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Ruby~am I a part of the cure?
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Jun 10, 2014 03:11PM
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((lol I'm sorry. ;c I just couldn't think of a reply till now. Well i'll cya laters then, Ruby. c:))
Hunter held her, rubbing her arm and shoulders soothingly, trying to make her feel better. "Yeah I know it's different." he murmured. "But I know you can do it." He didn't know why he was being so nice to her. He was trying not to, he didn't feel like this was who he was. Maybe save up the roughness for when she's strong enough to take it. Right now she just needed his help and support, and frankly, he was going to give it to her. He needed her, always. He kissed her forehead gently when she said they were in this together. "I love you too." he said softly and quietly. They didn't say that much to each other. It was just kind of known. So why say it out loud?Hunter nodded when she said she would go to rehab. "Alright." he nodded. "We'll need to save up a little more, cut down our budget..." he sighed "Work extra shifts." he pulled her closer, letting her rest against him, holding her. "But this time, it has to work, Kalona. After this time, you can't start taking again. We can't afford to send you back there again. Alright?" he lay her down gently when she fell asleep then lay down next to her, closing his eyes.
Before, Kalona did fall asleep she continued to listen to him speaking wondering how he was being so nice and thoughtful at the moment. She kind of felt he was treating her more like from a couple who was always constantly hurting which they are but she was the one hurting because she would always get hurt but she tried to ignore it quite simply."How is it your being so thoughtful and kind if I keep getting hurt and hurting you, Hunter? I'll make you lose your job before you even know it because of my actions and thoughts."Rosie just held onto him without thinking and staid as close as she could possibly get so she wouldn't feel lonely at the moment. She nodded when he asked, "Alright?" about it and she knew it would cost more the second time so she would truly make it worthwhile. It was only after she fell asleep she staid close to his body for warmth and the feeling of knowing he would always hold her close to protect her and care for her no matter what.
"I don't know why I'm being nice, Rosie. I don't know. Maybe because I love you more than love itself or maybe because you're the only person I have left in the world to call mine. Or maybe you're the only reason I find the strength to wake up every morning. I honestly don't know.." he murmured softly as she fell asleep. "I know we fight a lot. I know I get mad at you easily. But I'm trying. You know I'm trying. I'm sorry I keep hurting you. I know it's all my fault. Just try to understand, Rosie. I never want to hurt you but I do it anyway. I don't know why you put up with me. If I were you, I'd leave myself instantly. I don't think anyone else can love me the way you do. No one can understand me like you do. I need you Rose. I can't live without you. I have to be like this with you so that I don't make you run off. Even though I know you won't, I am just trying to give you what you deserve. I'm trying to be good for you." he whispered to her as she slept
Rosie just held onto him while she slept not hearing a thing or maybe she did and she choose to ignore it. But she couldn't ignore it because she was crying tears of joy in her sleep with a gentle and sad smile still hearing his words re-play itself in his head along with the song they danced to when they first met. Silly to say it was a re-mix song but it was better then nothing. To be honest she was thinking of how they first met and it took awhile to remember because even she forgot for a little bit till now. They met through friends and slowly did everything and anything together. Dancing, drinking,drugs,etc. You name it they would do it. But somehow she just couldn't help but think she needed him right now more then and ever just like he needed her. Without each other they wouldn't be able to last another day or live another day. But they still made it strong for five years straight even with their bickering and disagreements twenty four/seven. It was only when she held onto him she couldn't help but see nightmares once again and maybe it was the hallucinations getting worse or maybe it was her thinking of their future. For all honesty, Rosie just couldn't help squirming back and forth as she just felt her body slowly going into panic mode which meant her breathing was getting shallower as well."Noo that shouldn't happen! T-That shouldn't be possible for us, Hunter. D-Don't leave m-me please?! P-please?!"She said stuttering and slightly hyperventilating at the same time. The only reason she kept saying it was because the nightmare showed her when she was thirty something already married to him and even having a kid or two while he walked out on their kid. It was a pretty sad nightmare but it couldn't be helped right then.
He remembered the day they met. He had met her through their mutual friend, when he was visiting Europe. They spent his whole stay together and she showed him around many places. He convinced her to come back with him and they'd been together ever since. Hunter looked at her when she started shaking, holding her tightly against him. "Shhh, Kalona, I'm right here. Calm down." he said, trying to wake her up a little. Her wrapped the blanket around her, cradling her in his arms.
