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Oct 27, 2019 01:52PM
haha. I would actually stay and watch what happens next.
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lmao im applying to be an ra in some on campus apts, hopefully i get it for spring so i dont have to continue rooming with this nutty girl
oof med student forgot about our date last night (and IM SO ANNOYED bc i had to skrt skrt home from getting pho with a new friend and we were really vibing) and then has the AUDACITY to invite me to his apt for “gourmet cheese and edibles” like no THANKS, not trying to DIE !! that’s like a recipe for getting roofied and raped tbh
but im going to see rocky horror picture show on halloween with a pal and i think i might go to bar trivia with my new pho pal. we literally have the same taste in music and i love him!!! i paid for pho and then he paid for over priced kombucha and some reusable silicone bags i was looking at in whole foods (i’m a whole hippie ig)
so now i have TWO friends. amazing. love that for me
but im going to see rocky horror picture show on halloween with a pal and i think i might go to bar trivia with my new pho pal. we literally have the same taste in music and i love him!!! i paid for pho and then he paid for over priced kombucha and some reusable silicone bags i was looking at in whole foods (i’m a whole hippie ig)
so now i have TWO friends. amazing. love that for me
HOW WAS ROCKY HORROR?!?!?! also how rood to miss a date :((( gorssy pants >:(
rocky horror was def a wild night!! my friend flaked on me so i went alone (yee yee) but it was fine haha. i didn't know it would be so interactive!!
and one of my friends (ish? more like acquaintance who i matched with on tinder after knowing him lolol) was in it as riff raff and if i hadn't read the playbil i wouldve had no idea who he was!! it was honestly a v good production.
only downside was that it was halloween and ppl were in costume, and this one dude had on a furry head. like y. why would u make me see that with my own two eyes???
and one of my friends (ish? more like acquaintance who i matched with on tinder after knowing him lolol) was in it as riff raff and if i hadn't read the playbil i wouldve had no idea who he was!! it was honestly a v good production.
only downside was that it was halloween and ppl were in costume, and this one dude had on a furry head. like y. why would u make me see that with my own two eyes???
Mads wrote: "no idea wtf this chat is, but it's hilarious and very entertaining, thank you"
i am pleased that me detailing my suffering amuses you lolol
i am pleased that me detailing my suffering amuses you lolol
do i want a boyfriend or do i just want my family to stop asking "do u have a boyfriend".... sorry im broke n have no time to socialize, let alone DATE.
but im such a clown lol. if o reached out to me again i would drop literally everythinggg even tho he ghosted me. my therapist said i probably hurt his feelings but i MADE sure to tell him i had a good time and suggested a restaurant we go to. so he is an uncommunicative ho
but im such a clown lol. if o reached out to me again i would drop literally everythinggg even tho he ghosted me. my therapist said i probably hurt his feelings but i MADE sure to tell him i had a good time and suggested a restaurant we go to. so he is an uncommunicative ho
me: i NEED a boyfriend if i want to be married by law school
guy on tinder: hey cutie
me:
but fr. like 60% of my tinder messages are unread lololol
and i have a bumble but i dont want to text ppl first. i only want to talk to ppl who have at least enough effort to reach out to me first u know?? (tldr: im lazy af)
and i joined jdate but only gross old men named ronald who are 38 and live in kentucky have been hitting me up. like, excuuuuuse me sir?? no thanks??
why are men so DRY. "hey" "hi beautiful" "how was class gorgeous" how tf am i supposed to start a convo with that opener??
and WHY am i only attracted to men who are older than me?? like if ur 26 and swiping on me whats ur deal sir ?? find somebody ur own age?? feels low key creepy but ok
tldr: men r stinky and i dont like the ones who are my age
and WHY am i only attracted to men who are older than me?? like if ur 26 and swiping on me whats ur deal sir ?? find somebody ur own age?? feels low key creepy but ok
tldr: men r stinky and i dont like the ones who are my age
addskfjbskfd o and i have a mutual friend (i) and i wonder if o ever asks i about me or if i ever mentions me casually
but like prolly not!! just being narcissitic lolol
the true tea is why im still thinking about a dude who wont give me the time of day bc my therapist said i mightve accidentally hurt his feelings but also seems lowkey awkward since i proposed hanging out and he brushed me off with a "haha awesome :)"
i told my therapist i made a new friend and she was like "do u think he has romantic intentions" well golly GEE i sure hope NOT bc he has a gf (albeit an open-ish relationship) and i need some darn FRIENDS! but u know ur romantic life is bad when ur therapist @s u
men who r nice and funny and smart and not addicted to nictone, pls hmu !
