Status Updates From Counting Down with You

…yeah I’m def somewhat tramabonded to this book

guess who went to fanfiction because it’s 12:48AM and if I read this book I don’t know if I’ll recover

Had to take a mental health break because I was GOING TO HAVE A METAL BREAKDOWN
“for as long as I live under their roof, this will be my life” GIRL why. oh. MY. Z GOOD. GOD.

have a mental breakdown: NAHHHH
read a tashie book: girl I said NAHH
because they are THE SAME. THING. well this book is

I stopped because it’s 12:48 at midnight and if I read any more I might cry (again) 😭🤪🤪🤪I love this book I swear😭😭😜

Help I realized ON PURPOSE (my Sabrina song) is on tashies playlist of Karina and Ace AND CRIED A EIGHTH TIME this was just plain RUDE

This is such a stupid book (she said this as she cries for the 7th time!)
“In my heart, I know allah loves me no matter what. If only I could say the same for my parents” I JUST wrote a poem about my religion and the diaspora I feel and this STUPID book does this.

anyway this book is so a coping mechanism- lol I can’t keep crying 🤪🤪

only I would read tashie at lunch - I love love my Mira so so much

hey with the intention of duh! it’s me! I’m rereading tashie! And let’s just say OH Karina you weren’t supposed to make me cry on page FIFTEEN but hey as tashie says to be loved is to be seen (and oh boy it’s like I got damn glasses with how MUCH I am seem! Anyway