Kalona somehow did calm down and she didn't know how it was possible but she did while her heart was still beating faster then should be but it slowly settled down as she gently clutched onto him and opened her eyes to gaze up at him."S-Sorry I was just having a b-bad dream."She stuttered slightly as she glanced down with a frown for feeling she did something horrid that shouldn't be possible."I-I'll just shut up."She muttered as she glanced the other direction and not at him.
He nodded, stroking her hair silky blonde hair back, which was still quite damp. He examined her pretty, delicate model-like face. Even when she was in this state, she was still so attractive, her features so striking. Her accent so sexy. He loved everything about her, physically and personality wise. He turned her chin gently back towards him, "Hey, hey. It's okay." he murmured, then leaned down and kissed her softly.
She blinked slightly as she felt his lips on hers but kissed him back as well. It was only when, Kalona broke free of his lips she just gazed at him curiously."Is something interesting than meets the eye right now?"She asked but then laughed it off as she knew the answer without even asking him."You just love how the way I look right now. Typical american's."She teased with a roll of her eyes but smirked small."And besides, Hunter american's slightly do have accents just depends where you live. Besides just because I'm european doesn't mean I always well have an accent. But then again europeans always have accents."She said softly. Kalona gently got out of his arms and went over to the laptop that was sitting on the dresser and started putting music on."Call me silly but I don't care."She said with a soft laugh as she played the song they first heard awhile ago which was, "Rather Be by Clean Bandit." But the catch was it was a remix version instead. Kalona slowly danced around the room and laughed softly as he watched his look and slowly started dancing to the living room and shaking her body in any which direction. Not her typical dancing just fun and kind of like freestyle. (view spoiler)
((haha love the post and the song))Hunter kissed her gently, starting to deepen it when she pulled away, he moved away with a slight groan, smirking at her gently, glad she was feeling better.
He laughed a little and leaned back "You know me so well." he tapped her nose, stroking her cheek gently, adoring her features. "Well, I know we have accents. But not like yours." he said, pecking her cheek softly and quickly. "Yours is sexy. One of the main reasons I fell in love with you." he teased. "I could listen to you speak all day, especially when you call home in different languages. I can just listen to that all the time." her voice was soft and gentle with a sexy vibe to it and he just adored it.
Hunter watched her get up, the rare, loving smile.plastered on his lips as he leaned back on the bed, propping his head up so he could watch what she was doing. He laughed as he heard the song play. "Love this song!" he said, then watched her dance, grinning a bit. He whistled for her, watching her body move. He loved watching her dance. She had the perfect, most beautiful body, with the right amount of curves on the right places and the way she moved was so natural, so smooth, so hot.
He quickly got up and followed her, not wanting to leave her alone and wanting to cherish their happy moments together. It wasn't all the time they could be this relaxed and carefree. He went to her and grinned, chuckling a bit as she danced, joining her as he placed his hands on her waist, boring his forehead against hers. "I love you so much Rosie. Never forget that."
((D'aww thank you. ;o))Kalona staid by him before she moved around and danced."I do for one because I met you in, Europe and showed you around, Hungry. I only came here for you. If it wasn't for you I would be there by myself."Kal merely purred softly when he tapped her nose and stroked her cheek."Oh mine is sexy? Is it because I'm european? Perhaps so. But just because I'm european doesn't mean I'm all that."She stated.
Rosie couldn't help giggling when she heard his whistle. She danced around everywhere with different techniques and smirked small as she saw him following her."I-I'm happy you followed me."She breathed. It was only when he held her by the waist she stopped and just gazed up at."I do too, Hunter. Without you I would still be in, Europe well with only god knows what. I just don't want to go back there unless you want to. Europe isn't exactly a fun place for, Americans unless you want to get hurt or die. I just don't know."She said softly with tears staining her cheeks and eyes.
"Yeah, I know. I don't love you because you're European, Kal. That has nothing to do with it. I mean, I do love that you are, but it doesn't matter to me where you're from, just who you are and how you love and tolerate me." he said gently, reassuring her. "Your voice isn't sexy because it's European. It's sexy because it's yours."He smiled, watching her, and was surprised when she suddenly because emotional. "Hey, hey.." he murmured, soothingly, wiping away her tears with his thumb. "We aren't going anywhere unless you want to. We have our lives here, remember? Now be happy. Do what you do best." he said, referring to dancing. He glanced down at her rosy pink lips, and back into her deep blue eyes. His hand slid to her bottom, jokingly, trying to cheer her up, grinning. "Before the song ends."