but like prolly not!! just being narcissitic lolol
the true tea is why im still thinking about a dude who wont give me the time of day bc my therapist said i mightve accidentally hurt his feelings but also seems lowkey awkward since i proposed hanging out and he brushed me off with a "haha awesome :)"
i told my therapist i made a new friend and she was like "do u think he has romantic intentions" well golly GEE i sure hope NOT bc he has a gf (albeit an open-ish relationship) and i need some darn FRIENDS! but u know ur romantic life is bad when ur therapist @s u
men who r nice and funny and smart and not addicted to nictone, pls hmu !
friend: i should set you up with one of my friends, he’s a cool dude , 10/10 looks, just a little awkward
me: why
him: BECAUSE U COMPLAIN ABOUT NOT HAVING A MANS EVERY OTHER DAY
... i guess i deserved that lol
also i have my ra interview on wednesday and im pretty sure i have strep or at least something (neck/ lymph nodes feel swollen, throat is itchy) but u know who’s gonna continue showing up to class and infect ppl out of pure spite??
Me!! Bc !! I !! Pay!! Too !! Much!! Tuition!! To SKIP
Also I bought disney+ and i cannot wait for my three free hours on friday so i can binge agent carter loool
Me!! Bc !! I !! Pay!! Too !! Much!! Tuition!! To SKIP
Also I bought disney+ and i cannot wait for my three free hours on friday so i can binge agent carter loool
in my update of clownery:
I reached out to O and wished him good luck in his chess match! Imagine being an international chess master 🤪🥵 not this dummy!!
Too bad i’m so OBLIVIOUS and literally messed up with the man who checks all the boxes?? Like I’m literally such a headass. I met him on Tinder, how did i not know it was a date sksksksks
But I genuinely hope he finds a girl or something bc he’s genuinely such a catch + amazing/ nice guy
I reached out to O and wished him good luck in his chess match! Imagine being an international chess master 🤪🥵 not this dummy!!
Too bad i’m so OBLIVIOUS and literally messed up with the man who checks all the boxes?? Like I’m literally such a headass. I met him on Tinder, how did i not know it was a date sksksksks
But I genuinely hope he finds a girl or something bc he’s genuinely such a catch + amazing/ nice guy
wow, i finally passed a micro quiz! granted, i'm still going to fail the course, but i passed a quiz!!
me: mmm i cannot wait to get a good night's rest full of fresh air
some serial killer, probably: lol what dumba** left their window open
maybe it's the boomer in me but online applications frighten me
how do i know that u are reading my job app?? computers r SCARY >:((( have to pound the pavement and cold call and deliver your resume on cardstock u lazy millenial snowflakes!!
i kid, i kid. i know ppl get jobs from online apps. It's just that I'm so good at in person interviews and hate writing cover letters hahah
how do i know that u are reading my job app?? computers r SCARY >:((( have to pound the pavement and cold call and deliver your resume on cardstock u lazy millenial snowflakes!!
