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So...I'm in online school 0.o
As in, like, officially. With other teenagers.
And my mom said I could do this until December, just to have some structure and an idea of what I need to do to catch up and get everything together, and then I get to finish junior year at high school.
It's... Happening. For real. Legit.
My dad is fucking pissed at me because I guess he thought this was a three-year phase or something, but, whatever. I need to do some community service and show my work in classes so I can hopefully qualify for some college scholarships and grants, because if I don't there's no way I could afford it.
I need to get shots >.<But not right away and it's just a few (they're gonna use religious exempt for the other ones... and we're fucking Agnostic...) so it'll be okay ^-^
Anyone who thinks they get to bitch about daddy only paying for one year of college gets to answer to this big scary blonde chick, okay? :) i'm handling it all myself and I will graduate with fucking HONORS with a job straight ahead of me and if I don't I shall eat my shoes.
Sober for five weeks and I finally feel good.
I am focused on what I am after, the key to the next open chapter.'Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky. And long live the day that I decided to fly from the inside.
Call my brother a Nazi and call me a Huckleberry all you want bitch you're not making me feel like this anymore.
I mean really she's the one person who has ever made me truly feel worthless. I've never made myself feel as bad as she made me feel.But I'm sober and my eyes are open and i see the error of letting hate and fear run your life and she cannot hurt me anymore ^-^
Doctor Strange comes out on my birthday, after which i get to go home (HOME home) and see my godparents.I should really stop getting excited for these things but they're not instant IQ boosters or cures for certain communicable diseases so i think i'm allowed to be happy.
When walking Darcy, when you turn home, she starts to drag her feet, so by the time you're at the porch you're really pulling.Well, today i discovered that if you run ahead of her and pass her by a little bit, she starts moving faster. She's a showoff.
She really is my dog XD
Also i kept singing Coming Home by Iron Maiden, which she seemed to like. At least the dog likes my singing.
Okay, I'm gonna be by myself the first half of the day tomorrow because mom's going to the dentist and dad's going so he can drive her, so my plans are as follows:-Get up, caffeinate, get dressed.
-Yank up the Iron Maiden and get the porch swept, driveway raked and the dishes done.
-Schoolwork/post shit to DA (finally).
-Read some of Wolf by Wolf.
They'll be home by four and probably have something I need to do when they get here, so that's all I need to plan.
Gonna work on some stuff for my paper, then try and be asleep by 12:30 or so.
*sigh* My drawing of Speed-o-Sound Sonic from One-Punch Man doesn't look as good as I thought it did :/ i basically finished it, closed my drawing book and hadn't looked at it since then.Eh. I've gotten good at fixing mistakes, maybe i can salvage it.
Has anyone seen that bullshit on TLC, Too Close To Home? Tyler Perry... Why am i not surprised?
Exploitation of Southern United States culture anyone? :)
So i have the first section of my paper done, the Reagan political economy that ultimately led to the damage to the welfare system (which many people were abusing and using for gain rather than survival), the labor unions (which was being used by a number of companies to manipulate people and cut their salaries short) and the mental health system (which was doing all the abuse itself).Most ideas are rooted in good and innocence, i suppose. A lot of people were abusing these systems and wound up making problems for people who needed them.
I mean, even Hitler wanted what was best for Germany or something, right?
Going to Barnes and Noble on Thursday so i can get Library of Souls.Might have to bite yhe bullet and just buy vol.3 of Tokyo Ghoul there because they're almos the same price used, with shipping and all :/
Gonna try and get some fanart done tonight. I'm letting myself get rusty again, and if I want to do this picture series with Todd and Owen and their bands (note: I flipped a coin, so now y'all get to meet the rest of Owen's band, Tin Man) I need to practice.Tin Man band members' names below! :)
Descriptions and pics coming later.
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This little snot got the job instead of me because he's got a name to drop.My dad worked there too, he just wasn't a fucking shareholder.
This is bullshit,i know i'm more experienced than him.
Rich boy, seriously, just go get in your trinkity little bullshit car and leave the muscle work to people who can actually do it.I mean, legit, I'm as weak right now as i've been in a long time, and i could still pick my fucking teeth with him.
Day five of having my dad looking over my shoulder at everything I'm working on.Like he suddenly cares about my education.
*sigh*
I'll be out of the house for hopefully like three hours tomorrow, then at some point this weekend he's in Texas, so I just have to grin and bear it for a little while longer.
Review for Jack Frost vol. 3 (FINALLY. Jesus, took my like twenty minutes to read. I have no excuse...) https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...
