Els and Ruby!

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[It's fine. I'm he one sorry I forgot and been sick so I'm going to the doctor today and forgot to reply then was logged in all last night. Then on top of it all it just didn't save my reply. e.e ]

As for, Kalona she was just laying there waiting for him while thinking of her past again. Surely he would help her get over it just like she would help him move on with his younger sisters death? Surely not. Though he would come to help her right then and now right? He just had too. Though knowing to call him at work he hated as well. So she had it deep for her. But, Kal shook it off and merely did was lay there there wondering if she would make it through her dancing career or she would be done for altogether. If she was done for she could help as in become a dance instructor/teacher and she liked the idea of it. Perhaps if they had a kid she could teach he/she how to dance but knowing their situation it would be impossible to have a child. They always did fight and bicker over the simplest things to the most detailed kinds of things."If only we didn't argue so much I and him both can have a good life."She muttered just before she saw him rush through into the studio itself.

"Oh um well I just fell on top of my right leg and did some damage unless you want to help me see what happened to it. Or maybe it was I was thinking of the past and forgot a technique or two. I usually do."Rosey laughed it off softly but it slowly faded away as she thought of what she was going to say to him such as,"Can't you see what your doing to me and you too? Can't you see were fighting and were going to fight till the day we die? I just want a good life and to grow old but it's never going to work. I want you but I can't have you." Those mere words made her just somehow feel more upset then she already was and so you could see several tear drops trickling down her cheeks. Hopefully he didn't see at least.

[Ruby~am I a part of the cure?]

Hunter shook his head and grabbed onto her. "Are you serious? You called me from work just because you fell down?" he laughed bitterly, shaking his head, as he picked her up in his arms bridal style. "Jesus fucking Christ, Kalona, I thought you were dying." he muttered through clenched teeth as he brought her out, setting her inside the car. "You know you're an idiot, right?" he asked, slamming the door of her side shut and getting into the drivers side. "Couldn't you just call for help like any other person? Instead you called me and I had to travel miles just to get here. Stupid.." he shook his head, starting the car. "The fuck were you thinking? Can't take care of yourself now? I'll have to come and fetch you every time you trip? Can't you just focus? You're dancing for fuck's sake, you can't keep getting hurt." this continued for as long as it took for him to get to the emergency room. Then he helped her in to see a doctor.

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Maybe he was right or maybe he was wrong but he didn't have to always argue over the silliest things. It never seemed right and just cause she was blonde she was stupid. She did nothing except fell on top of her right leg. But she didn't stand for it anymore. She would not at all. Kalona glanced at him with a glare it could almost kill a person."Do not tell me I'm stupid and I fell down for nothing. I fell on top of my leg which could've done some damage. You say I do everything wrong how about you?! You always smoke and do alcohol and I just do drugs. Just look at yourself. You won't even get over your sisters death. I'm pathetic and stupid? I'm the stupid one?!"She couldn't help herself from yelling this time because there was no between at times and even she knew it. When he stopped at the hospital however she didn't even go in the hospital with him she just got out the door and started walking back to where they lived."Next time I won't call you and I won't need you're help! Your just quite honestly not what I expected when I first met you and now you turned into the monster you didn't want to become and now just look at yourself."Kalona merely slowly started walking and took out of her pocket was a drug or two and swallowed them. Before she stopped herself she glanced his way."Don't ever call me stupid got it you fucking bastard?! Your the one whose stupid not a blonde like me. It takes hours to get a perfect dance technique and you look at as stupidity."Rosey just shook her head and turned around to face the street as she started to walk again. But somehow she didn't focus correctly cause of the drugs she just took and glanced from right to left as she saw cars and slowly still made her way down the road way. What didn't notice was the hallucinations this time as she thought in every car was her mom and dad along with the doctors who gave her the surgery to clean out the drugs when she was little. It was only till the last second she noticed it.

Kal almost felt herself lose control as she glanced up at the sky and thought it was going a weird color on her. She hated herself for this but silently she cursed as she started walking quickly as possible because of the hallucinations itself till she fell head forward onto the pavement and glanced as she saw the hallucinations got worse and she silently screamed as she felt her body getting worse then before. "I am not stupid I just need help that I don't want to take and he doesn't understand that."Those mere words she stated made her feel slightly better but not that better when he saw her come running for her.



[I hope I didn't god mod or anything. Honestly I never god mid I just felt like I was dramatic and I wasn't trying to be. I'm sorry. >~< ]

[Ruby~am I a part of the cure?]

If Kalona was trying to make him feel sympathetic for her in any way, it would be a disappointment for her to know that in fact, it did the exact opposite. What she said just made him even angrier, and the way she started walking, even though she claimed to have serious leg injuries just pissed him off even more.