i kid, i kid. i know ppl get jobs from online apps. It's just that I'm so good at in person interviews and hate writing cover letters hahah
also my ra interview went splendidly ... they said i came off as "honest and non-chalant". i rlly know how to fit the vibe for an interview
but there is a second interview and i have not been contacted yet, so ofc i am thrumming with anxiety
but there is a second interview and i have not been contacted yet, so ofc i am thrumming with anxiety
i am babysitting on friday for five kids,,, what have i agreed to
i set my rate for 50/hr, so its time to get this bread. hopefully i am alive to receive my bread
i set my rate for 50/hr, so its time to get this bread. hopefully i am alive to receive my bread
im so stressed rn
i have my micro and art history final tomorrow (and im still vvv bad at micro after doing the absolute MOST), and i ended up missing my art history class bc i sat crying on my couch in my apt for four hours. four!! hours!! i was so hecking dehydrated
anyways i ended up dragging my ass to financial aid bc i realized that no matter how much i earn rn from babysitting/teaching, it's ultimately inconsequential and im rlly just screwing myself over by not letting myself have "the college experience" also all the time i spend schlepping myself about my huge ass city just to earn 15/hr
so i decided im going to apply for a dependency override and maybe ill be eligible for a pell grant if they approve me. then i could afford to live on campus (bc i got DENIED for the spring semester ra position, which is what sent me spiralling this afternoon) im still in the running for the fall ra positions, but i *killed* that interview so im thinking they dont want an underclassman :/ like understandable,,, but i needed that so bad and i was counting on that position to help me financially (free housing!) and mentally (less financial stress AND get me away from my crazy ass roommate)
i have my micro and art history final tomorrow (and im still vvv bad at micro after doing the absolute MOST), and i ended up missing my art history class bc i sat crying on my couch in my apt for four hours. four!! hours!! i was so hecking dehydrated
anyways i ended up dragging my ass to financial aid bc i realized that no matter how much i earn rn from babysitting/teaching, it's ultimately inconsequential and im rlly just screwing myself over by not letting myself have "the college experience" also all the time i spend schlepping myself about my huge ass city just to earn 15/hr
so i decided im going to apply for a dependency override and maybe ill be eligible for a pell grant if they approve me. then i could afford to live on campus (bc i got DENIED for the spring semester ra position, which is what sent me spiralling this afternoon) im still in the running for the fall ra positions, but i *killed* that interview so im thinking they dont want an underclassman :/ like understandable,,, but i needed that so bad and i was counting on that position to help me financially (free housing!) and mentally (less financial stress AND get me away from my crazy ass roommate)
also for any sugar daddies out there,,, my wishlist is below. i am so, so broke and i just want something nice for once instead of worrying whether i'll be able to pay tuition (my dad said im focusing too short term vs long term but im just in survival mode at this point. just getting from day 1 to day 2 baybee)
ANY wireless earbuds bc i am TIRED of wires
white leather sneakers, preferably common project
tuition
a man
apartment on campus
face sunscreen
air purifier
perfume
facial
mental stability
financial stability
like,,, three solid friends
a car (maybe something cute n european? or eco-friendly)
large ice coffee bc i need something sweet
a looooorge dish of mapo tofu
sweatpants (i surprisingly dont own any)
ANY wireless earbuds bc i am TIRED of wires
white leather sneakers, preferably common project
tuition
a man
apartment on campus
face sunscreen
air purifier
perfume
facial
mental stability
financial stability
like,,, three solid friends
a car (maybe something cute n european? or eco-friendly)
large ice coffee bc i need something sweet
a looooorge dish of mapo tofu
sweatpants (i surprisingly dont own any)
also dumb ass pre med guy re-added me on sc last night and asked if i was free. or , more bland and disgustingly,,, "hey beautiful u free tonight"
go AWAY ,,,, unless ur gonna pay my tuition or rent idgaf
go AWAY ,,,, unless ur gonna pay my tuition or rent idgaf
if u feel sympathetic for me , pls paypal or venmo me so i can get a damn iced coffee lol
Ice coffee sounds good, never tried it though
updates !
-new semester sched is hellish (3 three hr courses, o my)
-did a winter internship w the warren campaign for the IOWA CAUCUS baybee
-decided not to move from my apt bc the rent is simply too good compared to others in my STUPIDLY overpriced city
-tried a raw diet w my dog for approx one meal and he was like "no"
-new semester sched is hellish (3 three hr courses, o my)
-did a winter internship w the warren campaign for the IOWA CAUCUS baybee
-decided not to move from my apt bc the rent is simply too good compared to others in my STUPIDLY overpriced city
-tried a raw diet w my dog for approx one meal and he was like "no"
going thru r/lsat rn & it's like-- wow, y'all can really afford to take a yr off and study for the lsat???
also, i decided that i will be taking my lsat in 2021 (around the time i graduate ig) and then go work bc i dont want my brain to be all funky from working and have no idea how to school TM before i go to law school. still considering if i should just go straight to law school... but first i have to boost my 3.2 gpa sksksks
also, i decided that i will be taking my lsat in 2021 (around the time i graduate ig) and then go work bc i dont want my brain to be all funky from working and have no idea how to school TM before i go to law school. still considering if i should just go straight to law school... but first i have to boost my 3.2 gpa sksksks
today i was trying to convince my moderate coworker to vote for warren in the primary - i may not be in iowa anymore but the grind ! doesn't ! stop !
