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♠Zombie Slaying and Alien Hunting 101♠
Showered and appropriately caffienated, i have weaseled my way out of helping with the shopping. I'm gonn sit down and finish this book. Possibly a review tomorrow.
The first thing I'm gonna do when I'm done with school tomorrow (that stuff I have to turn in by June 3rd is just extra credit. College English and history stuff. Piece of cake) is call Justin and see if we can't scare up some people to take to the lake Memorial weekend. I won't be in town on the 29th (BECAUSE THE CONCERT IS ONE WEEK FROM TODAY!) but Friday-Saturday I ain't got shit to do. And I get my phone back tomorrow and I've heard it buzzing from mom's purse and I heard it ring once so I know Justin's been trying to get a hold of me so I'm hoping he wanted to do the same :p
His wife hates me because she hates my brother and thinks I'm messing around with Justin. XDDI wanna set things straight with a lot of people about stuff like that (no pun intended) but not enough to tell them.
Justin would probably(?) be okay with it but I don't know about his wife and most of his friends are bona fide homophobes.
Oh and I've pretty much given up on the idea of getting with Erin.I think I've been friend-zoned. *facepalm*
She told me about this chick she wants to ask out. Wanted my opinion.
*bangs head against the wall*
I had a FREAKING SHOT this time. I'm an idiot. Where do I go to get fitted for my dunce cap?
Better than last time, I guess. Last time I acted like an idiot and got myself annexed from the friend-zone by being a bitch and freezing her out.
Actually I think the first thing I'm gonna do after I get done tomorrow is post Power Chord 'cause if I'm not mistaken I FINISHED IT! :DI'm really super happy with it. I know I suck but I manage to impress myself sometimes. ^^"
Coffee. The Offspring (punk rock helps me focus). The Jungle.Goal is to be done by midnight, finish my essay on the 2015-2016 English unit and be in bed before one.
Definitely gonna get a review up tomorrow.
Banning myself from Kisscartoon since i wasted time watching episodes 21 and 22 of Detentionaire last night.
Review for The Jungle:https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...
That was an amazing book.
I mean, it made me cry. Physically. Tears. Real ones.
I'm so exhausted. *sigh*I finished, though. I'm gonna pass.
I'm getting my phone back later, I'm gonna call Justin, and things are finally gonna start looking up.Weather's finally turned nice, too. A little stormy today. but it's been nice otherwise.
Haven't been doing so well the past couple weeks, you know? Just wasn't feeling it.I try not to say when I'm feeling like that because I don't want to scare anyone.
I think I'm gonna be okay now, though.I mean, i'm waaayyy too tired to feel anything else but fucking TIRED right now, but that's better than the way I was feeling.
I drew a vent art thing last night/this morning.
It really helped. I'll post it later (it's a little depressing- so trigger warning).
Summer's nearly here. ^-^ Life is always pretty good for me in the summer and fall.Maybe I have that seasonal affect thing because winter and spring seem to bum me the hell out.
Could be the poison bumming me out so much I guess. *shrug*Trying to give it up again. One full month, May 23rd-June 23rd.
Then we see if I can handle being around it.
Then, maybe closer to August, we try moderation.
I did find a few bright spots last week, though.I think I like baking. :D
ME, the home-ec fail-out! I LOVE baking!
And I think I'm pretty damn good at it too.
I AM OFFICIALLY NO LONGER A SOPHOMORE! :D*Snoopy happy dance*
I'm BEYOND bushed but that's okay 'cause I'M DONE!
All I know for sure is that after the... Er, transfer, I'm sticking with Spanish because I love it, may/may not take psych, AM SO taking art and the drama club is a maybe.
Also I'm talking to the manager of the sports equipment place sometime this week, and maybe talking to Sonic too? We'll see.
Just got my phone back and there's four missed calls. 0_0Two from Justin, one from Clint and one from I'm not sure where. Wrong number?
http://www.deviantart.com/journal/An-...Man, this makes me so mad.
This dude is an awesome writer, his art is great and his comic is hilarious and full of heart, and these idiots who think they have the right to judge him as a person based on a goddamn webcomic just won't leave him alone.
I need to comment on the comic more. Me and everyone else who actually likes Joel (the main character) and identify with him.
He's not an entitled ass, he's US, dammit.
Jerks.
Utter jerks.
Jesse deserves better.
Okay, so I made a status to promote the comic once already, but I'm gonna do it here too.http://1990somethingcomic.com/comic/j...
Start there and keep going. It really gets good around the arc for September of last year, so start there if you want. Steve's gonna remind you of someone you know pretty well if you hang around here a lot. :)
Make a name (it'll ask for your email address- don't worry. The site's clean, I've checked it. It's okay to put in your email, you won't get any bad emails) and COMMENT, please, if you like it. I feel like a horrible person, I've done it maybe four times.
Some profanity here and there, so I guess don't read it if you're not okay with that.
But I can't stand to watch genius like this go unnoticed.
Might post a journal about it on DA... But I don't really want to author to see it, you know? Anonymous good deeds, blah blah blah.