Scored Library of Souls and vol. 3 of Tokyo Ghoul :)TG's fucking expensive from Amazon, with the shipping everything, so I might go back next month and get the next few volumes since it's actually a little cheaper.
*sigh*
Actually kinda depressed to be finishing Miss Peregrine. First trilogy I'll have finished since The Maze Runner last year.
... Hope it doesn't hurt as fucking much...
So, little over two months till my birthday. The big one-seven.Honestly i'm already depressed because it'ls the first one since Milt passed away and we had the same one.
Like i'm going to a Marvel movie ON my birthday because my birthday is finally on a Friday, then the next day i'm going to see my godparents in Texas, but i already feel bummed and just can't get excited.
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TG's fucking expensive from Amazon, with the shipping everything, so I might go back next month and get the next few volumes since it's actually..."
tip: once you start school and get a student email, you can sign up for Amazon prime for free and get free two day shipping on everything.
Cool :D Thanks, I had no idea <3
Art! :pNew ID (read the description)
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Speed-O-Sound Sonic (One-Punch Man)
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More stuff uploaded this weekend :D
I will wear my Avengers dogtag no matter how racist people may think it is ^-^
You wanna know what was so fucking funny about that particular round of bullshit? I'm NOT even Aryan. According to family records and geneology, I'm about 60% Czech and 10% Native American, and the rest is undetermined. There's German and Finnish and Hungarian in there somewhere, but nobody's sure how much.So, i'm not Aryan. I'm Anglo-Saxon.
If we're having a who did the Nazis hate more contest, Hitler ordered Czech gypsies to die too.
Just sayin'.
I really should've told off that dumb bitch, trying to tell me a fucking letter A on a necklace was racist and that i shouldn't wear it because it offended her, specifically.
And just for the record, no, i'm calling her a racist, that'd be stupid, i'm just saying whatever non-logic she was using was fucking dumb.
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Finally got the punching bag hung up on Wednesday (can't lift it without my dad's help, otherwise i would've done it myself).Hit it yesterday.
Think i'll head out tonight.
I fucking hate this little pre-Ivy prig.His exact words the last time i saw him?
"Some people got it, some people don't."
Some people got what? A trust fund? A car they didn't have to pay for? A name to drop? A job they don't need? Yeah.
SOME people do have that.
I'm so fucked.
So 5.6 earthquake in Pawnee (more than a hundred miles from where i am) this morning around seven. Shockwaves felt in OMAHA and HOUSTON.Shook some stuff pretty bad in our house, but we're okay.
Dad's in Texas with his friend for the weekend and mom's working so the house is mine today :D-Finish (or at least *mostly* finish) Wolf By Wolf.
-Read Tokyo Ghoul vol. 3 (grrrrr).
-Clean up the backyard.
-Dishes.
-Cat box.
-30 minutes in the shed.
-Shower.
-Reasonable supper.
-ONE-PUNCH MAN MARATHON STARTS AT 11!!
Earthquake was fucking scary. There are a few cracked sidewalks downtown 0_0My headboard was shaking against the wall, knocked my phone down. 5.6. Biggest one I think I've ever been around for...
Welp. Wore the wrong gloves and didn't wrap my hands and FUCKED UP eight knuckles. Hell's bells this hurts. Painkillers. Now.
I know better Fucking idiot
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They're still sore but at least i can hold a pen now. *sigh*Fuck, how could i be so stupid? I know better.
One-Punch Man marathon starts in half an hour, though. :)Celebrating six weeks' sobriety with Saitama and Genos (and Kaneki and Touka because I finally get to read TG vol 3!).
The Blonde Cyborg and One-Punch Cat!
Why do my eyes look orange in pictures..?
Thinking about vol. 3 of Tokyo Ghoul, Yomo carrying Hinami on his shoulders and SOOOO wanting to fanart it but I can't because of Yomo and his fucking beard >.<
Hands still hurt from being an idiot the other night >.>One of the knuckles on my right hand is split.
I know, I know, it ain't gonna kill me but it still fucking hurts, okay? I got lemon juice on it yesterday.
Didn't think I knew that many curse words.
Kay, when did headphones become a status symbol? I mean what the fuck?Of all the fucking things to be a dick about. HEADPHONES?
Bullshit. Utter bullshit. I hate this guy. I REALLY fucking hate him.
Damn it, I left some window open on my laptop all night and killed the battery. :/I needed it for school this morning. I'll have to do it later.
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