ahhhhh so life updates
1. RA interview went smashingly, will hear back mid-march
2. somebody?? is interested ?? in ME
oh golly gosh!! he is so smart and funny but older (uh YOINKS... by like 4ish years)
he’s a grad student and in one of the clubs im in and we really hit it off last friday. i saw him monday, wednesday, and today as well?? like this is going so FAST oof
i am dense AF but this man is flirting so hard core even i can tell
like we are such different people its funny. his undergrad was math/philo @ harvard (where he did crew?? and biking?? athleticism, wow) and i am a narp (non-athletic regular person according to him) and big ol’ dum dum. he is very jewish (a convert actually!) & i am such a relaxed/ reform jew. I love smart people but sometimes they can be snobby— he definitely isn’t that. He actually hates to name drop “the mother H”
He HAS come to everything i’ve mentioned, like this abortion conference, feminist club meeting, etc. Like he is just so pure and wholesome it hurts my heart
downsides tho: older (like 5 yrs!), about my height (possibly shorter? idc tbh, but my friends are like uhhh), and doesn’t own a car (fiercely environmental and competitive biker)
1. RA interview went smashingly, will hear back mid-march
2. somebody?? is interested ?? in ME
oh golly gosh!! he is so smart and funny but older (uh YOINKS... by like 4ish years)
he’s a grad student and in one of the clubs im in and we really hit it off last friday. i saw him monday, wednesday, and today as well?? like this is going so FAST oof
i am dense AF but this man is flirting so hard core even i can tell
like we are such different people its funny. his undergrad was math/philo @ harvard (where he did crew?? and biking?? athleticism, wow) and i am a narp (non-athletic regular person according to him) and big ol’ dum dum. he is very jewish (a convert actually!) & i am such a relaxed/ reform jew. I love smart people but sometimes they can be snobby— he definitely isn’t that. He actually hates to name drop “the mother H”
He HAS come to everything i’ve mentioned, like this abortion conference, feminist club meeting, etc. Like he is just so pure and wholesome it hurts my heart
downsides tho: older (like 5 yrs!), about my height (possibly shorter? idc tbh, but my friends are like uhhh), and doesn’t own a car (fiercely environmental and competitive biker)
im such a fucking hypocrite tho lol
i always preach “don’t date anyone more than +/- 2 yrs while in school” and here i am with a whole ass GRAD student
like he seems genuinely so, so sweet but my therapist says i have the potential to be attracted to people who will abuse my emotional labor and take advantage of me so UHHHHHHHH
i always preach “don’t date anyone more than +/- 2 yrs while in school” and here i am with a whole ass GRAD student
like he seems genuinely so, so sweet but my therapist says i have the potential to be attracted to people who will abuse my emotional labor and take advantage of me so UHHHHHHHH
he just remembers everything i tell him too??
like i mentioned i had a black thumb and today he bought me a SUCCULENT and made me promise to keep it alive
and i was eating a cupcake today w/ one of those little rings on top, so i jokingly gave it to him and asked “will u be my valentine?” and he was so earnest and put it on while it had frosting and oh MY HEART and he responded “i got you a succulent in lieu of flowers vc you’d kill them/ they’d die”
AND he gets on with my friends / ppl in general so well
i do have the feeling he can be clingy tho. he wants to hang out or chat everyday. understandable, but that could be bad for a relationship. also he’s mentioned that he would love to have kids,,,,, and im like,,,, definitely gonna be a career lady lol
like i mentioned i had a black thumb and today he bought me a SUCCULENT and made me promise to keep it alive
and i was eating a cupcake today w/ one of those little rings on top, so i jokingly gave it to him and asked “will u be my valentine?” and he was so earnest and put it on while it had frosting and oh MY HEART and he responded “i got you a succulent in lieu of flowers vc you’d kill them/ they’d die”
AND he gets on with my friends / ppl in general so well
i do have the feeling he can be clingy tho. he wants to hang out or chat everyday. understandable, but that could be bad for a relationship. also he’s mentioned that he would love to have kids,,,,, and im like,,,, definitely gonna be a career lady lol
me: i said you’re a really smart and funny guy
(he was asking what response i gave when my friend asked about him)
him: you forgot boring
me: you’re not boring, i am!
him: i want to be boring
me: omg why?
him: if it means i hang out w you
I AM D Y I BG OVER HERE
(he was asking what response i gave when my friend asked about him)
him: you forgot boring
me: you’re not boring, i am!
him: i want to be boring
me: omg why?
