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♠Zombie Slaying and Alien Hunting 101♠
... Oh my God stop SMILING at me like that.I wanna tell you I don't want you like that, but I can't.
I don't know you well enough you.
I like having teeth.
Sorry.
So I have this tin I used to keep my, uh, ah, medication (view spoiler) in, and I opened it yesterday and...I found a chain.
One of the long ones I used to, um, do that thing with.
Threw it away.
But now i'm kinda messed up.
Doesn't help I failed at being sober.
Again.
Zombieslayer/Alienhunter{I never learn from my mistakes} wrote: "Saw The Force Awakens again. XDI can't get over that damn movie.
Also saw the trailer for Captain America: Civil War again...
*clutches heart device*
Tony?!"
Don't mention that trailer again. The feels are strong in that one.
Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Zombieslayer/Alienhunter{I never learn from my mistakes} wrote: "Saw The Force Awakens again. XDI can't get over that damn movie.
Also saw the trailer for Captain America: Civil War again...
*clut..."
I tried to look away, but it was RIGHT THERE.
The feeeeeels. XD I was literally sobbing after that.
Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "The feeeeeels. XD I was literally sobbing after that."Stop talking about it or i'm gonna have a frickin' fanboi-attack.
Okay, okay. It's gone; completely erased from my mind. XD
Keep it that way. *glares*XD
Zombieslayer/Alienhunter{I never learn from my mistakes} wrote: "So I have this tin I used to keep my, uh, ah, medication [spoilers removed] in, and I opened it yesterday and...
I found a chain.
One of the long ones I used to, um, do that thing with.
Threw it aw..."
I'm still proud of you for throwing it away, no matter how drunk you are. You're so stronggggggggg. <3
I found a chain.
One of the long ones I used to, um, do that thing with.
Threw it aw..."
I'm still proud of you for throwing it away, no matter how drunk you are. You're so stronggggggggg. <3
Ayah ~coмe wιтн мe and eѕcape~ wrote : "I'm still proud of you for throwing it away, no matter how drunk you are. You're so stronggggggggg. <3Thought I was gonna puke. :/
Thanks, sis. *hugs*
Stole from my hermanita.Planets: Life
Mercury: What’s your full name? Lauren Danielle Lastname.
Venus: What’s your first language? English.
Earth: Where’s your home? Dallas, Texas.
Mars: What’s your sexuality? Long story short, lesbian.
Jupiter: Do you have any siblings? One, a half brother.
Saturn: Any pets? Three, two dogs and a cat.
Uranus: What’s your hobby? Reading/writing/boxing/running/art.
Neptune: When’s your birthday? November 4th, 1999.
Pluto: What time is it right now where you are? 10:27 pm.
Moon: What are you currently studying/hope to study? Art, criminal justice, history.
Stars: Experiences
Sun: Have you ever had alcohol? *dies laughing*
Sirius: Have you ever failed a class? Yeah, home ec.
Rigel: Have you ever gone on a rollercoaster? No.
Deneb: Have you ever been out of your home country? No.
Arcturus: Have you cried out of something other than sadness? Pain.
Betelgeuse: What’s something you can never forget about? A very big favor someone did for me.
Aldebaran: What’s something you care desperately about? Music.
Canopus: Have you ever broken a bone? No.
Bellatrix: Have you ever been forced to lie/keep a secret? Only by myself.
Alphard: Have you ever lost a friend? Yeah.
Vega: What’s something you’ve done that you wish you hadn’t? Uh, yeah. No.
Constellations: Favourites
Centaurus: Favourite holiday? Halloween.
Orion: Favourite month? June.
Cassiopeia: Favourite book? Christine and Storm Front.
Delphinus: Favourite study? English.
Hercules: Favourite instrument? Electric guitar.
Gemini: Favourite song? Right this second? Save Today by Seether.
Pegasus: Favourite place to be? In Dallas.
Libra: Favourite colour? Blue.
Phoenix: Favourite thing to wear? My grey Vans shirt.
Aries: Favourite movie? The Fast and The Furious.
Cygnus: Favourite weather? Warm and sunny.
Hydra: Favourite sound? Rain.
Galaxies: Love/Friends
Milky Way: Who’s your oldest friend? Uh, I guess C--r---.
Andromeda: Do you consider yourself social? Yeah.
Black Eye Galaxy: Do you believe in love at first sight? Yeah.
Cartwheel Galaxy: When was your first kiss? When I was nine.
Cigar Galaxy: How’s your flirting skills? Two out of ten.
Comet Galaxy: Have you ever had to leave a relationship because someone changed too much? Like, a romantic relationship? No.
Pinwheel Galaxy: Would you date the last person you talked to? Probably.
Sombrero Galaxy: Do you have a crush right now? Unfortunately.
