My choice.
My love.
My lessons in sin.”

“What’s my penance?”
“A lifetime with me.”
“Fine. I’ll stay with you for an eternity and not a day more.”

“He was here for love.”

“Why couldn’t I just die? I didn’t want to take my own life. But sometimes, when I lay in bed, alone and hurting down to the depths of my soul, I wished for a terminal disease or a fatal lightning strike or a venomous spider bite. I wanted the choice to be taken from me. I just… I needed this pain to go away.”

“You’re my greatest, most painful punishment, Tinsley Constantine.” 😭

“She was my only thought. My only need. She breathed, and I had air.”

“You’re my first.” I ran my fingers through her hair, content to my marrow. “And my last.”

“And there, on the floor of the church before the altar, Father Magnus Falke broke his vow of celibacy and took my virginity.”

“I’m going to hell.”
“Not without me.”

“I’m nervous,”

“You should be.” “I’m going to tear your pussy in half.”

“Swallow.”

“You mean more to me than all the money and sex in the world.” “You hold all the power between us. You always have.”

“Everything about Tinsley was a tantalizing, kinky, forbidden slow burn. I didn’t even need to touch her, and I felt like I was having the best sex of my life.”

“I’d never engaged in a kiss that didn’t lead to sex. I’d never kissed a woman just for the sake of kissing. But I kissed Tinsley for two hours. I kissed her until our lips were numb and swollen and the taste of her mouth embedded itself in my soul.”

“But with you?” He spoke against my throat. Lips like warm velvet. Voice like cold steel. “I am viciously, reprehensibly possessive of you.”

“No. I didn’t have an ounce of respect for anyone. I never felt possessive of a woman. Never cared about what they needed or who they fucked. I was never monogamous. Never emotionally available. I was a monster. Evil. Dead inside.”

“I respect you.”

“I want you without cruelty and pain.”

“I loathed it. I don’t want to ever see you hurting like that again. But this?” He uncurled his fingers and dragged his thumb along the bloodstained gusset of the panties. “There’s nothing shameful or dirty about this. It came from you, from such a beautiful, intimate part of you. It represents life. Your life.”

“She was unlike anyone I’d ever known. As if her breathtaking, otherworldly allure wasn’t enough, she was mature beyond her years and more intelligent than all the women I’d been with combined. I should’ve never tasted her lips, but I couldn’t bring myself to regret it. That divine, unparalleled, life-changing kiss was the only one I would ever have.”

“I won’t kiss you again. I don’t want to be that person, the one you resent. If you break your vows, you should do it for yourself, not for anyone else.” She inclined her head. “Goodnight, Magnus.”

“This tiny elven minx was going to be the death of me.”

“Her beauty was so otherworldly, so unrivaled and angelic, I wanted to protect her, not hurt her. I couldn’t stomach the thought of poisoning her with my cancer and stripping her soul from her body. I wouldn’t do it.”

“I want to experience normal girl stuff, explore things, experiment, and stretch my wings. I want to live.”