him: if it means i hang out w you
I AM D Y I BG OVER HERE
he is sending me all these pictures and selfies of him + his pals from his cycling competition, MY HEART CANNOT HANDLE IT
roommate update: i was at work and after my roommate came back from her bfs after two days she decided she had to do laundry as SOON as i left ?? anyways i am now missing one of my smartwool
Socks, one OF THE ONLY PAIRS i have in my apt,,, WHICH is a GOD DAMNED shame bc having smartwool socks was yet another thing i bonded over w harvard guy (he deadass said “are you me in girl version?”) so now i am being super dramatic over losing tHIS ONE FUCKING SOCK bc my roommate decided to toss all my wet laundry onto a chair rant over send tweet
Socks, one OF THE ONLY PAIRS i have in my apt,,, WHICH is a GOD DAMNED shame bc having smartwool socks was yet another thing i bonded over w harvard guy (he deadass said “are you me in girl version?”) so now i am being super dramatic over losing tHIS ONE FUCKING SOCK bc my roommate decided to toss all my wet laundry onto a chair rant over send tweet
ahhhhh im phonebanking today and he called me bc he got second in his bike race when he was expected to place last!! so proud!! Also it was a nice 15 min break from phonebanking
also when i called someone today they said “go fuck yourself” so thats lovely ahaha
also when i called someone today they said “go fuck yourself” so thats lovely ahaha
lolol i asked if he wanted to meet up tomorrow and he deadass said "i usually go into strict bedrest after race weekend... like until thursday" and i leave town thursday so i guess im not seeing him this week!!
...hurts just a little bit :')
...hurts just a little bit :')
omg so APPARENTLY last night he thought i was mad at him?? and then we texted for like an hour (after i was like “call me bc text doesnt express tone” or whatever) and he thought i was mad at him bc he went a lil crazy and bought me lots of chips??
and then he says “ I feel I have overindulged in your attention” like hes fucking jane eyre. goddamn, men r so goofy.
and then he says “ I feel I have overindulged in your attention” like hes fucking jane eyre. goddamn, men r so goofy.
this is so fucking cheesy but i can see myself becoming a better version of myself due to him
like i WANT to be that driven and kind person he thinks i am lol
also i am a little sad bc we haven’t bene talking/interacting as much but hopefully!! i will see him tomorrow after my dreadful exam
like i WANT to be that driven and kind person he thinks i am lol
also i am a little sad bc we haven’t bene talking/interacting as much but hopefully!! i will see him tomorrow after my dreadful exam
smh ! Now he’s barely chatting w me, both irl and text? Men r so goofy,,,, I stg I’m gonna bash him over the head with a big stick like teddy Roosevelt if he doesn’t get it together
how long is this man gonna fookin flirt before he asks me out
has a harvard degree but NO BRAIN APPARENTLY
has a harvard degree but NO BRAIN APPARENTLY
o ho ho!! just scheduled my ONE ON ONE interview w the director of res life!! almost an RA baybee
also i am going to this pancake sorority thing w harvard guy! i hung w him and some of his friends today-- and apparently one of his roommates was in my micro class last semester! his roommate remembered me bc i sat at the front and asked lots of questions, just like how everybody else remembers me lolol
ig me and harvard guy are in the talking stage ?? lowkey infuriating and my therapist was like "ya lol the whole thing about a relationship is u dont know what will happen next" and im over here vibrating out of my skin w anxiety ! but HOW LONG will it last my whole thing. bc we both have summer tings (he has a job w boeing, i have an internship) so we should probably enter a relationship BEFORE may?? idk i am,,, confusion
also i am going to this pancake sorority thing w harvard guy! i hung w him and some of his friends today-- and apparently one of his roommates was in my micro class last semester! his roommate remembered me bc i sat at the front and asked lots of questions, just like how everybody else remembers me lolol
ig me and harvard guy are in the talking stage ?? lowkey infuriating and my therapist was like "ya lol the whole thing about a relationship is u dont know what will happen next" and im over here vibrating out of my skin w anxiety ! but HOW LONG will it last my whole thing. bc we both have summer tings (he has a job w boeing, i have an internship) so we should probably enter a relationship BEFORE may?? idk i am,,, confusion
oh lordy where do i begin
last night i went to a party w harvard guy ! we ended up leaving my apt around 7:30ish (he biked over) and uber-ing over the house BUT we were a little early so we walked around the neighborhood (it was in the downtown area) before making our appearance. & there happened to be an insta famous cupcakery in the area so we split a peach tito’s cupcake at my insistence.