Bode’s Galaxy: Have you ever had a secret admirer? Yeah.
Sunflower Galaxy: Would you date/make friends with someone out of pity? Yeah.
Tadpole Galaxy: Would you deny a relationship/friendship? A relationship, purely for my safety.
Whirlpool Galaxy: Have you ever cried over a breakup? No.
Other stuff: Wishes
Comet: What’s your big dream? To be a famous rock star.
Asteroid: What does your dream life look like? Living with a wonderful woman, have beautiful babies with her, and spend my days making music.
Meteor: What’s something you wish you could tell, but can’t? If you read this thread, you know.
Nebula: If you could undo one thing in your life, what would it be? My second suicide attempt. Hurt like a bitch.
Shooting Star: If you could bring back one thing, what would it be? Sym-Bionic Titan.
Pulsar: What do you hope to do in the next 10 years? Make music.
Supernova: What’s one thing you want to do before you die? Kiss Emma Watson.
Quasar: If you could spend the rest of your life with only one person, who would it be? Emma Watson.
Wormhole: What’s something you wish would happen, but know won’t? Me being content with my sexuality.
Black Hole: What’s the last thing you want to see? A perfect sunset over the Dallas skyline.
100 questions.
Sunrise or sunset? Sunset.
Are you mentally ill? Probably.
Are you physically ill? No.
What is the most expensive thing you have bought? A set of weights.
Do you have a job? Fuck you, survey.
Are you in school? Kinda.
Are you a dropout? No.
Are you in college? Not yet.
Introvert or extrovert? Extrovert.
What do you think when you look at your body? "Oh, God."
What have others said when they look at your body? "Oh, God."
Do you have a particular song that you feel deeply? Someone Who Cares, Three Days Grace.
Talk about a time in your life where you have felt most alive? When I woke up alive.
Are you confident wearing a bikini? I would never wear one.
Can you look people in the eyes while talking? Not usually.
Has anything terrible happened to you? Honestly? I don't know.
Has anything wonderful happened to you? Yes.
Favorite part of your personality? My sense of humor.
Least favorite part of your personality? My cynicism, my trust issues, my lack of regret, my lack of ambition.
Favorite part of your body? My hair?
Least favorite part of your body? I'll give you two hints.
Favorite quote? "Paranoid? Probably. But being paranoid doesn't mean an invisible demon isn't about to eat your face."
Do you have friendships with all genders? No.
Do you have a good relationship with your father? Eh.
Do you have a good relationship with your mother? No.
Do you have a good relationship with your siblings? No.
Have you ever been hurt physically or mentally by a family member? Yes.
Have you ever had a near death experience? No.
Do you know anyone who has taken their own life? No.
Have you ever tried to take your own life? Yeah.
Biggest lie you have told? "I'm sober as a judge!"
Do you follow any conspiracies? Some.
Do you believe in a New World Order? Yes.
Do you respect your government and the way your country is run? No.
Is there currently any strife in your country? Yeah.
Have you ever been displaced within your country? No.
Are your friendships healthy? Some are, some aren't.
Are you currently fighting with a friend? No.
Are you jealous of a friend? Why? No.
Do you believe in the Illuminati? No.
Do you think any celebrities are associated with the Illuminati? Who? No.
How can people tell you are nervous? I'm quiet.
How can people tell you are sad? I cuss.
Do you ever express your true feelings? No...
Regrets in your life? Didn't I already answer this?
Achievements in your life? None to speak of.
What did people say about you in school? "Try harder."
What did you say about people in school? "Bite me."
Is there something you have never told anyone? Again, if you read the thread.
Have you committed an illegal act? I committed my usual four today.
If you had two days to spend one million dollars how would you spend it? College, car, place to live, charities.
What were your aspirations at age 5, 10, 15 and 18? Be a firefighter, be an actor, be an alcoholic.
Describe your first kiss? Was it how it how you imagined? It was with my neighbor when I was nine, he was really adorable and I was really adorable. Yes.
Growing up were you in a wealthy, average, or low income household? Um, when I was younger, low income. Now, low income/average.
Are you from a broken marriage? No.
Have you been raised by a solo parent? No.
Do you know both your parents? Yes.
What colour eyes, hair and skin do you have? Hazel, blonde, tan/white.
Have you abused drugs or alcohol? Yeah.
What languages can you speak? English, conversational Spanish, crisis Somali.
Do you conform to your societies standards? No.
Do you cry often? No.
Do you tell people what you think of them? Nah.
Are you comfortable accepting compliments? No.
Are you comfortable giving compliments? Totally.
Is any mental illness hindering your life? I'm not totally sure.
Is any physical illness hindering your life? No.
Do you keep up with current events? Somewhat.
What’s the latest news in the world you have heard/read? Don't remember.
