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The pair I like drawing more: Todd and Owen.The pair I like writing more: Tess and Gwen.
The pair I like happy: Vana and Rick.
The pair and I (guiltily!) like miserable: Sheila and Murdoc.
Oh my GOOD GOD do people hate me for shipping an OC with Murdoc. XDBut, 2-DxMurdoc is just toxic as fuck, Russel HATES him and he's like Noodle's DAD.
An OC was the only person I really felt comfortable putting him with. And even their relationship is pretty fucked up, for story's sake.
He started to like Sheila when she was fifteen (him being thirty-six). They dated when she was nineteen/twenty.They're thirty and fifty-one this year.
Posting a one-shot (that's already done!) and some fanart (that's already based out!) on 5/4.
And Gorillaz new album comes out on the 28th so I gotta do something for that...
Clarification:There's a Gorillaz song (my personal fave <3) called 5/4 because that's its time signature. The Star Wars relevance is coincidental but fucking awesome.
I FINALLY watched ep. 9 of Kill la Kill.Gamigori is fucking NUTS but I love him.
... Then I watched eps. 10 and 11.
The fight with the Elite Four takes FOUR EPISODES?
Damn. I mean I wanted to watch ep. 12 but it was late.
Since JoJo's Bizarre Adventure: Stardust Crusaders got postponed for season 2 of Attack On Titan, (I want to watch but GAH, manga) I can just watch Hunter x Hunter tomorrow and then Kill ka Kill online :D
HOPEFULLY Stardust Crusaders will hit Toonami when they're done with Gundam: Unicorn.
Do i post weekend goals or no?
... Maybe just in spoilers. This is pretty much everything I wanna have done between now and Sunday night.(view spoiler)
Marvel: Tess and Kamala Khan pic I said I'd do WEEKS ago.Dramatic Civil War-themed Tess/Gwen pic.
Kill la Kill: Just a pic of Mikisugi.
Gorillaz: Humorous Owen/Todd pic. Todd and Rick reconciliation-type pic.
She has absolutely no idea what kind of trouble she could get into because of me.
I'm not even saying I'm dangerous. I'm not dangerous to anyone but myself. But there are too many things that could happen to her.
What fucking scares me is the fact she likes me. This did not work out well for me the last time it happened.
Look at that.
That was nobody's fault but mine.
Is it weird that SHE'S the adult in the situation and I'm the one trying to be mature?
The mature thing to do would be to pretend nothing is happening, right?I'd like it to work but I know it won't.
I'm just not made for this. I don't love and I don't relationship.It is that fucking simple.
Time to stop pretending.
❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "*hugs*"Thanks, Kavy.
*hugs*
Okay feeling better this morning. All that stuff is still true but i just feel better about it.
This cartoon nerd's gonna watch Captain Planet on youtube to celebrate Earth Day :)... Yeah it was a shameless marketing ploy but i love it.
Did i say this morning? It's past noon XD
Speaking of animation i watched eps. 12 and 13 of Kill la Kill last night and WHAT? ... I'm actually glad i only have one anime to watch on Toonami right now. Because i need to get to the bottom of this shit because...
Senketsu...
I shouldn't roll my eyes when people talk about how happy they are.What kind of a monster am I?
Probably gonna see her. Unsure of how to behave.
Also MY GOD it's too cold for April. Had to dig my heavy denim jacket out of my dresser. I mean i look cool as shit in it and i love it but it's fricking April.
Read 152 pages of A Torch Against The Night last night- meaning i'm at the half-way mark! :D one weekend goal accomplished.Will try to do my fanart interspersed with my homework tonight. I'm excited about these pics and i wanna get them done.
This book is so good though.But today is for Skin Game, which i finally feel ready to tackle again.
Shit's getting real and i'm ready to deal with it.
Know what I hate the most about the Ben 10 reboot?They completely scrapped the theme song.
Why do cartoons not have theme songs anymore?
Steven Universe has to be the newest one with actual words and not just the title of the show getting shouted by a bunch of sugar-high kids.
I still believe in this rock 'n roll, and I pray the music's gonna save my soul. But until then, I still believe...Some things are just meant to be.
-Pop Evil, '100 in a 55', Lipstick On The Mirror, 2008.
You DESERVE retribution, you have EARNED my revenge.I have held my breath and clenched my fists for long enough.
I won't let myself fall all over you again.
-Pop Evil, 'Black and Blue', War of Angels, 2011
Graphic TBR includes (but is not limited to)-This One Summer, Mariko Tamaki.
-March: Book One, John Lewis.
-Attack On Titan vol. 2, Hajime Isayama.
-My Hero Academia vol. 1, Kohei Hirokoshi.
-Assassination Classroom vol. 1, Yusei Matsui.
Temporary title change. Mostly because people have been giving me shit.
New Seether album is pretty badass. I've only heard three songs- Let You Down, Stoke The Fire and Nothing Left.Gonna youtube those and all the new Gorillaz tracks tonight while I do my fanart/my homework. Usually I use Iheartradio but let's change things up.
I didn't watch Riverdale AT ALL all freaking weekend >.>I was gonna last night but, ha, A Torch Against The Night happened ^^"
Feels like I've been weird posting for days. Like, first I was all beaten up because of Youknowwho but then I was over that and motivated and stuff, now I'm as normal as I ever am.
I just think I need to focus on school/finding work.Plus... This isn't me. When/if I ever meet someone then, sure, we can do whatever, but more and more I don't really think I need a relationship. Every time I feel like I want one, I just get burned.
Humans are animals after all, right?
I didn't say anything to ykw though. No reason to. We weren't anything or ever going to be anything so for once I can leave something the way it is and enjoy it. We might end up friends. That'd be nice and she'd never have to know.
Watched eps. 14, 15 and 16 of Kill la Kill last night..... GAH! WHAT?! XD I thought I was going into an action anime coming off of WataMote, which I kinda did because Kill la Kill IS dramatic overall, but HOLY SHIT XD
Oh. And Kill la Kill is not female-form fanservice only. I saw more naked men than I was planning on seeing by the time I was thirty ('cause let's get real, there'll be a few. Male roommates you know). I admit it was mostly Ryuuko and Satsuki in the beginning, but it's pretty much everyone now. Body types for all to admire ^-^Nice.
Oh. And...Gamigoori/Mako? Odd. But would TOTALLY work.
Mako's a mini-person, but she's Ryuuko's age, like sixteen, and Gamigoori's only nineteen.
Jesus please help me learn to draw people with bangs.Kamala Khan has these really pretty, thick dark rounded bangs and I. Can't. Draw them >.>
Had to kick myself out of bed this morning. Didn't sleep for SHIT.And I even shut off the phone and the laptop for almost two hours before I tried to sleep. Didn't help.
Fall asleep- wake up. Fall asleep- wake up. Fall asleep- wake up.
ALL NIGHT.
Research for this social studies project has been eye-opening. I didn't realize how many privileged little snots get stuff like college education handed to them while everyone else has to fight tooth and claw for it.Interesting.
I've legitimately considered selling plasma (I was ENCOURAGED to do that) and eggs to clinics because I've looked at the yearly cost of the state university I want to go to. Not to mention stuff that isn't even legal. I wonder what it feel like to be tossed down from a pedestal like the ones these pricks live on and have to fend for themselves?
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For instance, when I was read Darkest Part Of The Forest Last night, and one guy was stuck in a cage while his love interest got tortured. I'm thinking:
"Gwen would've slashed the guards to pieces, and Tess would've constructed some sort of weapon to use against them, depending who was where.