all in all, it was a decently nice party? fairly laid back, drum set + various other instruments so it was a fun time. after like three hours tho i was superrrr drained and passed out in one of the living rooms lol!! & harvard guy checked up on me 2x (i only noticed 1x but he was like “oh i thought u dipped”). we planned on leaving at 10:30 but left at like 12:30?? low key sucked bc i had work the next morning
but he ended up staying the night!!! bc when we got back to my place it was like 1am and i was not finna make him bike home in the dark. so he got to sleep on my spare mattress on the floor sksksksksk
but when i say this man does not shut up— he kept talking until 4am!! then when i woke up for work at 7 he was automatically SO perky?? like idk how thats humanly possible ! but he went back to sleep lol
anyways i came back from work at 12:30ish and we watched a movie and one ep of that gabriel fernandez docuseries and OH MY GOODNESS HE IS A HUMAN TEDDY BEAR. I was on an OXYTOCIN HIGH i shit u not !! ughhhhthskskskskskskksskskskks and then he left at 4:30 bc he had stuffs to do BUT I LOVED CUDDLING
just So Confused bc he was holding my hand and all that and it felt so natural yet this man ?? has not ?? made a move to kiss me? thoroughly displeased
anyways i have therapy tomorrow morning and cannot wait to hash it out w my therapist
last night i went to a party w harvard guy ! we ended up leaving my apt around 7:30ish (he biked over) and uber-ing over the house BUT we were a little early so we walked around the neighborhood (it was in the downtown area) before making our appearance. & there happened to be an insta famous cupcakery in the area so we split a peach tito’s cupcake at my insistence.
all in all, it was a decently nice party? fairly laid back, drum set + various other instruments so it was a fun time. after like three hours tho i was superrrr drained and passed out in one of the living rooms lol!! & harvard guy checked up on me 2x (i only noticed 1x but he was like “oh i thought u dipped”). we planned on leaving at 10:30 but left at like 12:30?? low key sucked bc i had work the next morning
but he ended up staying the night!!! bc when we got back to my place it was like 1am and i was not finna make him bike home in the dark. so he got to sleep on my spare mattress on the floor sksksksksk
but when i say this man does not shut up— he kept talking until 4am!! then when i woke up for work at 7 he was automatically SO perky?? like idk how thats humanly possible ! but he went back to sleep lol
anyways i came back from work at 12:30ish and we watched a movie and one ep of that gabriel fernandez docuseries and OH MY GOODNESS HE IS A HUMAN TEDDY BEAR. I was on an OXYTOCIN HIGH i shit u not !! ughhhhthskskskskskskksskskskks and then he left at 4:30 bc he had stuffs to do BUT I LOVED CUDDLING
just So Confused bc he was holding my hand and all that and it felt so natural yet this man ?? has not ?? made a move to kiss me? thoroughly displeased
anyways i have therapy tomorrow morning and cannot wait to hash it out w my therapist
i still cant fathom in the least why he’d be attracted to me
like im so insanely comfortable around him i guess i dont try?? like last night i was wearing my pj’s (xxl warren t-shirt & flannel pj pants) and he was like “oh you’re so cute when you’re tired” (SHUT UP AND LET ME SLEEP BRO) and after work i changed into my pikachu sweats w a big sweater)
ugh this MAN is so unfathomably cuddly i cannot bear it. my poor heart ! but it felt SO natural!! truly shooketh
like im so insanely comfortable around him i guess i dont try?? like last night i was wearing my pj’s (xxl warren t-shirt & flannel pj pants) and he was like “oh you’re so cute when you’re tired” (SHUT UP AND LET ME SLEEP BRO) and after work i changed into my pikachu sweats w a big sweater)
ugh this MAN is so unfathomably cuddly i cannot bear it. my poor heart ! but it felt SO natural!! truly shooketh
friends: "you're practically dating"
therapist: "sounds like you're in a relationship"
me: idk, does he even like me like that??
my therapist says he may just move slow but I AM IMPATIENT and want more cuddles right tf now
i was seriously on an oxytocin high tho. like after he left i literally didnt do anything for the next seven hrs before i went to sleep
therapist: "sounds like you're in a relationship"
me: idk, does he even like me like that??
my therapist says he may just move slow but I AM IMPATIENT and want more cuddles right tf now
i was seriously on an oxytocin high tho. like after he left i literally didnt do anything for the next seven hrs before i went to sleep
u know ur touch starved when u go practically nuts from sitting close to each other and think about the cuddle sesh u had two days ago
