Status Updates From Master My Love (Decadence L...

I like this so far. I'm a little frustrated with the FMC. She is so afraid to do something she wants to do, but won't tell us why. She wants this. She's a therapist. She's read books about BDSM. She understands what's going to happen. Why is she freaking out? I don't understand. Is she afraid of body shaming, pain, rejection? She's in her head a lot, that's for sure.