"Bitch!" he muttered, jogging back to he. He couldn't let her get away with that so easily. How dare she mention his sister. His innocent, fragile sister. The only person that he had come this far for. How could she even possibly think that he could even try to get over losing his family, his best friend? He grabbed her arm, rather forcefully, as he got to her. Not enough to hurt her that much, but enough for her to know she wasn't going to hear the end of this any time soon. Plus, they were in public and he didn't want to cause a scene.

"You don't know anything. You think you're stupid because you're blonde? No. You're stupid because you make the shittiest decisions and say the most idiotic things. Oh, come save me Hunter I need to go to the hospital you say, and when I come all the way to help you, suddenly you're all fine?! You're fucking walking! You were acting as if you'd have to have your leg amputated! Lying bitch." he yelled, tugging her back to the car. He scooped her up and put her in, making sure to close the door behind her. "And stop running away like a child." he said getting back in the car, driving towards their small, cramped apartment.

"Don't you ever so much as mention my sister's name. Ever again. You know nothing." he muttered before getting out and even helping her out. He knew they both had problems but he was seriously pissed off.

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Sorry for the late reply again. Been busy. Will reply real soon.))

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((all right. I have to go soon though))

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I'm liking the drama. ;o ))

So she was overly dramatic and ruined anything to everything but she wasn't that stupid was she? Clearly he thought so but she didn't think so. If she was stupid she wouldn't get to be dancing to the highest regard and going to competitions because of it. But maybe meeting, Hunter wasn't the greatest of ideas if it wasn't going to lead to something like this. She knew it was going to happen but now it felt whole entirely different. More hurtful then ever. She just kind of just gazed up at him with just an emotionless face. Kalona knew this was the end for her and she might have just either had to get used to it or go find her own place till his anger issues settled down. For some reason when he grabbed her she thought she would struggle but she didn't. She just went along with it."Maybe he's right. Maybe I wasn't suppose to open my mouth. I just should shut up."She muttered to herself. But for some reason, Kal couldn't take it anymore so she just grasped him by the arm and dugged her nails deep into his wrist."Yell at me again and I will leave you once and for all. I don't need my past to come back because of you. I don't need the, Hunter I knew to change so drastically on me. And if I mention your sister it only means you need help with the grief. It's not easy to deal with it but move on. Your such a pathetic idiot that I might just leave tonight. This is the final straw and it was your down fall that made me left you. Not anyone else. So don't try and come do anything."Rosey said through gritted teeth as she pushed him hard backwards and slowly turned around as she started walking back towards where the dance studio was. Rosey merely covered her head with her hood to hide the tears that would soon show up. For one she could only be angry for so long and right now she didn't want to deal with any of his crap. Before they had the incident she kept her drugs hidden in her pants and coat pocket."No one get's away with this and he doesn't have any right unless he want's me to call the cops of him."When she spoke those words she picked her eyes off the ground with a deathly glare and walked straight for the beach rather then the dance studio.

[Ruby~am I a part of the cure?]

(she keeps running away this is impossible how are they supposed to interact? He won't go running after her every time, he's just not like that..
I'll post in a sec.)

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((I'm not going to every time. Sorry for this time. I was trying to think of something to get them to interact but honestly I didn't know what to say or post. I didn't want to god mod you or make her an attention whore which I just did and I shouldn't have. So sorry. I wasn't thinking this one out thoroughly as the others. My bad. >~<))

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Hunter watched her delicate, fragile hands try to hurt him. Of course it didn't hurt. Yes, her nails may have pierced through his skin a little, but it wasn't the worst kind of pain that he'd have felt. He had gone through much worse. He was immune to almost any kind of pain now, except emotional pain. The pain of the past. The pain of guilt and regret. That was the worst kind and physical pain meant nothing compared to this kind.

He listened to her open ended threats surprisingly quietly. It was obviously not the first time they had fought and that she had stormed off saying she wouldn't come back. By the end of the day they were always back together, back where they started in the odd comfort of each others presence. He knew she would never leave him. If she really would, she would have left long ago. Even though it may not seem like it from any angle whatsoever, Hunter was madly in love with this girl. He loved her feistiness, and he loved that she drove him insane. He loved hating her but he hated that he loved her. They were always hurting each other, but never left each other. He knew he couldn't live without her, no matter how much he wanted to.

He watched her walk off, away from the car again, but this time he let her go, giving her time to cool off a little before she came back. He still didn't understand why he had called her. On the phone, it sounded urgent. When he came to the studio she was lying on the floor, and now she had already run away from him twice. He never seemed to understand this girl, the girl who he couldn't stand but couldn't live without.