What have you done today? Got bit by a dog, chased a different dog down the street.
Do you sleep well? Most of the time.
Do you sleep badly? Sometimes.
Have you ever hurt anyone because you were hurting? Sure.
Has anyone ever hurt you because they were hurting? Probably.
Have you ever had to end a friendship/relationship? Why? Yes. I was being wrongly treated.
Have you ever stopped someone from hurting themselves? I don't know. Maybe.
Has anyone ever stopped you from hurting yourself? Without them knowing, actually, yeah. Someone did.
Do you like your laugh? Yeah.
Are you preparing for an apocalypse? Not ACTIVELY, but, i'm ready for pretty much anything.
Do you have any funny family stories? TONS.
Are you religious? Not really.
Do you like to watch true crime shows or movies? Yeah.
Are you interested in cults? Just the Bad Bitches.
Would you like to raise a family in your country? Sure.
List some things you wanted in your childhood but never got? I dunno, a unicorn?
Is there a large age gap between you and a sibling? Eight years between my brother and i.
Are you from a blended family? Um, sorta.
Do you believe in marriage? Why/Why not? Yeah, it's good to have a strong family system, but don't if you don't want to.
What is the nicest thing anyone has said to you? My uncle after I came out to him.
Do you keep a journal? Yeah.
Would anyone be hurt by reading it? Ohhh yeah.
Do you have children? No.
Have you been pregnant? Not that I know of.
List your favorite movies? The Fast and The Furious, The Shawshank Redemption, Star Wars, Total Recall, Marvel movies, Re-Animator, Nightmare on Elm Street, The Evil Dead.
List your favorite people? Ayah, Mei, Low, Michelle, Doug, Chris, K.
Talk about the birthmarks and scars on your body? Birthmark on the base of my skull, two beauty marks on the right half of my face, burn mark on my right arm, scar on my right middle finger.
Do you look after yourself? Yep.
Do you put yourself or others first? Usually others. Compulsively.
Are you happy today? Nah.
Are you loved? I like to think so.
Know what i'm gonna do New Years' weekend (besides watch the Twilight Zone marathon and read comic books)?I'm thinking new year, new ride.
I've had this skateboard since I was like ten, and I can't really afford a new one (the hundred Boss gave me was ear-marked by him for a car, i'd feel bad using it for something else), so here's what i'm gonna do:
I'm gonna strip the deck paper off. It's white, neon pink and neon blue. I liked it when I was younger, but it's mostly shredded off, and it's not really 'me' anymore.
I'm gonna spray-paint the deck white.
I'm gonna draw a design on it in black and silver sharpie (it's gonna be a boombox with a word written in the cord), then polyurethane over it so it doesn't strip in water or sunlight.
^-^
Getting supplies later this week.
I'm excited. I finally trust my abilities enough not to fuck this up.
Snowed last night. :/So there's this slippery mess of sleety ice all over the ground, and it's just below freezing.
This is a perfect opportunity for me to sweep and dust and Swiffer my room. I promised i'd keep it as clean as possible, because my parents are hiring a housekeeper, and NOBODY is coming in here.
Or I could just finish my fucking library book already and maybe put yesterday's dishes away?
Housekeepers are Satan's minions. I'm convinced of it.
Ayah ~coмe wιтн мe and eѕcape~ wrote: "Housekeepers are Satan's minions. I'm convinced of it."Right? Ugh. Seriously. just dust your own damn house. It's cheaper. and less invasive.
So, I think i'll post my last one-shots of the year later. ^-^Warning: They're both Dresden Files.
The first one it the one I've been talking about, Kyraa's graduation and... Well, Dresden ensues.
The second is a series of mini-shots I've been working on all week, mostly Harry/Kyraa-centric.
"Hey, dude?""Yeah?"
"... Oh. Uh, sorry. M-miss?"
This is a REAL conversation I had when the postman brought our mail and I was standing on the porch.
XDDDD
Fuckin' A.
Ayah ~coмe wιтн мe and eѕcape~ wrote: "Miss Slovic."I sweat if someone said my last name with a 'miss' in front of it I would run because it would probably be the fucking cops.
Hm... Hey, does it freak anybody out that I respond to he/him and she/her pronouns
Weird thing, I actually had a dream that I had a twin brother one time. He was dressed like I was, had long hair and basically looked like me but no tits. 0_0
Oh my God everybody do this it's SOOO fun.Click the book, mark as 'read' then, just, write about your books.
This was such a blast:
https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...
Zombieslayer/Alienhunter{I never learn from my mistakes} wrote: "Hm... Hey, does it freak anybody out that I respond to he/him and she/her pronouns and also like fifty seven thousand nicknames at different times?"
