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♠Zombie Slaying and Alien Hunting 101♠
^^^ things i can now say out loud if I want to :)
I've also evolved beyond pretending my sexuality means anything to me besides "hey, I don't like boys that way" so I've really ceased giving a fuck whether people know I'm gay or not. I am no longer pretending to be straight. ... Of course it ended up seeming more like I was asexual because that was what Evan thought I was.
Evan: No shit, I thought you were ace or something.Me: No shit, I thought you were.
Uncertain but Chris probably thinks I'm just not into it, too. Doug never told him shit as far as I know and I've never had a boyfriend when he asked.
Zombieslayer/Alienhunter {Don't do school, and stay in drugs} wrote: "^^^ things i can now say out loud if I want to :)"legit though gay cat's out of the bag if anyone was wondering if I was joking. I had a "Fuck it, I'm eighteen" coming-out.
Okay i wanted to write my RTCs and watch the last two episodes of Final Space season 1 but I kinda just want to finish Staked.
I hate it how Hearne won't LEAD UP to a death, but at the same time I love it. Like they're sitting there eating with the whole lot but then BAM! they're dead. With one it was barely even a blip on the screen. Same with who just bit it in Staked. Kills me.
Please just let one good thing happen to Leif. Even if it's right before he bites it, please just let one good thing happen to Leif. One.
So yeah. Gonna finish Staked (only 70-something pages to go) and get to sleep early enough that I can get up to my actual alarm and not somebody going "you have to be at work in ten minutes!"
It's only gonna be six when I get off tomorrow so I'll write stuff (probably gonna want to do the Staked review as soon as possible so The Adventures Of Superhero Girl review will probably be pushed and I'll do Half-Ressurection Blues either tomorrow or the next morning) and watch stuff then. I'm still getting the new job kinks worked out. Doing okay but it's just turned my life ass over teakettle.
I want to work on art tomorrow night which should work out to hopefully three drawings posted this weekend, because I don't work Saturday at all.
I absolutely suck. I haven't been able to get shit done.I did finish Staked done before work this morning. So. Fecking. Good.
I WILL do that review this evening. Will also start my next book. Trying to decide between two...
Oh and i need to start Spoonbenders! It's a library book!
I'll start it/another book tonight.
Okay. It's not me. He's an asshole. He is. Rotten honor roll loser.
He'a going to OSU.Said it was gonna be great to see me when he came home to visit.
Okay i'm overreacting. I shouldn't think the worst of people with more than me. But they make it too fucking easy.
You will never see the class divide like you will working in a grocery store, guys.
getting home from work to shitty, depressing news. Great.
Also tomorrow is D's birthday :)
D: You know I just screw with you because you're new, right?Me: No, man. I know. I have a big brother. I know how it is.
D: Well, you have two big brothers now.
Me: Dude. I'm older than you.
D: I'm gonna ACT like your big brother. Stop ruining it.
Nah he's sweet though. Grizzly Bear dude, ya know?
It's really nice he wants me to feel welcome. T doesn't talk much, me and A are just REALLY not getting along, and C's just... Well. He's the youngest (just turned seventeen) and it shows.But me and D are the closest in age and so far i get along with him real well.
My best friend at work is Angie. She started a few days after me and she always calls me first to help her out. One time i even managed to fix her problem :D
I dunno if i want to leave the cashier's den anymore. It's frustrating sometimes but i really like most everybody I work with. Four out of five of them won't chew me out for needing help.
Okay. Camp Camp season 3 comes on May 25th. So, before then i have to-
-start season 2 of DuckTales.
-FINALLY watch the last two eps of Final Space season 1.
-Start RWBY volume 2 and get at LEAST five eps in (some of them are like eight minutes long).
-catch up on Archer: Danger Island.
I finished Ballmastrz on Tuesday. Really hoping it gets more love and a season 2. It was so good. The season finale was every anime fan's dream come true. I could even picture Ryuko and Senketsu doing their little "Nonsensical is what we DO!" thing at the end KLK.Which makes sense because the animators work for Williams Street and are, therefore, otaku trash.
Well.My grandfather died.
He broke his hip and had surgery last week and they put him in hospice for like two-ish days. He wasn't doing well at all so last night my grandma had them send a priest to do the last rites.He died this morning.
He was really struggling and it's a blessing that he went so peacefully and with almost no pain.
It wasn't surprising, given how he's been doing, but it was just kind of sudden, you know?He's being cremated and there's not really gonna be a 'funeral' funeral. We're all gonna get together down there soon. Pop left me and Clint some things.
I'll be okay, but right now i just feel like i need a break. I'm just really tired. I'm cried out.
My dad's alright. Like i said, it just wasn't surprising.
I want my brother.
Last time i saw Pop was the first time he actually remembered how old I was. He ALWAYS forgot, even before he ever had dementia or Parkinson's. But in March he looked at me and went "You gonna go to college in September?"
I'm sorry Z. *hug* feel free to PM me if you want to talk.
Elizabeth wrote: "I'm sorry Z. *hug* feel free to PM me if you want to talk."*hugs* Thanks, Lizzy ❤
I made surprisingly few fuckups at work yesterday, given how out of it i was. My checking speed even went up.
Since there's no actual funeral I'm not taking my funeral leave from the store. We'll take off a weekend soon and we'll all get together with my grandma. It'll be better that way.
I work two to seven, I'll try to be on more later. I'm really determined to get a damn review written. I hate letting them sit for so long.I guess I'll do them in reverse order- Staked, then Adventures Of Superhero Girl, then Half-Ressurection Blues. I don't work till two tomorrow and I'm off on Wednesday. Gonna try to get them all done in the next few days.
Doing stuff like that keeps my mood up. I drew a mother's day pic of Vana, Rick and Lars. https://www.instagram.com/p/Biw4RVpl4... I dunno when I started drawing modern Rick as a caveman, but i like it.
I need to ready myself so later. I'm good. Just busy.
I still really wanna finish the Infinity War-themed mini series, and I will, but I want to take a break from Marvel/Marvel OCs for a little while to do some stuff I've been wanting to do with my Gorillaz OCs. I was in Austin over 5/4 so there's some Sheila birthday art due.
I did an Instagram poll for which thing to draw first, more Human Bender or more Griffin and Titio, and Griffin and Tito won. Honestly I know it's an AU of an AU and it's dumb as shit but it's fun to draw.
So. More Spoonbenders, at least TRY to figure out a review for Staked, watch the new eps of DuckTales, maybe the opener of RWBY season 2. Don't have to be at work till 2 tomorrow so i'm not trying to make an alarm or anything.
If i don;t get to RWBY tonight I will tomorrow.I'll catch up on Archer: Danger Island tomorrow night so i can watch the new ep on TV on wednesday.
I know what you're all thinking.What about Final Space? What about the last two episodes (not the last two ever; season 2 confirmed very quickly) of that show you totally list your shit over?
Honestly, not in the mood for it right now. Really wanna watch it so i can actually watch certain ig stories again and also draw more fanart at some point, but not *right* now. I'd rather watch DuckTales. Huey's the man. Acknowledge that or leave.
I will try to have art to post in the morning.
New song obsession alert: Armata Strigoi by Powerwolf.
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