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couldn’t update last night because i was actively dying and couldn’t breathe😝

anyway tho this book was a fever dream to me, i literally remember one thing from the last time i read this book and it’s not even relevant to the plot😭 so im pretending like it’s just my first read bc atp it is😭

I HATE US HISTORY IVE READ OVER 70 PAGES AND ITS LITERALLY ONLY BEEN ABOUT OLD WHITE GUYS WHO STEAL AND HATE CATHOLICISM WHEN DOES IT END

GAH IM SO OBSESSED WITH THIS BOOK THE PACING IS AMAZING THE CONNECTION ARE EVERYTHINGGGG

so excited to be reading one of my comfort books again!! (is it weird this is my comfort book?) lord knows i need a breather after boys of tommen😭

anyway i’m annotating this time since it’s my 4th time reading now and i keep forgetting to do it🧍‍♀️

NEW BRINA ALBUM EATS I FEAR

i'm sooooo sorry but it's genuinely icking me out with all the pressure liz is putting on hughie to do the freaknasty...

like i get it y'all are teenagers and she has a lot of trauma with that kind of stuff but i don't know....it's just icking me out, and i don't love it. not much else to say

TAYLOR AND TRAVIS ARE GETTING MARRIED WHAT

GODDDD MY HEART IS HURTINGGGG DAMN YOU CHLOE

the only good thing happening rn is that my baby johnny kavanagh is back😔✊

I FUCKING KNEW IT I KNEW IT WASNT SUICIDE

MARK ALLEN WHEN I CATCH YOU I SWEAR TO GOD

DO NOT PLAY WITH ME RIGHT NOW OH MY GOD

I SAW WICKED BROADWAY TOURING CAST LAST NIGHT AND LIFE IS WORTH LIVING AGAIN

I BAWLED MY EYES OUT😝

MAJOR SPOILERS





no because i actually just threw up what the FUCK

WHY was mark giving lizzie a coat hanger abortion/lizzie having a miscarriage/a child getting pregnant in general never mentioned in trigger warnings? i'm actually sick. also...how is it relevant to the plot?? i know the SA is actually relevant to lizzie's character, but how is THIS instance relevant? i had to put the book down. i can't right now.

YAY THEYRE OFFICIALLY TOGETHER MY SWEET BABIES I LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH

also my love johnny kavanagh has finally moved to cork😍

also also LOVE that mark is now banned from the young's house, stellar move on mike's part, absolutely amazing

i’m one week clean today guys go me😚

just gotta take it day by day <3

every time i see mark's name on the page i'm filled with inexplicable rage. literally what is there to say that i haven't already said.

ANYWAY hughliz for life, he's so sweet and ik he's only 11 but he does such a phenomenal job at comforting her, hughie is truly one of the greats (johnny still my #1 tho sorry🥀😔 but hugh is def up there trust)

WHY GOD WHY WHY WHY I HATE MARK I WANT TO SHOOT HIM DEAD WHAT IS WRONGGGGG WITH HIM

thank god for hughie staying by lizzie's side i love that boy so much

also i hate that she thinks mark is just another monster in her head now you have got to be kidding me...like no baby girl i just want to tell her that it IS happening to her and it IS real

girl this is stressing me OUT

so glad i wasn’t wearing makeup tonight because girl i was crying😭 i thought i was safe but then nope there goes bethany😔

ugh hughie protecting claire from mark genuinely makes me feel so good, like thank god for him keeping her safe

also i love that literally all of the core ten just absolutely hate mark even as little kids😭 great job gang

NOOOO BABY HUGH AND BABY LIZ WERE SO CUTE UNTIL MARK FREAKING RUINED IT

SHE KNOWS SHE DOESNT WANT MARK AND ITS YUCKY AND IT HURTS AND HES JUST A POS GOD I HATE HIM I WANT HIM DEAD

UGHHHHHHHHHH

guys is it bad that i bought the taylor alts literally two minutes after she announced them…

first day of junior year sucked ass so bad i wanted to die and i cried off the WATERPROOF eyeliner i put on😭

WHAT DO YOU MEAN TAYLOR JUST ANNOUNCED TS12 HELLO I WAS ABOUT TO GO TO BED??????

MY SCHOOL SCHEDULE FINALLY GOT UPDATED AND NOW I OFFICIALLY GET TO GO TO THE MORGUE!!! IM SO SO EXCITED

YOU HAVE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME MARK GOT LIZZIE TOO??? SHES FIVE YEARS OLD OH MY GOD IM ALREADY CRYING

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

just found out i have to share an hour long class with the kid who tried to rape me on school grounds + ai generated nudes of me and there’s literally nothing i can do. like im stuck with him all year and the school won’t do anything.

spoilers but i literally don’t give a fuck






what the everloving fuck do you mean that make already raped caiomhe, and now we find out he raped tiny gibsie for FOUR years?? are you fucking kidding me?? i genuinely had to put the book down, i can’t. i’m literally sick with a stomach. im a COCSA victim so this is just too much for me rn. love you tho chloe walsh🫶

guys how do i make a booksta without any kids from my school knowing it’s me😭 like obvi not showing my face but what else can i do to make sure😭😭

NOOO IM GONNA LOSE MY GODDAMN MIND

IM gonna be the one blowing a head gasket.

WHAT IS WITH THIS FIGHTING BETWEEN CLAIRE AND LIZZIE HELLO??? also so glad that gibby is finally done with dee thank god

i feel like the whole friend group just needs to sit down and have one big hours long conversation with each other and that would fix every problem. just saying.

the air is a little salty guys…

if they don’t just get together…