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Reading Slump! :(

Then near the end of May, I decided to try and break the slump. The main motivator was that I had started watching booktube and had joined Goodreads the year prior. Watching tubers talk about these new fantasy books coming out and seeing others popping up on my GR feed finally gave me the push I needed. First, I finally finished a book I had started last year, The Black Prism, then followed it up with The Sword-Edged Blonde. After that, the slump vanished and I ended up reading five fantasy books by the end of June. In fact, with the exception of one thriller, fantasy was the only thing I read that month. Since then, I've decided on reading at least one a month, with a preference towards two.
As for what the slump felt like, I'm not sure I can accurately describe it. I would start reading a fantasy novel, get a good ways into it and then...just lose interest in continuing. You know that feeling you get when you don't want to keep reading a book? It was like that, even though I had been enjoying the book up until that point. After it hit, I would set the book down, thinking that I just needed a break from it, but wouldn't put it back up.
But basically I just figured that if I could keep going and push through that feeling, I would break through to the other side and my interest would return. And I was right. Not sure if it would work for others, but that's how I did it.

So I particularly appreciate the suggestions to read something *not* short or easy or 'mediocre.' I've been mixing in non-fiction and ST:TNG but I think maybe I need to mix in some actual literature, or classics, something fully engaging and juicy.
Thank you all!


Cliche or not, time helps, and working through the real life stuff so your brain isn't constantly hyper-focused on it. And I've also found it helpful to read shorter books, like novellas, or listen to audiobooks if 900-page doorstoppers feel unappealing. In the end, it usually takes just one good book to reignite the spark.


Revisiting this thread after having had a slump that lasted well over a month:
Amy's comment above resonated with me. Depression's a tough thing to gauge, or recognize it as it's happening. It can feel like a reading slump causes depression, when it's possible that the reverse is actually the case.

I think that's a really perceptive comment, Beth. Especially because the frustration arises with the symptoms a lot of the time, instead of the cause. I don't get irritated with myself because I'm depressed; I get irritated because I can't get the books read (she says without a hint of self awareness at the time LOL).



Now, however, I struggle to want to read. I get distracted by my phone, the TV, or even the wall while my mind wanders. I'm going through a stressful time moving across states, and I'm hoping that and depression is all it is. But the only time I feel like really reading is during downtime at work (I'm a Librarian) and even then, it can be difficult to concentrate on it.

Now, however, I struggle to want to read. I get di..."
I'm sorry, Cassi!

I really have to make the effort to remember this. Of course, when in the midst of an 'episode' of depression, it's hard to remember or appreciate good advice!

"Mindfulness exercises can be as effective as anxiety drugs, study shows. Breathing and body exercises helped relieve anxiety as effectively as medications over an eight-week study of 208 people."
I wasn't in the study, but I've done the 8 week program I think they used, "MBSR", aka "Mind Body Stress Reduction", and it made a huge difference for me. It was started in the 1970's by Jon Kabat-Zinn, a professor emeritus of medicine at the University of Massachusetts Medical School. During the pandemic, a certified MBSR instructor put his MBSR course online for free, since people couldn't meet in person. http://palousemindfulness.com
It's the program I took.


I thought about not posting this, but since your post struck a chord, it seemed important not to hold back if it could help someone. And now, back to books :)

hugs to everyone struggling! don't forget, you're not tied to your productivity, and even if the only thing you're noticing is a lack of interest in reading, you can talk to someone or try different treatments! you deserve both peace and joy, and they will come back!




BUT, I come with another trigger that I wonder if anyone else shares (sorry if this was mentioned downthread and I missed it). I find that if I'm reading a book but I have lost interest in it, it has a high potential to lull me into a slump. I don't mean books that I'm actively disliking, but just a book that I started, but no longer have any interest in picking up. I just stop looking forward to knowing what happens, or thinking about it, or caring.
And then what happens is that I just fall into a habit of not reading that book, and then I eventually realize it's been days or weeks since I've read anything at all, and I didn't even notice. Some specific examples of this: Recursion, The Magicians, The Blacktongue Thief, Kill Creek, Ninth House
I think that this might relate to my ADHD brain as a form of procrastination/avoidance... but I don't really know why I would do that, because I have ZERO problems DNF'ing a book I don't like. Maybe it's just my brain's way of informing me that I don't like it, but I'm just too slow to realize it, so it avoids the book for long enough for me to catch up and realize that there's nothing compelling me to finish.
Like, you could just TELL ME I don't like the book, Brain! Dang.

