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'If I could say what is in my mind in Sanscrit or even Latin I would do so. But I cannot. I speak for the integrity of the soul and the greatness of life's inanity; the formality of its boredom; the orthodoxy of its stupidity. Kill! kill! let there be fresh meat...'

the chairs, the floor
the walls
which heard your sobs
drank up my emotion —

My head hurts

This shit IS hard but it’s starting to feel reminiscent of Alan Watts and I understand more when I think of it like that

This shit is hard