Kalona just gazed at him continuing to listen to his voice more then the words. His voice sounded so sweet and yet so husky sometimes that she wondered how could she not fall for him. He was one of those typical bad guy's you shouldn't date but he was perfect for her and she couldn't help but feel herself wanting to do anything and everything with him right then and now. But somehow she got out of the daze and did hear some parts."Well thank you. That means a lot mister hottie."She teased with a giggle."I don't know what I'm even saying right now."She said with a shake of her head. Rosie just stared up at him and smiled small as she kissed his lips deeply while wrapping her arms around her neck. It was only when she unlaced her lips from his she nodded."You got it."She said with a soft giggle as took arm away from his neck and danced around him kind of a bit sexily but slowly broke free of dancing around him and danced else where. It was only when she came back to dancing next to him she lost her footing because of the wooden floor and gripped onto his hand which made him fall down on top of her when she fell. "S-Sorry. I-I didn't mean to."She stuttered nearly blushing scarlett as she glanced the other way feeling her heart beat faster because of the moment.
Hunter laughed softly. "You're very welcome." he said before kissing her intensely, gripping her tightly. He wished he could do this all day. He was a little surprised because usually he was the one to make a move on her and not the other way around. He liked it. He knew he had been bad to her. He let all this happen to her. He never made her stop taking the drugs before, instead he encouraged it and joined her. Now she was miserable and weak and it was all because of him. He couldn't fail a loved one again, so this is why he was actually being as nice as he could to her. He couldn't bare losing her. She was all he had left. He regretted everything. He looked at her for a moment when she pulled back and released his grip on her, letting her go. He watched her dance around him with a smirk, enjoying every bit of it. Perks of dating a dancer. He couldn't help touching her here and there as she danced around him. He smiled as she danced around the room, admiring the way her body swayed so perfectly and elegantly. He was lost in a daze when she came back to him, so he didn't react quick enough to her tripping, and fell right on her, but not crushing her. "Ah.. Are you okay?" he asked, and couldn't help but laugh a little. He brushed some hair behind her ear, smiling down at her lovingly.
Wait I'm not done
Now I am.. Accidentally pressed post first, hehe
Oh it's fine. I was like what for a moment then like oh she didn't finish it o.o I'll reply in a minute or two. c:))
Kalona just merely gazed up at him and kind of just shrugged. Was she really okay in the sense of the mind and body? Or was she losing it and he was really trying to help her no matter what? Quite honestly she didn't know at all. But she thought it over and still shrugged about it."I-I don't know. I feel okay but I think my back hurts a lot."She said with a slight cringe and gently held onto him.((Sorry I kind of had writers block. >~<))
((happens to the best of us..))"You feel okay but you think your back hurts a lot... Okay Kalona." he said, getting off of her, sighing a little. He felt embarrassed to think that this would turn into a moment and they would start seriously getting it on. Of course she was just hurt. He helped her up gently. "Well does it hurt?" he asked, leading her back to the bedroom where he helped lay her down in case it hurt. "I could rub something on it if it really does. I still have that ointment I used for when I broke my arm last year." he said. He had gotten into a car accident while he was drunk, but he wasn't driving, the cab driver was. He wasn't that careless.
((Mhm.))She just sighed softly while raking her hand through her hair softly. She did was gently pull him the couch before he even thought to bring her to the bed."I think I got to stop getting hurt over every silly thing. I shouldn't be that ditzy or stupid. I just think I'm not hurt but I felt like I was hurt. I just don't know what I want anymore."Kalona said softly as she sat on his lap where they both sat on the couch. As for, Rosie she just stared up at him and smirked small.
Hunter sighed and leaned back. She was so impossible. And confusing. Talk about confusing. Was she hurt or not? What was she trying to say? What does she mean, she doesn't know what she wants? Didn't she want him? Was she having second thoughts about him? Of course she's not. She just told me how much she loves me, just a while ago.. I'm definitely over thinking this."It's okay. It's not your fault, you're just a little bit fragile and clumsy. Not a great combination but you should try to be more careful. I can't always be around to pick you up when you fall." he reminded, his hands resting on her stomach, after his arms clasped around her like a seatbelt, his lap being the seat. He smiled at her and kissed her head and then her neck, sitting in a position where it was hard to reach anywhere else.
