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Apr 06, 2018 07:31AM
Nyx smiled a bit. “Hi there Isaiah...” he whispered to the boy in his arms. He shifted how he held him, moving so Kai could lean on him. He kissed Kai’s head softly. “Yeah. Me too. This worked out pretty well, especially considering the rocky start we had and everything..” he agreed softly. “Desmond got your blue eyes..” he commented softly, looking at the older boy for a moment. Nyx didn’t want to have to leave their side again. He wanted to stay with Kai and their two sons, to the point where he was almost tempted to let Riley step up as alpha and him step down. But he knew he couldn’t do that, it would cause too many problems.
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”Mmm. He did. He still looks more like you though. There isn’t gonna be a way to hide it. The other weres are gonna know who their dad is,” Kai commented, concern edging into his voice as he watched their sons. He wanted their sons to be safe, to protect them. Someone had already been mad enough to try and kill him while he was pregnant, who was to say that someone else wouldn’t try? Kai shook his head to himself and nuzzled into Nyx’s shoulder. He just wanted them to be a family together, to raise their sons together. But they couldn’t because of that damned hierarchy. ”You’ll come see them as much as possible, right?” he queried, his voice muffled by Nyx’s shirt.
Nyx nodded slightly. “I know. I’m sorry about that..” he mumbled quietly even though it was just genetics, something that was out of his control. He shifted how he held Isaiah so he could wrap his arm around Kai. He held him close. “Yes. Of course I will. Whenever I can. It’s only like an hour from my apartment to here, going the speed limit. I could get here a lot quicker in wolf form and be here most nights with you... ” He promised. Riley had already agreed to help cover for him as much as he could and other than that, Nyx would just have to find times to sneak away. “But if it puts your safety at risk, I’m not gonna come as much... I don’t want you hurt or our pups hurt..” He Mumbled. Nyx held Kai close, kissing the top of his head.
Kai took a deep breath as Nyx assured him. The more time they spent together, the easier he seemed to be able to tell what he was worried about. "Just come over as much as possible." was all he said in response. He sat there in quiet for a few more moments until, inevitably, Desmond began to cry. Kai straightened himself out and started to bounce him gently to try and calm him. After a few minutes of that, Kai's mother stood up and walked over. "He's probably hungry again. I'll go warm up some milk and feed him. You rest, hon," she said, gently lifting Desmond into her arms. "Alpha, follow me. We'll put him in a swing out here and Y'all can have some quiet time," Kai's mother instructed. Nyx may be her leader, and she still respected him by saying his title and not his name, but when it came to the health and care of her grandkids, she didn't give suggestions or leave things open. They had to be done and they had to be done when she said so.
“I will. I swear. And I’ve got the next few days with you too.” Nyx promised. He frowned slightly as Desmond got more upset and watched as Kai’s mom took him. He nodded at her instructions. “Yes ma’am.” He said softly, being respectful to her. He kissed Kai’s cheek. “I’ll come back and lay with you in a few.” He assured before getting up. Isaiah fussed a bit more in his arms and he bounced him gently as he followed his mom. “You can call me Nyx. There’s no need to call me alpha while I’m here. Just like I don’t call any of you by your rank.” He told her. “And thank you. I know I definitely wouldn’t be able to know what I’m doing with any of this so thank you for making sure Kai and our two sons are well taken care of.” He said, looking at her for a moment before bowing his head in respect.
"It's only my duty, Alpha. He is my son and they are my grandsons. I would never not care for them," Kai's mother replied, ignoring what Nyx had said about his title. She was old and set in her ways. She followed tradition. "Place Isaiah in the swing right there. Make sure his head is between the cushions," she instructed, gesturing with her chin and watching Nyx for a moment. She returned her attention to the fussing pup in her arms and shifted him so he was held in one arm while she put milk in the microwave. "Go back to Kai, Alpha," she told him, keeping her eyes on Desmond.
((Sorry. Life's a bitch.))
((It’s alright))Nyx nodded slightly, biting his lip but not gonna force her to call him Nyx. “If you want, I’m usually up at night. I can get up and take care of them if you’ll teach me a bit..” He offered softly. He kissed Isaiah’s forehead gently. “It’s okay little one..” he assured softly before gently setting him in the swing with his head between the cushions as he was instructed. Nyx straightened and looked at her. “Are you sure there’s nothing more I can do?” He asked, feeling like he was just gonna be a bother if they wouldn’t let him help.
Kai's mother took out the bottle and placed the nipple in Desmond's mouth, looking up as he started to feed. She smiled softly at him, holding the bottle in one hand as she held Desmond in the other arm. "I will certainly teach you, Alpha. I will teach both go you. However, for now, go spend time with Kai. This will be the last time that you two can be alone. Enjoy it," she prompted, looking back down at Desmond as he fed. She then made a point of ignoring Nyx but turned towards the baby swing to keep an eye on Isaiah as well.
