Status Updates From No. 6, Volume 5

The girl is cuteee!

nezumi es tan nezumi JAJAJAJA menos mal que bromearon un poquito, todo está muy fuerte :(

nezumi es tan nezumi JAJAJA menos mal que trataron de cambiar el ambiente un poquito, todo está muy fuerte :(

pobre inukashi JAJAJAJA

AMÉ CUANDO BAILARON 🥹 es una escena que para mí es muy representativa del anime ✨️ nezumi acaba de decir que shion es un solecito?

estaba de muy buen humor nezumi hasta que volvió a ser el mismo sarcástico de siempre, se le extrañaba

secret softie dogkeeper is so lovely i wanna cry
“i won’t pray or cling to some god. i’ll show how i can believe in you two.” her faith in rat and shion is actually religious cool cool cool this found family is so fucking sweet

RAT KEPT THE FIRST AID KIT OF COURSE HE FUCKING DID MMMHMMMM who’s sentimental now bitch
also the shift from shion saying he wants to go back to no. 6 to then saying he wants to go back to rat’s room instead???????? and that’s what pushes him (and rat!!!!!) forward instead of trapping him in place like thinking about no. 6 did

oh rat is NEVER gonna let shion live that goodbye kiss down is he

rat immediately getting pissed at himself and the world and cursing it all after mercifully singing that man to a peaceful death. he is REALLY struggling to clutch onto this idea that he and everyone else should be angry above all else, even in their very last moments on earth. it’s like every time he does something to ease someone’s pain, he has to backpedal and overcompensate in the opposite direction OUCH

OH MY GOD AND NOW THIS TOTALLY REFRAMES SHION BEGGING RAT TO KEEP HIM HUMAN!!!!! not only does he keep him human by awakening feelings and introducing him to experiences he’s never had before, he keeps him human by not letting him slip back into blissful ignorance. rat is the voice that tells shion: “no. you need to look this in the eye before running back to what’s comfortable”. their yin yang is insane

AND also just like shion wants to go back to no. 6 for the first time since escaping, i also had a moment of oh my god no take me back to dancing in rat’s living room. it’s so fucking human to want to escape into comfort when you’re faced with the worst of reality. distractions are a tool that should be used sparingly and with full knowledge that most of the time, they are just bandaids on bullet wounds

the tone of this has been relatively cozy so far even with the slight detours into horror sci-fi, so this marked shift REALLY hits. i feel exactly like shion in this moment. we got lulled into a false sense of security in west block, we forgot the true horror of no. 6 cause we really hadn’t SEEN it yet. but now here it is. we’re trapped with it just like shion

one of the prisoners asking eve to sing one more song and that getting him shot???????? oh rat feels so fucking guilty, that panel of him gritting his teeth afterwards was so telling. just another piece of evidence for him to prove his mindset that unguarded emotionality gets you killed

THE ONLY THING THAT GLITTERS FOR ALL TIME IS-
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING?????? the cut off right before what i assume is “love” is diabolical oh my god that was so effective

rat saying that songs and stories can’t actually save anyone because all they do is distract people from their suffering is SO telling about his character. he’s definitely connecting it to shion too and how he’s been a dangerous “distraction” for him. and yet. he still sings.

shion feels like rat is the embodiment of his heart, that he is what makes him human. there’s SO MUCH to unpack there. so for shion, what does it mean to be human? if it has to do with rat, then i’d say it’s about free will and freedom and thinking and FEELING for yourself. it’s about love and understanding. all things that are tantamount to their relationship and how they change each other for the better

my brain is so overwhelmed with these first 40 pages that i don’t even know what to say besides oh my god????
rat FINALLY realizing that shion is more than just this sheltered naive soul, that he has an intensity of his own, the DANCING?????, more of shion’s names for the mice (and them sleeping with him come on that’s adorable), and i can’t even begin to parse through rat’s vision what the FUCK was that

"losing you is the thing i'm most frightened of."

hnnnnGGGG 😩🤧😔

omg...the dance scene is here...🥲🤧