It'd be a huge favor to me and this writer, guys. Please consider.
Thank you.
Today:-Post new shit to DA.
-Dishes/kitchen floor/sink.
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-Read X number of pages of Small Favor. Gonna tackle it and finish it this week.
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I've had enough melodrama for the next century.I want to be something else for a while. I already talked a little about how I wanted to change myself, changing my style and being braver, things like that, but it just isn't that easy.
And I'm about the take the plunge into withdrawal again, so this is the last normal day I get to have for a bit.
So, can I ask another favor?
If I start to remind you of the melancholy overthinker alcoholic you know and love? Grab me, shake me, (theoretically. You grab me through a computer and I'm on fucking acid again) and tell me so.
I want to be something else. At least for a little while.
I made it a year without reverting back to bad habits, and I'm really proud of that, but I've been really tempted lately.
So just... Let me know if I get scary, alright?
Depressing vent art I was talking about. Ignore it if you want:http://lovethelieyoulive.deviantart.c...
Marcus from Deadly Class:
http://lovethelieyoulive.deviantart.c...
This is the big one! :D Reveal of Todd's appearance/life during phase 2! http://lovethelieyoulive.deviantart.c...
I vowed to watch a horror movie every night this week.Last night (yes, I was dead-tired and I still stayed up past one to watch a movie) I watched Candyman on Crackle with my phone.
Not bad. Six out of ten, I guess?
I somehow wound up with this three-DVD set with something like fifteen B-horror movies on it, so I'm gonna watch one of them tonight.
You know what I never knew?I giggle like an IDIOT when I'm nervous. *facepalm*
Which nervous habit is more annoying?-Nail biting.
-Giggling.
-Pacing.
-Nervous stutter.
Can't decide? Don't have to. I am HIGHLY prone to all of them.
((directed at an asshole on DA))Wouldn't it be more fun for you to post your 'thoughts' in the comments? I use qutations because I really don't think you have a brain.
I mean, in the comments, you could meet other assholes and you could bond over it, right?
More bullshit in my notes about I'm A Good Monster.Third one I''ve gotten.
Reporting this bitch to the admins too.
Finished season two of Detentionaire last night.I CALLED IT! Haha! I totally called it! Ha!
You're getting emotionally invested in a cartoon again, Z...
Don't care. Called it. Ha!
I've started drawing every day again. I think that's been good for me.
That phase 4 group shot I scrapped might actually happen if I get my shit together.
I SWEAR I'm actually gonna start reading Small Favor tonight. *bangs head against the wall*I had so much reading to do right at the end of the year (otherwise known as last weekend) and I've really needed the breathing room I took. Hope to have it finished by this weekend. I hate that I'm having so much trouble getting into it, it's my favorite series.
Why would Iheartradio think that, because I like The Offspring I would like the Goo Goo Dolls? The Offspring are good.
Sunday. It's SUNDAY. This Sunday. Almost to the finish line.
p. 80 of Small Favor:Someone had snatched John Marcone, and I had to find him and protect him.
Okay, feels much?
Okay, okay, that's out of context. He's been ASKED to find and protect John.Eye of the beholder, as they say.
When you tell someone you don't wear leather and they laugh at you, going 'well why the fuck not?', saying 'Because I fucking care about animals' is going to make someone with a Primos hunting t-shirt on VERY opinionated all of a sudden.0_0
Thank God my mom pulled up in the driveway. I was going to call the cops on this asshole.
Definitely see your point there. None taken.That's just never been the point for me. I've always been close with the animals i was around. I sort of like them better than i like most people. I didn't feel comfortable using an animal for food or wearing anything made from their body. I don't really see the difference between 'pet' animals and 'food' animals. Other people do, and that's their deal. I try not to preach. The guy i was talking to is kind of a jerk to me anyway, guess i was trying to give it back.
I don't care if other people eat meat. I don't care if they eat it across the table from me. It just makes me, personally, to do it myself, uncomfortable.
Goal for the day is page 259 of Small Favor. Finally getting into this.
The universe hates me >_<Randomly decided to shave my legs in the shower this morning (which I hardly ever do 'cause I'm blonde and not really pale and pretty much just wear pants) and I cut my calf. Probably haven't cut myself shaving since I was twelve and didn't know how.
It's not bad but bactine fucking stings.
*eyeroll*My cousin the starchild and his friends posting pics from Ray Hubbard in Rock Wall.
And I'm stuck here. :/
Even our muddy hole in the ground of a lake would be fine if I had some people to go with. Justin can't make it and I can't think of anyone else I would want to go with.
But the concert is Sunday. I need to stop bitching about everything else because that's all that matters.
Randomly got an idea for a new one-shot featuring my Dresden Files OTP that I really should've written after I finished White Night but Small Favor reminded me of it so posting that tomorrow. :p
Really want to write something meaningful for Word to the Wise that actually has a point, but i got nothin'. >.>
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Desperation, Stephen King.
Rot and Ruin, Jonathan Maberry.
Proxy, Alex London.
NOS4A2, Joe Hill.
The Jungle, Upton Sinclair.
^ The only books to ever make me physically cry.