Nyx nodded. “Alright..” he mumbled softly, still not really wanting to leave but kai needed him too. He looked between his two sons for a moment. He smiled faintly and went back to Kai’s room. He gently sat down beside him on the bed. “Isaiah is in the swing and Desmond’s being fed. She sent me back to be with you.” He said softly, kissing the side of his head.
Kai shifted in his bed as he listened to the soft murmurings between Nyx and his mother. The talking soon stopped and moments later, Nyx appeared in his room. "Mmm. That's good. Maybe we can just rest a little bit," he replied, leaning into Nyx. All things considered, Kai was exhausted but he wanted to spend some more quiet moments together with Nyx before their lives became the epitome of chaos. Having twins was not a exceedingly rare occurrence for weres. What what be insane was raising to young were boys. They would be spazes until they mellowed out at about 5 or 6.
Nyx moved and gently wrapped an arm around Kai. “Okay. I’m not going anywhere. I promise..” he assured softly. He was worried about how Kai was gonna raise these pups, feeling guilty that he wasn’t gonna be there all the time to help him. He held Kai close. “I love you.” He kissed his head softly. “You really should sleep Kai, you did quite a lot today.”
Kai shook his head and looked up at him. ”I want to spend time with you,” he replied, tipping his head up and kissing his cheek. At that moment, he was struck with the realization that furthering their relationship from where it was was going to be exceedingly difficult with twins in the mix. Especially since they would never be able to go out, even if Kai’s parents watched their sons for a few hours. ”Yeah. I want to stay up with you,” Kai stated again, resting his head on his shoulder and curling close to him in the bed.
((Must’ve missed the notification, sorry)) Nyx watched him for a moment, smiling softly st the kiss. “I know you do. I just don’t want to be keeping you up.. you’re probably not going to be getting much sleep now anyways.” He commented. He shifted and wrapped his arms around him. He kissed the top of his head. “I love you Kai..” he said, resting his head on his.
Kai shrugged. "I won't get to see you much either," he replied softly then smiled. "I love you too, Nyx." It had taken him so long for him to fall in love with Nyx, especially after the struggle at the beginning. Yet, now that he had, Kai could not deny that he loved him. He loved Nyx and he loved their pups. If only things had been different and they could be open and show their love and raise their pups together. "I wish we could raise them together," Kai whispered after a long pause. He wanted to make sure that Desmond and Isaiah knew their daddy and knew who he was and that he loved them. Kai wanted all of that and more.
Nyx shrugged. “I’ll be here every night almost..” He assured. He looked at him. “We are gonna raise them together. It’s not gonna be perfect or normal but I’m gonna be here and be a part of all three of your lives. They’re our sons, I don’t want them growing up not knowing us both..” he said softly, biting his lip.
"I hope so. I really do," Kai murmured, his eyes growing involuntarily heavy with sleep. He tucked his face into Nyx's neck and curled close to him, his hands resting on his chest. Kai said a few more unintelligible words before his eyes fell and he drifted off to sleep.
((Sorry this is short. Should we skip somewhere?)
Nyx held him close. He gently kissed the top of his head. “Goodnight Luna.” He whispered. He closed his eyes and just laid with him while he slept. He dozed off occasionally but only slept for s few minutes at a time. ((It’s alright. Mine was short too. We can skip, I don’t know where to though?))
((I'm not sure tbh... Maybe Kai has moved back into his apartment and Nyx is with him? I'm kinda running dry at the moment.))
((Alright. We can do that. I dunno of any other stuff we can add right now. Would you like to start or do you want me to?)
((Sure. How long should it be after the twins were born?)
((Okay)Nyx sighed softly. It was early evening and he was finally done with stuff for the day. He hadn’t been sleeping much between going back and forth to Kai and the twins and getting up with them whenever they woke up in the night. He went back to his apartment and took a quick shower, getting dressed before heading back fo Kai’s place. He finally had a key so he quietly let himself in. He smiled and shut the door behind him, looking around for Kai.
Kai was absolutely exhausted. Their sons were now two and a half months old and there were some days when he wished he didn't have two little ones relying on him. At the moment, both boys were in their cribs in the nursery, hopefully napping for a few hours. Kai sat on the couch and closed his eyes, letting out a soft groan. He nearly drifted off before one started crying again. Kai let out a heavy sigh and pushed himself up off the couch. "Me too, baby. Me too," he murmured to himself and swiftly made his way into the room. It was Desmond. "Oh. Baby boy. What are we crying about, hmm? What's wrong?"