Kalona couldn't help but laugh softly and merely nodded."That's definitely true. I know and I'm trying not to be like that combination or be dependent on you all the time. I really am trying."She said softly and gently rested against him with a gentle smile."You know I love you right, Hunter? I would do anything for you whatever the case or the cause. I would be there till the bitter end. I always learned such tragedy living in Europe as a kid that I never had a good life like I do here in, America with you. You made living here so worthwhile that sometimes I forget the past and the other horrid parts."Rosie said quietly as she rested against him with a quiet sigh.
"Mmhmm.." he murmured softly through her hair, as he rested his lips on her head. He barely listened to what she was saying. Her voice was so beautiful, it was hard to concentrate on the words. Her accent made it even more difficult to catch what she was saying, but normally he was used to it by now so he could understand what she was saying. He was actually a little hungry right now too. He caught a few words of what she was saying though. "Forget the past Rose.."
Rosie just listened and closed her eyes."I'm sorry if you didn't understand it. My english is still bad as you can tell but trying to get better."She laughed softly of it and just slowly felt more relaxed and focused on him as she smiled small and gently got out of his arms and pushed him lightly onto the couch so his back was lying down and she was lying on top of him."Sorry I just wanted to lay like this."She said quietly.
Hunter chuckled and nodded, understanding. "It's okay. I know you're trying. Your English is good enough for us to communicate, so I think that's all that matters." he assured, squeezing her gently. He looked at her as she unclasped his arms from around her and pushed her back. He lay back and smiled a crooked smile, sliding an arm around her waist. He looked up at her from below. "I'm liking the view.." he murmured.
Kalona couldn't help but chuckle softly."At least you can speak english without trying to have an issue since it's your first language."She teased before she kissed his nose and then his lips. Afterwards she couldn't help but laugh again as she heard his last moment."Hunter!"She stated and rolled her eyes."Typical guys. All they want is a good view and sex."She said with a quiet sigh but smiled small and rested gently against him."Later can I meet your friends perhaps? Or am I not allowed to?"She asked softly.
"Oh, come on. Remember how hopeless I was at speaking Hungarian language when I was back there? I could barely speak a few words. I was the outside then. It's okay though. Honestly, you don't need to worry about it." he assured, poking her cheek playfully. He kissed her back when her lips met his and tried holding it longer but she pulled away fast. He laughed when she said what all guys wanted. "Both of which you deny me so often..." he joked, moving his hands up and down her sides gently and slowly. "You've met all of my friends already, though. You can meet them again if you want to.. I don't see why you would want to." he shrugged.
"Yeah I remember. I'm still learning English and I'm going no where with it. Except maybe a little bit."Rosie said softly. Though she couldn't help but giggle when he poked her cheeks like he just did. Kalona couldn't help but give him the benefit of the doubt at that moment."True and true. I guess because some of them are interesting and I like hanging with you and them as well sometimes."Rosie said softly as she rested her head against his chest.
"No.. You've improved quite a bit." he said, honestly. At first, Kalona used to find it difficult to find words to say to him and sometimes would say it in the other language which would cause problems for them, but now she knew most of all the words she needed to know and she spoke clearly and it was all fine. He didn't mind it one bit. He liked it actually. He pulled her closer, and higher on top of him, so that her jaw reached his lips and he kissed it softly, rolling his eyes a bit when she said it was true that he denied him of the two things. "All right, we can invite some over later, if you want. We'd need to clean up a little though.." he murmured against her skin.
"Actually that's right I do have."She said with a soft smile. To be blunt it took awhile to get used to English but somehow she could still talk perfectly clear and fine even though she was a late bloomer with learning english. It was only when she was thinking she felt him tugging her closer to him that she blinked."Hey there mister give me a warning before you do that. I wasn't expecting you to do that right now."Rosie said slightly shocked.
He looked up at her again, slightly confused. "Why? Don't you like it?" He teased, propping his head up a bit to kiss her shoulder a bit too, softly. He move his head back down and smiled up at her, his hands resting a bit below her waistline. "You shouldn't expect anything from me. Haven't you heard? I'm bad. And unpredictable." he grinned.
"I do like it. A lot. It's just I didn't see it coming."She said quietly nearly blushing but shrugged it off as she giggled softly from his kiss on her shoulder."Sorry it just tickled me. I'm kind of ticklish in a way. But yes I heard. I guess it's good I fell for a unpredictable badboy like yourself. Your quite the good catch."Rosie chuckled as she kissed him deeply and sighed happily when he kissed her back.
