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Once Upon A Time + Bee
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Jan 28, 2015 08:43AM

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She nodded her head and looked down. She didn't say word. She realized that it was too late for her. She was falling more and more for him.
She didn't want to say the next few things but she will. "Listen I don't need you okay I don't need your help. I want you to go" She said coldly. "I wouldn't be in here if it weren't for you" She said.

hen he left her side she shivered some. She looked so tiny. "Good maybe I would have died and at least I would be with the two people who actually cared about me."
She didn't realize he cared. She was so use of getting hurt ,she didn't know these feelings she had inside.
She waited for him. Annabelle was scared and confused all at the same time. She knew she shouldn't have said that to him that the only who cares were her dead parents. But he said he didn't like promoting false hope that it wouldn't get better for her. Then at the same time he cares for her. Why was this boy so confusing?
She bit her lip. "Look I'm sorry for saying what I said. I know you care or you wouldn't be here." She whispered.
She looked at him. "I will go to rehab if you go to. Your addicted to drugs and such." She said.
She looked at him. "Well find then I'm not going to go to rehab there is nothing wrong with me." She said.
Her eyes wandered then. "I'm fine and I don't need help." She shouted. "I don't need your help nor do I want you here okay leave please." She didn't mean any of that. She was hurt.
"How come you can't be sweet and kind to me like you are sometimes? All you ever do is be nice to me and then you go around making me feel like I never will get better." She snapped. "And you have the nerve to say you will go with me then turn around and say no." She said. "Your addicted to god knows what and you can't wake up to see is that those drugs are hurting you." She said in a low cold voice. At the same time she wasn't any better. Annabelle liked him and wanted to believe he cared for her and all but it was hard to when she was broken.

Her heart broke. Tears ran down her face. She didn't want to cry in front of him. She knew the chances of him feeling the same was slim. "At least having hope is better than nothing." She said.

She knew she pushed it this time. She felt like dying now but knew she wouldn't. They brought her some food for dinner. She wasn't going to eat it. She wasn't going to do anything.
There had to be way to quickly die. Everyday it became worse. She wanted him to like her but she messed up.