Nyx quietly came In the house. He heard the crying and quietly came into the room. He kissed Kai’s temple, wrapping an arm around him for a moment. “Hey Luna. Here. Let me take him for a bit. You’ve had them all day and look exhausted..” He offered softly. He gently took Desmond into his arms, looking him over and bouncing him gently. “He doesn’t need to be changed. Hungry maybe?” He guessed, glancing at Kai. He knew sometimes what was going on but was always paranoid and double checking stuff.
Kai jumped a bit as Nyx wrapped an arm around him. However, he was his saving grace as he took Desmond from him and held him in his own arms. "He's probably hungry. I can warm up some milk," he replied quietly, reaching up and giving him a kiss on the cheek before leaving the room to heat up the milk for Desmond. He took one bag from the fridge and emptied it into a baby bottle, then placing it into the microwave. "It'll be done in a couple minutes," Kai informed, rather absentmindedly. He wasn't sure why he had said that since Nyx knew how it worked by that point.
Nyx nodded. He held Desmond close, bouncing him gently to quiet him a bit. He checked on Isaiah before leaving the room and shutting the door part way so Desmond wouldn’t wake him up as well. He joined him in the kitchen. “You should go try and get s bit of a nap Luna.” He suggested, getting Desmond to quiet for a moment. Nyx got the bottle from the microwave and checked to make sure it wasn’t too hot before giving it to Desmond and holding it as he drank.
Kai was hesitant to do that. It wasn't because he didn't trust Nyx, because he did. Kai trusted Nyx with their pups more than almost anyone. But the mothering part of him wanted to stay near them just in case something happened. He was drawn to his pups because he wanted to protect them and be there for them. At the same time, a nap sounded absolutely wonderful and his bed was the most inviting place at the moment. "Alright. I'll lay down for a while. Wake me if you need anything," Kai answered, looking over at him. He brushed his thumb over Desmond's cheek affectionately before padding off to his bedroom, softly closing the door. Kai sat on his bed and didn't even bother with the covers as he laid down.
Nyx nodded slightly. “I will. Just rest for a bit. I’ll make dinner in a while too.” He assured gently, holding Desmond. He smiled faintly and watched Kai go to bed. He went and sat on the couch with Desmond. He felt decently confident with taking care of them, he just was scared to do the wrong thing or have something bad happen. But Kai wasn’t far if he needed him. He set the bottle down when Desmond finished. He burped him and rocked him gently, humming. He went back to sleep after a bit so he took him back to the crib and laid him down. Nyx went back to the kitchen and rinsed the bottle out before going into Kai’s bedroom. He laid down wit Kai for a bit.
Kai was asleep in minutes, stretched out across the bed, not in the mood for caring. He was exhausted and all he wanted was sleep, he didn’t care how he got it. Kai rolled over as Nyx came, causing him to face Nyx as he slept. He mumbled quietly as he was jostled and shifted closer. ”Nyx,” he whispered, talking in his sleep. A nap with Nyx probably would have been better in Kai’s opinion but he would take what he could get.
Nyx laid down carefully, trying not to wake him. “I’m right here Luna.” He assured softly, kissing his cheek. He laid near him and stayed quiet, just relaxing. He listened for the twins so he could get up to take care of them if needed. He wanted Kai to rest and the system they had worked decently well. Kai took care of them during the day and then Nyx came over as soon as he could and would get up with them at night.
Kai fell back asleep, curled up close to Nyx. As the two laid there together, the twins slept peacefully in their nursery. But only for a time as Isaiah woke up a few hours later and decided to scream his lungs off. He kicked and screamed in his bassinet, wanting attention and to be fed as he elder twin had been only a few hours ago.
Nyx dozed off for a bit, laying close and holding Kai. Hewas a light sleeper though so he woke up as soon as Isaiah started screaming. He untangled himself from Kai and got up. “I’m coming Little one.” He Mumbled, heading to the nursery sleepily. He reached and gently picked Isaiah up. “Hey. Shhh..” he bounced him gently as he went to get a bottle.
Isaiah calmed down a little bit when Nyx picked him up but continued to cry and squirm. He looked up at his father, his green eyes bright through his tears as he peered up at him. Isaiah fussed as Nyx got the bottle ready but once it was in his mouth, the pup settled down. He down the down the bottle in no time, cooing and squirming when he had finished.
Nyx got the bottle ready and gave it to Isaiah. “You look so much like me..” he observed softly, holding him as he drank. He smiled s bit and set the bottle down when he finished it. He held Isaiah gently, kissing his head and gently rocking him in hopes of getting him to go back to sleep. Then he could go back and lay with Kai.
Isaiah, being stubborn so young, showed no signs of sleepiness and raised his hands, making grabbing motions at the air. Isaiah gurgled, cooing and squealing. He clearly intended on staying up for the time being.
Kai had woken up, the curse of a weird sleep schedule, and had padded out into the living room. He leaned against the doorjamb, resting his head there too. Kai's lips turned into a soft smile as he watched the two of them together. He didn't get to see many moments like that because he was usually asleep when Nyx was there. "Bring him to the bedroom," Kai suggested softly, still smiling sweetly at them.