"Yeah, I knew you would like it." he smirked, winking at her playfully. He chuckled when she said she was tickling, finding it cute. He held her tightly against him. "Yeah, you don't get them better than me." he said and kissed her back, hard, working his way into her mouth. Finally the good stuff.. he thought, closing his eyes and leaning back, holding her firmly. He loved being all relaxed like he was now.
Kalona smirked and continued to lay there listening to him."That's true. Your a one of the kind catch."She teased but blinked in surprise as he kissed her with tongue. She allowed him to do so and did the same to him as she sighed in happiness and delight. Almost melting into his touch.
Hunter chuckled a bit, then suddenly rolled them over, so quickly, so that she was on the bottom and he was on the top. He kissed her passionately, loving every moment of it. It was not many times that they were on well enough terms to let something like this happen. He was propped up by his hands so that he didn't crush her under his weight, but they were still tightly packed together, his chest pressed against hers.
She gazed up at him and smirked darkly as she felt her heart skipping a beat a little. But she didn't pay any mind to it except the fact she just wanted to be with him and enjoy their love with each other."I'm happy were like this right now. It's a rare moment."She breathed. Kal just gazed up at him and put her arms around his neck as she kissed his cheek and down to lips and back again to his cheek.
Hunter smirked back and nodded "Yeah me too." he said, closing his eyes as she kissed him. He wasn't sure how far she wanted to get with this. He didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable, not today at least. He kissed her gently along her neck, going down slowly, getting near her chest. His hands moved along to her sides and rubbed them.
[Want to pm or take it to email? I just don't want to get in trouble like last time. I already got in trouble with the gr folks as is. :x ]
(really? How? We could just time skip)
((I did it in the Detailed Roleplayers one and they sent me a message. ._. Maybe time skip?))
((Want to start perhaps or shall I? c:))
((it's your turn...))
((Oh yeah I forgot my bad.))It was only about maybe three hours later that, Hunter invited his friends and she was changing because of their fun time they had but somehow she felt better being changed and knowing he was there beside her if anything did happen badly. To be blunt she didn't know why she was getting so messed up with the drugs being not in her system but she couldn't help it as she glanced to the bandage being on her wrist up her arm because of the incident in the bathtub as well as with the scissors. It felt horrible to remember but she shrugged it off and went to go lay down on the bed till they arrived so she wouldn't completely lose it right then and now.
Hunter got up and stretched, all satisfied now. He had been wanting to do that for quite a while now but they weren't on well enough terms as yet. Not that that mattered much most of the times. Sometimes they would do it even when they were angry with each other. He smirked and shook his head, recalling what had just happened, before picking up his clothes from the floor, yanking them back on. He called some friends over and then started to clean up the place. Especially the sofa. And the kitchen. Then he went to see if the bathroom was okay.
Rosie just laid down feeling herself not able to function right now."Hunter? I don't think I can handle having your friends over right now. Just call it off please. I can't function right now and it's getting harder by the second. i keep seeing hallucinations and I quite honestly don't know what to do."She said quietly as she tried to keep her nails away from her arms so she wouldn't claw herself to bits. But for some reason she felt maybe living in the real world wouldn't be able to cut it in her position."Just take me to rehab before it gets worse. I don't think I'll last much longer if I don't have the pills in me or anything else to be honest."She said quietly with a slight frown and some tears staining her eyes.
Hunter sighed and came back to her after cleaning everything up. "Are you serious? I already called them. Ugh." he rolled his eyes before getting him phone. He texted all of them Plan's off. Maybe some other time guys. Sorry. he sighed and came back for her. "I don't think we can just walk into rehabilitation centre's.. I think I should take you to the hospital." he said, just thinking out loud he slipped on some shoes before helping her up. "Come, let's go."
"I am quite serious right now. I'm sorry I didn't want this to happen this way but it's getting out of hands for me and quite honestly I keep seeing hallucinations and things that aren't even real or suppose to be real, Hunter. I just can't take it anymore."Rosie said quietly while crying softly as she held onto him and burying her face into his chest while gently trying to hide the tears altogether."Maybe I wasn't meant to live in, America if this the life I keep living every single day. I just don't see any point anymore."She stated in a rather sad tone.
He rolled his eyes "It doesn't matter where you were living. What you did was your own choice. You'd been taking drugs even in Europe and you continued it here. This is all on you." he reminded, taking her to the car. He set her inside before getting in too, starting to drive to the hospital. "Just stop crying." he sighed looking at the road ahead of him.
