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message 1351: by [deleted user] (new)

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific end
You might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics

Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there! That's exactly where I lost it
See that line? Where I never should've crossed it
Stop right there! Where I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

I talk to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Have finally begun to create so much pressure
That I'm to blow up and

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart

And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there! That's exactly where I lost it
See that line? I never should've crossed it
Stop right there! I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

Stop right there! That's exactly where I lost it
See that line? Well, I never should've crossed it
Stop right there! Well, I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
'Cause who I've been only ever made me

So sorry for the person I became
So sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been



message 1352: by [deleted user] (new)

There is a forest welling up around me.
I can't see over the trees.
But I know that the sun is still there.
It's just covered.


message 1353: by [deleted user] (new)

Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: ":) Thank you. Valley or mountain for you?

XP"


Mountain :3


message 1354: by [deleted user] (new)

Don't shoot the messenger.


message 1355: by [deleted user] (new)

αƖƖιє ✳ ǀ ɗση'т кησω нσω тσ вє ѕσмєтнιηg уσυ'ɗ мιѕѕ ✳ (I'm halfway back) wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: ":) Thank you. Valley or mountain for you?

XP"

Mountain :3"


:3


message 1356: by [deleted user] (new)

αƖƖιє ✳ ǀ ɗση'т кησω нσω тσ вє ѕσмєтнιηg уσυ'ɗ мιѕѕ ✳ (I'm halfway back) wrote: "Hey!"

ALLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*flying tackle hug* *happy squeal* You're back!!!


message 1357: by [deleted user] (new)

'Cause somebody stole my car radio & now I just sit in silence...


message 1358: by [deleted user] (new)

That moment when your boyfriend can't get online 'cause he lives (in London) in a different time zone & is sleeping...


message 1359: by [deleted user] (new)

& then when he comes online just to talk & be with you YAY!


message 1360: by [deleted user] (new)

HOLD ON WTF?!


message 1361: by [deleted user] (last edited Apr 28, 2015 04:40PM) (new)

Pm me Señorita!


message 1362: by [deleted user] (new)

Jonah xD


message 1363: by [deleted user] (new)

Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "That moment when your boyfriend can't get online 'cause he lives (in London) in a different time zone & is sleeping..."

Whoa. When did this happen?


message 1364: by [deleted user] (new)

Thank you for your approval Luci!


message 1365: by [deleted user] (new)

Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "That moment when your boyfriend can't get online 'cause he lives (in London) in a different time zone & is sleeping..."

Whoa...."


Yesterday.


message 1366: by [deleted user] (new)

And he's British. *proud smile* Go Lori!


message 1367: by [deleted user] (new)

Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "And he's British. *proud smile* Go Lori!"

Si. *blushes*


message 1368: by [deleted user] (new)

Apparently, you like you're men how you like you're tea.


message 1369: by [deleted user] (new)

Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Apparently, you like you're men how you like you're tea."

Well, I usually only like Chai Tea, but you can't even compare Jonah to tea.


message 1370: by [deleted user] (last edited Apr 28, 2015 07:04PM) (new)

*stares* *uncontrollable laughing* Oh Lori... *wipes tear* *laughs* I'm sorry, you're just so dang adorable!


message 1371: by [deleted user] (last edited Apr 28, 2015 06:57PM) (new)

Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "*stares* *uncontrollable laughing* Oh Lori... *wipes tear* *laughs* I'm sorry, you just so dang adorable!"

He literally JUST told me that over PM...(the adorable thing)..


message 1372: by [deleted user] (last edited Apr 28, 2015 07:04PM) (new)

Your boyfriend and I have ESP?


message 1373: by [deleted user] (new)

Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Your boyfriend and I have ESP?"

ESP?


message 1374: by [deleted user] (new)

Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Thank you for your approval Luci!"

No hay problema;) Still keepin' watch though!


message 1375: by [deleted user] (new)

☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Thank you for your approval Luci!"

No hay problema;) Still keepin' watch though!"


I got your approval, Marie's, Aza's, Makayla's, Lance's, Savannah's ((SI I TOLD HER)), Percy's, Mei's, Margo's...dang, a lot of people are protective of me...


message 1376: by [deleted user] (new)

Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Your boyfriend and I have ESP?"

ESP?"


The ability to read each other's minds.


message 1377: by [deleted user] (new)

Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Your boyfriend and I have ESP?"

ESP?"

The ability to read each other's minds."


IDK xD


message 1378: by [deleted user] (new)

Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Thank you for your approval Luci!"

No hay problema;) Still keepin' watch t..."


YOU GOT THEIR APPROVAL BEFORE MINE?


message 1379: by [deleted user] (new)

☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Than..."

You weren't online yet! I thought you read the thread!


message 1380: by [deleted user] (new)

I hadn't!! Damn, the things I miss....-_-


message 1381: by [deleted user] (new)

Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Your boyfriend and I have ESP?"

ESP?"

The ..."


Would be cool though.


message 1382: by [deleted user] (new)

Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Thank you for your approval Luci!"

No hay problema;) Still keepin' watch t..."


That's because you are awesomesauce, Miss Lori, and don't you forget it!


message 1383: by [deleted user] (new)

☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "I hadn't!! Damn, the things I miss....-_-"

It's okay :)


message 1384: by [deleted user] (new)

Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Marie- AKA: KE..."

xDDD


message 1385: by [deleted user] (new)

Marie- AKA: KEEPER OF EVERYTHING wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lօɾἶ ~Tнє Sσηg Iηѕι∂є Tнє Tυηє, Fυℓℓ Oƒ Bєαυтιƒυℓ Mιѕтαкєѕ...~ wrote: "Than..."

SO ARE YOU MARIE! DON'T YOU FORGET IT EITHER!


message 1386: by [deleted user] (new)

XD Thanks Lori!


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message 1389: by [deleted user] (new)

*sighs* Oh dear...


message 1390: by [deleted user] (new)

You've got it bad...


I remember when I had it bad...


message 1391: by [deleted user] (new)

*starts blushing*


message 1392: by [deleted user] (new)

STOP BLUSHINGGGGGGGG


message 1393: by [deleted user] (new)

I CAN'T HELP IT!


message 1394: by [deleted user] (new)

Lol


message 1395: by [deleted user] (new)

YOU BARELY EVEN BLUSH IRL


message 1396: by [deleted user] (new)

☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "YOU BARELY EVEN BLUSH IRL"

Yeah, but I always feel the heat rising to my cheeks! It just doesn't always show.


message 1397: by [deleted user] (new)

Wαη∂єяєя wrote: "Lol"

Hehehe hey Micah.


message 1398: by [deleted user] (new)

Wellllllllll still XD


message 1399: by [deleted user] (new)

☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Wellllllllll still XD"

I just think of the name & automatic heat rises ohmigosh...


message 1400: by [deleted user] (new)

Man, I am go to tease you sooooo bad tonight.....hehehehe


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