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♠Zombie Slaying and Alien Hunting 101♠
Hoping I fell asleep listening to music (my phone was next to me and iheartradio was open)... But I don't remember...
Did something else before I fell asleep that basically means the next few days are gonna be FUN because yay, withdrawal!
Part two of the two-shot is called Other Broken Things.Will be posted some time in June.
Fucked up for today already. Thought writing/getting shit done would help, but it didn't.Seeing a Ninja Turtle movie (I HATE this Casey Jones. Why the fuck is he a cop? Are with that desperate for police positivity? He's supposed to be a vigilante. Other that than, great movie. Love the Turtles forever <3333) slightly buzzed is fun.
... A little more buzzed now. Gonna try to write something since I'm relatively motivated right now and not have any more, then crank up the 5FDP and try and sleep.
-Z
Bands discovered in 2016 (revised)Weep.
Dope.
Gnarls Barkley.
The Killers.
Nothing But Thieves.
Dropkick Murphys.
My Darkest Days.
Queens of The Stone Age.
*hopefully* getting the cavities in my back molars filled next week. Mom talked with the dentist (she's getting her teeth worked on too) and I might need to get top braces to correct my front teeth. 0_0
Goals for today:Read to page 95 (shut up) in Interview with the Vampire.
Read Legal Drug vol. 2 and review it.
Read another two chapters of Sorcery 101 on either mobile or laptop.
Work on Other Broken Things.
Do laundry.
black skinny jeans/black Krueger-Vorheese 2016 t-shirt/blue and grey Nikes. Hair: loose
I could put my lip ring on and make a face in the mirror and pretend I'm gonna wear it all day, but I know I'll get sick of adjusting it while I try to fold my clothes and stick it in my pocket.Man, a real one would be so much easier.
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braces are literal hell.
james oliver wrote: "Zombieslayer/Alienhunter {S/HE} wrote: "*hopefully* getting the cavities in my back molars filled next week. Mom talked with the dentist (she's getting her teeth worked on too) and I might need to ..."I know. >.>
I dunno, I guess my teeth are just worse than I thought? I mean I knew they were crooked but they're worse than that evidently.
Mom was going through my phone before she went to work and just stumbled upon my album of piercing pictures XDI thought she'd be pissed, but she actually thinks the wrist one is cool. Asked me if I was planning on getting it, which I am.
Randomly getting an idea for a tiny little Dresden Files mini-fic featuring my OTP and someone else who does not have the right to be so fucking cute.
Other Broken Things status: maybe 20%.Posting Monday, I hope.
Also-AMAZON SAYS MY COPY OF TURN COAT IS OUT FOR DELIVERY ASDFGHJKL!
Read Interview with the Vampire, then The Fireman, then Turn Coat.
WHY does the cat suddenly wanna hug me when I'm wearing all black? D:
Oh and then the little bastard just bites me on the face.
He's more bipolar than I am.
Listen up, listen up, got a devil in the church.Got a bullet in the chamber and this is gonna hurt.
The pictures tell the story, this life had many shades. I'd wake up in the mornin' and before I'd start each day I'd take a drag from last night's cigarette that smoldered in its tray, down a little somethin', and then be on my way.I've traveled far and wide and laid this head in many ports. I was guided by a compass, I saw beauty to the North.
I drew the tales of many lives and wore the faces of my own. I had these memories all around me so I wouldn't be alone.
Some may be from showin' up. Others are from growin' up. Sometimes I was so messed up and didn't have a clue.
I ain't winnin' no one over, I wear it just for you, I got your name written here in a rose tattoo.
Love her (not that she knows) but what does it say about me that the idea of a romantic relationship makes me want to vomit?
*shrug* Maybe? Dunno though, I've legitimately wanted romantic relationships before.
1st attempt at a romantic relationship: mistook several signals and was confronted with the reality I was not what she wanted. Acted like a bastard and froze her out, haven't spoken to her since.
2nd: Was being fucked with by a nosy bitch.
3rd: Waited too long and was friend-zoned.
4th: TBA.
james oliver wrote: "occasionally aromantic? XD"Greyromantic? XD
Something to think about. If I can work up the nerve to ever talk to Tori about this (*snort* yeah right) maybe we could be friends with benefits. From what I understand, she has like two girlfriends already. One of whom is about the same age I am.
james oliver wrote: "YES XD"And let's not get confused here, I still totally have a sex drive.
I just don't like relationships. No hate on asexuals, everyone's got their deal, but I am NOT one.
*facepalm*What the fuck am I DOING?
This is why people read my journal, isn't it? All the sex stuff? All the drunken sex rants?
Other Broken Things status: 50%.Someone write actions for me, i can only do dialogue!
Turn Coat came! :):):):)Harry, make me feel and I'll take your advice and kick you in the balls
If turn coat is the one I think it is its a good one.
Elizabeth wrote: "If turn coat is the one I think it is its a good one."All I know is it's the one with Morgan running from the Council. Don't know anything else. Starting it as soon as I can this month.
I just wanna break this crown. But it's hard when I'm so rundown.
Did a little bit of research on the whole aromanticism/greyromanticism thing. *shrug*
Still dunno. I think I'm just afraid of being open to someone like that. Judgment, emotions, admissions *shudders*
Yeah, no. Not for this homeboi.
Then again, what the fuck do I know?Nothing, that's what.
Dunno jack shit about love or relationships or sex. Zero exposure.
Maybe I should leave it that way.
Sorry, i'll leave.I'm drunk.
I'm going to write a Word To the Wise about this, maybe Monday.I don't want to have any conversations about this.
If someone brings it up i'm not having that conversation. Because guess the fuck what? We don't need to.
I mean, it's not like any of us can do anything about it, alright?
Have some respect for the dead and wait like, i dunno, at least a day before you start cursing and shouting at each other over arumentative bullshit, okay?
Also, my whole town is under water. :)Flash flooding everywhere. My house and my neighbors' houses are fine, the bottoms of the houses are built up, but we're pretty much stuck.
And the rain isn't stopping.
If my power goes out i'm shutting my phone off.
This is such a fucking mess, guys. Houses are getting flooded. A bunch of streets are washed out.
I'm stuck here all day.
Already sick of all the arguing and inability to disagree respectfully.
Can't you just have your thoughts and i have mine and no one has to be a 'stupid bitch' or a 'neo-nazi' (as if you even know what that is) or a 'fucking hippy' here?I'm tired of NO ONE making any sense.
Other Broken Things status: 75% ^-^Completely advertising for myself here, not sorry.
Don't forget to read one-shot #40 first! DresCone for life!
Alec Lightwood *Waiting, patiently, for these three months to end* wrote: "Yeah, the creek in my backyard flooded pretty high, but we are pretty far up "The river down the street from my place is overflowing, but luckily the water levels are low enough that it's not causing too much trouble for us. The houses are all pier-beam so they're off the ground, but we're surrounded by water.
Got caught up texting with Doug for like an hour.Was nice. Hadn't talked to him in a while.
Needed to hear from him.
*sigh* He wanted me to go to this Dallas pride event with him and Chris at some point this summer, but for obvious reasons I don't think I want to go anymore. I didn't really, in the first place.
I was going to back out.
My mom was probably gonna figure out where I was going, anyway. Would've ended badly, somehow.
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Like I woke up in bed, on top of the blanket, fully clothed.
Even still had my fake lip ring on which is BAD because I'm always careful to take it off before I go to sleep because it's loose and I could choke.