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i feel so bad for Kai omg😭 like i just wanna give him a hug

also i hope don't sound like a psycho for saying this, but i need Blair to be dead, i cannot STAND that bitch

"Oh, why can't I hate it?"

the gold rush vibes are INSANE right now it's crazyyyy

i would also like to know why i can't have what Pae and Kai have in my life? this is me filing a formal complaint.

also,
HIS NAME IS MALAKAI? this feels like forbidden info. an invasion of privacy. i feel like i shouldn't know that

i don't care what anyone says, "The Great War" is 100% Everlark coded, argue with the wall

haven’t even met jack yet and i’m pretty sure i already love him🤭

i truly have no words

NO.

A FORTNIGHT AND 13 HOURS UNTIL TTPD RELEASES😍

ROBBY IS PISSING ME OFF SO BAD RIGHT NOW

also slightly off topic but i keep picturing him as robbie from victorious😭🤚

i'm getting major "gold rush" vibes right now and i can't really explain it so please just take my word for it😭

specifically "I don't like anticipating my face in a red flush/I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch/everybody wants you" vibes if that makes sense???

i'm getting major "gold rush" vibes right now and i can't really explain it so please just take my word for it😭

specifically "I don't like anticipating my face in a red flush/I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch/everybody wants you" vibes if that makes sense???

"And now I forever want her name on my lips and rolling off my tongue until I'm drunk on the taste and sound of it."

"If I am to be her enemy, I want it to be because she loathes herself for wanting me."

i still stand by Peeta Mellark being the standard for men, but Kai Azer is 100% the heir to Peeta's throne. i am genuinely kicking my feet and screaming.

i wish i was Paedyn😔

"And now I forever want her name on my lips and rolling off my tongue until I'm drunk on the taste and sound of it."

"If I am to be her enemy, I want it to be because she loathes herself for wanting me."

i still stand by Peeta Mellark being the standard for men, but Kai Azer is 100% the heir to Peeta's throne. i am genuinely kicking my feet and screaming.

i wish i was Paedyn😔

"And now I forever want her name on my lips and rolling off my tongue until I'm drunk on the taste and sound of it."

"If I am to be her enemy, I want it to be because she loathes herself for wanting me."

i still stand by Peeta Mellark being the standard for men, but Kai Azer is 100% the heir to Peeta's throne. i am genuinely kicking my feet and screaming.

i wish i was Paedyn😔

"And now I forever want her name on my lips and rolling off my tongue until I'm drunk on the taste and sound of it."

"If I am to be her enemy, I want it to be because she loathes herself for wanting me."

i still stand by Peeta Mellark being the standard for men, but Kai Azer is 100% the heir to Peeta's throne. i am genuinely kicking my feet and screaming.

i wish i was Paedyn😔

"And now I forever want her name on my lips and rolling off my tongue until I'm drunk on the taste and sound of it."

"If I am to be her enemy, I want it to be because she loathes herself for wanting me."

i still stand by Peeta Mellark being the standard for men, but Kai Azer is 100% the heir to Peeta's throne. i am genuinely kicking my feet and screaming.

i wish i was Paedyn😔

"And now I forever want her name on my lips and rolling off my tongue until I'm drunk on the taste and sound of it."

"If I am to be her enemy, I want it to be because she loathes herself for wanting me."

i still stand by Peeta Mellark being the standard for men, but Kai Azer is 100% the heir to Peeta's throne. i am genuinely kicking my feet and screaming.

i wish i was Paedyn😔

tell me why amazon keeps increasing and decreasing the items in my cart 😭 i feel like i'm in the stock market and just waiting for the perfect price combo, it's so annoying

also i'm feeling ambitious so we're gonna try to get to page 100 of the bodyguard and 300 of powerless tonight <3

internet at my school has been out all day and i just got it back😭 BUT OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 600 FRIENDS I LOVE Y’ALL <3

loving this so far but the alcoholism stuff in the family is hitting wayyyyy too close to home right now and i CANNOT cry in class😭

ACH THE HUNGER GAMES VIBES ARE INSANE I LOVE IT

also does anyone know if i can buy a Kai off of like...amazon or something? asking for a friend

i wasn't gonna update until i got to page 200 but omg SPOILERS (kinda?)




alright so i never really liked Blair, she always just had an off vibe about her and gave me the ick (especially with the whole slums thing just now)

BUT PAE CALLING HER A BITCH MADE ME SCREAM LIKE YES GIRL TELL HER

my current debate with myself is whether or not i should get a septum piercing…like, i already have a hoop as a “normal” nose piercing, but i’ve wanted a septum piercing since december and just can’t bring myself to do it because i’m scared it’ll look bad😭

it doesn’t help that my brother said if i get it he’s going to call me a cow since they look like bull ring💀💀

NO IM BEING FORCED TO FINISH HUCK FINN IN MY ENGLISH CLASS😭

I TOOK IT OFF MY CR FOR A REASON AND I DONT WANNA PUT IT BACK ON

pre-read:

so…am i starting another book even though i really need to finish Powerless? yes, absolutely

but maybe if i zoom through this then i’ll stay out of a slump/be motivated to finish Powerless🫣🫣

istg school always puts me in a slump😭🤚

just finished my review for "the love wager" so i guess that means i have to actually finish my bio work (i'm going to work on it for literally two minutes before i decide i'm bored and either choose to continue reading Powerless or rewatch Catching Fire for the 5th time-)

listening to london boy because it's raining and pretending like i'm in london but i literally live over 4,000 miles away-

buying a taylor swift calendar that hangs up right next to my bookshelf may or may not have been my greatest investment

i haven't read this in two days 😭 i swear, i'm gonna run to Ulta and then just binge this tomorrow

wait i literally just remembered that i have four missing biology assignments due on tuesday if i don't wanna fail the class-

well i guess instead of being a responsible student I'll just keep going with my hunger games movie binge (peeta and finnick are my priority, sorry mrs. bio teacher)