Lowkey my fault XD
Lowkey my fault XD
Ayah ~coмe wιтн мe and eѕcape~ wrote: "Zombieslayer/Alienhunter{I never learn from my mistakes} wrote: "Hm... Hey, does it freak anybody out that I respond to he/him and she/her pronouns and also like fifty seven thousand nicknames at d..."No, I've gotten nicks from various people, only about half of them are you.
And the she/her-he/him thing is all me being a confused peach.
Home alone tomorrow, falsetto practicccccccccccceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*shatters bedroom windows*
Heh. Whoops.
New Year's resolutions: (writing this now 'cause on New Year's Eve i'll be drunk and i'll forget)-Build muscle mass back where I had it.
-Stop procrastinating.
-Study harder.
-Get my teeth fixed.
-Get a job.
-Meet my niece and my nephews.
-Stop being so jaded.
-Commit to things.
...Should've just titled that 'Z, get your shit together'. :/
Gonna write a 2016 TBR, but later.
Early in the mornin' risin' to the street.I light me up that cigarette and i'll strap shoes on my feet.
Got to find a reason, a reason things went wrong.
I got to find a reason why my money's all gone.
I got a Dalmation. And I can still get high.
I can play the guitar like a motherfuckin' riot.
Jack Frost vol. 2 came ^-^So far my New Year's weekend Twilight Zone and comic books reading list it:
Iron Man vol. 1: Believe.
Deadly Class vo. 1: Reagan Youth.
Jack Frost vol. 2.
Could possibly include The Walking Dead vol. 3: Safety Behind Bars and Hawkeye vol. 1: My Life as a Weapon if they get here, which they very well could.
Oh great. .-.My dad AND my brother have now taken to calling me 'Shaggy Dog ' on account of my hair.
Remember that movie, The Shaggy Dog, that awful kids' movie with Tim Allen getting turned into a dog?
All things considered, i'm offended.
Gonna use what's left of today's motivation to FINALLY do that goddamn 'meet the artist'.I'll post it without the writing here, then link to the one with the writing that'll be on DeviantArt.
I loved that movie. But your hair is gorgeeeee.
Mod
Ayah ~I am Groot~ wrote: "I loved that movie. But your hair is gorgeeeee."Shaggy Dog? Your hair looks really pretty though!
Mod
"Look 'ere, the beauziful z tree!"
*dies laughing*Okay... You guys are awesome. XDDDD
Okay. 2016 TBR (will probably be added to throughout the year, but, this is what I REALLY want to read in 2016):The Infinite Sea, Rick Yancey.
Hollow City, Ranson Riggs.
Dust and Decay, Jonathan Maberry.
The Dream Thieves, Maggie Stiefvater.
The Power of Six, Pitticus Lore.
The Two Towers, J.R.R Tolkien.
Horns, Joe Hill.
City of Ashes, Cassandra Clare.
White Knight, Jim Butcher.
Small Favor, Jim Butcher.
Turn Coat, Jim Butcher.
Changes, Jim Butcher.
Ghost Story, Jim Butcher.
Cold Days. Jim Butcher.
Skin Game, Jim Butcher.
It, Stephen King.
The Stand, Stephen King.
Wizard's First Rule, Terry Goodkind.
Hounded, Kevin Hearne.
Helen and Troy's Epic Road Quest, A. Lee Martinez.
The Host, Stephanie Meyer.
Feed, Mira Grant.
World War Z, max Brooks.
Brother Odd, Dean Koontz.
Plastic Jesus, Poppy Z. Brite.
High Fidelity, Nick Hornby.
The Lords of Salem, Rob Zombie.
Last Night I Sang to the monster, Benjamin Allire Seanz.
Sunrise, Kody Boye.
Catacomb, Madeliene Roux.
Didn't add comics/graphic novels... Would've taken like five pages.
Ayah wrote: "*cheers*"^-^
Thanks gorgeous.
Since I slept till noon, I should probably pretend to do something productive and write those two one-shots, then post them.
Think I found the trick to embedding pics from DA lemme see...Meet the Artist by Lovethelieyoulive on DeviantArt
Bloody hell. >:(For some stupid reason you can't do the standard picture thing, you know, the URL thing, all you get is image error when you do that.
I thought copy-pasting the 'embed' option under my stats might work.
Whoo! The Walking Dead and Hawkeye came! :D
Lowkey (you know you're a Marvel geek when you can't stop hearing that as Loki) considering starting my own group on DeviantArt.
Pro tip:Hide your Playboys between Iron Man comic books. Nobody will suspect a thing, B)
Three faves on my 'Meet the Artist', ohhhhh! >:D
...That moment when you can't remember where you got this extremely hooker-y earring and you want an STD screening right this second.
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I can't get over that damn movie.
Also saw the trailer for Captain America: Civil War again...
*clutches heart device*
Tony?!