Most recent example, I had planned on rereading Spinning Silver before the Uprooted VBC discussion (last Sunday), but then when the actual date came with very short notice, and I wasn't in the mood to read it that day, I kind of felt that if I'm not reading that, I shouldn't be reading anything else, either. So I've been watching Youtube for five days now when I typically would've been reading. It makes no sense at all, the discussion is past, I no longer "have to" read the book, but I'm still kind of stuck on that "well I guess I'm not reading anything" feeling. This isn't a perfect example, because I don't feel slumpy and it wasn't a book I actually needed to read, but it's so fresh that it's a convenient example.
This happens to me every now and then, I don't really pay attention to it because it's absolutely fine if I don't read at all for a week or even two. I've never thought about whether it adds to potential slumpiness, but I think it's definitely a possibility.
I still listen to audiobooks when going to sleep, there is nothing that can stop me from doing that. Although reading slumps also make it harder to decide what to listen to, and that means it takes me longer to fall asleep because I'm browsing audiobooks instead of trying to sleep, and then I'm more tired, and then I feel less like reading the next day, and it's a cycle.

@Anna - my mom does that too.

I do this, too. I can usually tell that's why I don't want to read though (as distinct from the slumpy desire-to-read-but-can't feeling). I generally roll my eyes at me and play a video game instead.

Back on the topic: one thing that has helped with occasional cases of the fidgets--going from PC to computer to TV, not sticking with anything for more than a few minutes--is having a dedicated reading chair that is not within easy reach of any of the other "mental noise" boxes. Unfortunately, both me and my partner like that reading spot, so there are good-tempered conflicts over it sometimes. :D if we ever move into a larger place, we'll get a second recliner!

YES! I absolutely do this. It's one of the reasons I really dislike committing to group or buddy reads when it's not a book that I am personally interested in or committed to reading. (Selfish.) But if I only feel like I'm reading it out of obligation, I never make it to the "interested" stage, and will just avoid it - but out of guilt I will also avoid other books because I don't want to be unfair. LOL
Because logic.

Beth, I still haven't gotten a reading chair, but I keep meaning to for that exact reason. I can't read in the living room because I will always notice something out of the corner of my eye that I absolutely must do right now. I did find one, but I have other furniture related projects still in progress, so I'll have to wait until that's done before getting anything new.

So true. Usually I will try to at least start those books, if only so that when I ditch them 2 weeks later after having read 5 pages I can at least have something to show for that wasted time.

I also set a 15 minute timer each night and fall asleep to a favorite audiobook. Again re-reads but since I have read/listened multiple times I am fine picking up the next night where the timer stopped. If I missed a favorite part I may rewind a bit lol

I can't listen to audiobooks to sleep though. Or music or anything like that. I will focus too much on that and not let my brain turn off for sleep. Booo!

So true. Usually I will try to at least start those books, if only so that when I ditch them 2 weeks later after having read 5 pages I can ..."
You get an at-a-boy just for that excellent musical reference ;)

Joining Goodreads and this book club has helped give me more books to have available and external motivation to read more. But I don't mind if my interest in reading ebbs and flows a bit because I have other fun things to do.

So true. Usually I will try to at least start those books, if only so that when I ditch them 2 weeks later after having read ..."
I second that atta-boy, Becky :)






SFF, particularly fantasy, is my favorite reading, so is most likely to be what I'm reading when a slump comes on. Everybody's different! Non-fiction is a great suggestion for me. The repetitiveness Alex mentioned can put a pall over all fiction sometimes.


I’m going to attempt to read some more today.

I'm so sorry, Jacqueline!

Hoping for a speedy recovery!
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My reading tastes have modified over the years, and it's possible that's one of the problems you were having (or you just needed a change for now.) There are many books I refuse to reread because I don't want to spoil the memory of enjoying them when I was a teen or c. 20 because I don't care for that sort of novel any more for one reason or another. I have ruined some reading memories that way already.