Nyx smiled and rolled his eyes. “Stubborn too. Of course.” He leaned down and lightly kissed Isaiah’s forehead before he heard Kai. He glanced over at him and nodded. “Alright.” He agreed. He quietly came back over to Kai, lightly kissing his cheek. He followed him back to bed, sitting down with Isaiah still in his arms.
Kai turned and walked back into their bedroom. He sat on the bed and scooted over to his side. "Here," he murmured and gently took Isaiah from Nyx's arms, laying him down on the bed so that the pup would be between them. Kai laid on his side and propped his head up with his hand, elbow on the mattress. "This is worth missing sleep for," Kai commented quietly, placing a hand on Isaiah's stomach and making gentle circles, hoping to calm him to sleep. He looked up at his mate and smiled softly at him. Oh, if so many other things were different. But Kai was happy, content, with what he had.
Nyx shifted and laid on his side, facing Kai and Isaiah. Isaiah kept reaching and trying to grab stuff so he held his hand out to him, letting him grab and hold onto his thumb. He glanced at Kai for a moment and nodded. “Yeah. It definitely is.” He agreed softly. He smiled a bit. “I know this isn’t probably what you planned on for what you wanted in life. And I’m sorry. But I really don’t regret it. For me though, Getting to be with you And our pups. It’s worth it.” He told Kai softly, smiling st him.
Kai returned his answer to the little pup as he grabbed at his daddy's fingers and smiled a naked smile, no teeth in sight. "It's not, if I'm being honest, but I wouldn't trade any of it in. All those terrible things brought us here, as cheesy as that sounds. We have two beautiful pups and while how we're together isn't ideal, at least we are. As long as they grow up to know you, I'm okay," Kai stated, giving his speech in soft tones. He watched their pup the whole time but looked up as he finished speaking.
Nyx nodded slightly, listening to him. He smiled softly. “Alright. I’m glad you wouldn’t trade it cause I wouldn’t. I love you Luna.” He told him softly, smiling at him. He watched Kai for a moment before looking back to their pup, unable to keep his attention off him. “How much longer until they might start sleeping through the night?” He asked curiously.
"It's probably going to be quite a while still. My mother said that I didn't sleep through the night consistently until I was a year and a half old but every child is different. So, in other words, I'm not so certain as to when that will happen. Hopefully soon for all our sakes," Kai answered with a soft chuckle. He fell silent for a moment as he watched their pup but was still listening for Desmond's cries, if he was to wake up. He leaned forward a little and placed a kiss on Nyx's cheek. It was something he had been doing a lot more often recently.
Nyx nodded slightly. “Alright.” He shrugged at him. “Hopefully soon.” He agreed. “And hopefully they won’t end up like I was for a while. I would sleep all day and be up all night. It drove my mom nuts.” He told him, not really mentioning much of his past before but that was just something he remembered. Nyx smiled brightly when he kissed his cheek, turning his head slightly and kissing his cheek in return before he could move back.
Kai smiled and kept the smile over his face as he brushed his thumb gently across their sons's cheek. For a while, he just laid there with the two of them, not once hearing the elder twin cry. The moment was peaceful and sweet and he loved it so much. When Isaiah had finally fallen asleep, Kai took the little pup into his arms and sat up on the bed. "I'll be right back," he whispered to Nyx, although he wasn't looking at him. Kai tiptoed to the nursery and almost grinned when he laid him down and let without either of them stirring. Kai made a quick escape and crawled back into the bed, pulling the blanket over himself.
Nyx laid there contently with them. He gently took his thumb back from Isaiah once he fell asleep. He nodded slightly and let Kai take him back to the nursery. He moved under the blankets and closer to Kai’s side, wrapping his arms around him once he came back. “Back to sleep with you too now. We’ve got maybe an hour before Desmond will be up again too.” He said softly.
Kai curled up close to his mate and rested his head on his chest. "I'll see what I can do about falling back asleep," he quipped but still stayed close to him, sleepier than he would care to admit. "I hope you can stay during the day soon so we can spend some actual time together. Even if it means the pups are up too," Kai commented, drawing random shapes on Nyx's chest.
((I'm sorry that these keep getting shorter.))
Nyx nodded slightly, looking at him. He thought for a moment. “What about tomorrow?” He offered softly. “I’m just supposed to meet up with a few people. I can call or text in the morning and say I’ve got a really bad hangover or something and reschedule.” He suggested. He wanted to spend more time with Kai and their pups more than anything, he would even give up his pack position for more time with them. Except that would make it more challenging for him to ensure that Kai stayed protected.
(It’s alright. Sometimes it’s hard to write long things. I’m trying to give good replies for you to answer..)
