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Feb 04, 2016 08:00AM

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I could've done French or German instead. BUT, if I picked German, my mom was gonna be ON MY BACK the whole school year, 'cause she took if for three years or something.
And, you know, French is hard.
I'm from Texas. Spanish should be easy.

You know, i'm not even supposed to be here right now. I should be in school, like we AGREED.
August of 2014 to now, I've been working my ass off to get better, in more ways than academics.
And blaming ME for HER being too lazy to get my shots scheduled or my registration written or whatever the hell the adult is supposed to do? Bullshit. Utter bullshit.
My hair and my teeth and my fucking 'studies' are not the problem here.
Why isn't homeschooling MY choice? I'm the student.


I'm excited to go to Austin next month, but I know besides the concert (band I don't wanna see at a barbeque joint) i'm gonna have to like tour the capital and shit. :/
'Cause educational, derp.

The fuck do they think I am? Marilyn manson?

cat is having sex"
THE FUCK? XD

Not friends, I guess, but...
I don't know.
Maybe if I tried harder.
But after my last friendship disaster (which I should get the fuck over already, it was like six fucking years ago) I guess i'm just afraid of getting burned again.

I have to start on my 2016 TBR. I already read one, which I feel good about 'cause it's only February, I need to read like six more before I go to the library again.
-Hounded.
-The Lords of Salem.
-White Night.
-Horns.
-Hollow City.
-High Fidelity.
All in February, if I can mange it.

Go to library.
Quiz on One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, I think?
Five-chapter review of The Jungle (which I didn't read XDDD).
Clean up backyard (raking/dog-cleaning-up-after) while dad walks Darcy later.
I'mma see what I can do art-related while I skip math and history later.


Me: Can you possibly go bother someone else? I recommend someone who CAN'T lift you with their big toes.
A.S: What? Embarrassed of me?
Me+W: A little.
A.S: What?
W: Yeah, sorry. I'm with Tex. You're a disgrace.
A.S: I am like, SO offended right now.
Me: Chill man, at least we're ALL disgraces to society.
W: All for one-
Me+W+A.S: And one for all!


If another jerk came and washed their farming clothes and left all the mud and hay and... GOD KNOWS what else in the machines, I will be PISSED.

Honey, listen.
I'm that guy your parents don't want you hanging around. Because he's not good enough for you, he'll get you into trouble.
You do not love me.
You're young, and you're realizing what a hazardous place we live in for people like us. People have been harassed, people have been hurt.
People have died.
It's been a long, LONG time and it's been swept under the rug, but it happened.
I'm sorry. I think you're beautiful, and I think you're amazing, but I don't want you that way.
You don't want me, either.
You want something we've been taught that you're not supposed to. Don't listen to them. I've fallen into that hole before and it's not an easy place to get out of.
I don't know how you knew, and it makes me wonder (and, to be honest, it frightens me) if others do too.
I'll protect you, if you want me too. I will regardless, but I would understand if you wanted me to keep my distance.
It touches my heart to know someone felt that way about me, and I hate that you had to be that someone.
Go grow up.
Go be yourself.
Don't be afraid.
Don't be ashamed.

I bet on the Broncos too. (it's manning's last year. quite simply I don't believe the nfl will let them lose)
and of course, squares and a bunch of prop bets XD
we're in the same boat here.
and of course, squares and a bunch of prop bets XD
we're in the same boat here.

Watching Super Bowl 50 by yourself is so much fun. :')
It's not like I expected you to give a damn about the one thing we've ever bonded over.
And, no, OF COURSE I didn't expect you to keep your promise and watch a whole fucking game with me.
And, no. I ESPECIALLY wasn't expecting you to take five seconds to say you love me too.
At least the Broncos are winning, for now.
I could use that forty bucks, so *shrug*

Oh, ha, forgot.
He's MY cat.

#1 Loser, Beck.
#2, My Own Worst Enemy, Lit.
#3 She Hates Me, Puddle of Mudd.
#4 Shed Some Light, ShineDown.
#5 Deadbeat Holiday, Green Day.

Love's.
Wal-Mart.
Homeland.
Ace.
AutoZone.
O'Reilly's.
^ All places that would actually take my application.
I got turned down by Wal-Mart a few months ago, but then they contacted me and said there was some kinda error? Whatever it was, their server fucked up and they lost my info. They might have mistaken me for someone else with a similar name/age/resume.
Weird, right?
But they said if I wanted to re-submit my application I could.
But ------ works there, and I still think that it would be awkward.
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