Hunter made his way into their apartment and slammed the door shut once he got in, pouring himself a large glass of the first alcoholic drink he found in the fridge. Soon enough, the few bottles that were kept inside were all finished and lying on the floor, now shattered into hundreds of tiny pieces, just like his heart. It was getting dark and he wondered if she was even coming tonight. He was quite drunk though, obviously, so that meant he would be ten times worse than he was sober.

He grabbed his pack of cigarettes and felt for a lighter in her pocket. As he started smoking he called Kalona, finding it difficult to dial her number, through his hazy vision and slow coordination due to all the alcohol. "Rosaaaay!" he called, a little loudly but not yelling when she picked up. "Come... Come back hooome already, for fuck's sake."

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((Eeep! This is probably the longest thing I've ever posted! So proud :') hehe))

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(okay.. So it seemed much longer on my phone...)

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(Also- how do you make your text in the middle?)

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She was still at the beach and felt herself in a daze just like him but from drugs this time."I don't get him yet I do get him. Why does he have to make it so difficult to live sometimes? It shouldn't be like this yet it is. Why, Hunter? Why do you to do this to me?"She muttered into the darkness knowing no one would hear her as she spoke and cried her eyes out. As for, Kalona she just laid there on the sand and sniffled quietly as she felt her emotions all coming out. But when she heard the distant vibrating of her phone she picked up."Huh? Oh yeah I'm coming. Just let me collect myself and I'll be right there. I promise."She said softly and hung up on him.

Just maybe for, Kalona she needed to definitely cool off and relax. But for now she just needed to calm down and not be crazed as she was several hours ago. She tried to calm down but the argument was quite well really sad and just bad for the likes of the both of them. It was only when she slowly gotten up she started walking not quickly for one since she had drugs in her system but gently back to the apartment with, Hunter right then and now."Maybe it is crazy love but I couldn't leave him if I tried to. He's just well, Hunter. Without him there wouldn't be me or anyone else."Those mere words made her smile and actually walk back to the apartment faster then expected without a scratch mark or any marks on her body as well. But when she saw, Hunter drunk as usual she merely sighed."What am I going to do with you sometimes?"She teased with a light smile as she kissed his cheek and went over to the couch and plopped down from feeling extremely tired from the drugs and the dancing combined.

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Hunter sighed with relief when she said she was coming. He was starting to have his doubts about her coming back because she was usually home within twenty minutes but it was well over forty minutes when she returned. But he was glad she did come. He didn't know what he would do or where he would be if she didn't show up that night. Probably lying near some gutter somewhere, or half dead on a hospital bed if he was lucky enough to have gotten help from one of those strangers.

He had smoked about three cigarettes by the time she came back, and his breath was smoky and sweet due to the alcohol too. But she was probably used to it by now. This was an almost weekly routine for them. He wondered momentarily what it would have been like if they were just the normal couple. The lovey-dovey kind, who shared hugs instead of curses. Expressed love instead of hate. But all in all, his hatred directly represented his love. It was an odd way of expressing his feelings for her, but that's just the way he was wired. It wasn't like he was like that all the time. Of course he needed some breaks now and then and he would tone down the fighting for a day or two and there would be peace. But it eventually got boring and only lasted so long, and they were back to where the started.

He exhaled out the opened window of the apartment, flicking his used up cigarette butts out the window, anxiously waiting for her. He looked up at her for a moment when she came inside, his responsiveness being heavily altered by the amount of alcohol in his system. It was surprising that he wasn't already passed out. He was sure gonna have a bad hangover the next morning. He stared at her for a moment, his eyes taking a while to focus on her and when he finally processed that it was her, he ran over to the couch where she sat, stumbling a little and grasping her into a tight, affectionate embrace, his mouth smashing against hers with great force. He kissed her intensely for a few seconds, his hand cupping her face. "Don't ever leave me." he growled in a low, quiet tone.

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Kalona just stared up at the ceiling or rather the ground trying to focus on something without groaning from the achy feeling of the drugs in her system but it didn't last long as she felt her body going through the whole process of the drugs itself. Without even reasoning she would feel worse in the morning just like he would as well. But they wouldn't admit to each other or to the world. To be point blank they weren't those lovey-dovey couples as well. They fought for maybe a week straight then have calmness for two days and later go back to where they started from. It felt ironic in public to do it but she didn't care anymore at all. But somehow she felt the shakes and the feeling of being sick again. So she just buried her face deep into the couch.

Rosey didn't want to be noticed right then and now but he noticed her laying down. All she wanted was sleep and quietness. Just no arguing tonight. But it wouldn't last long would it now? She wanted a family but he didn't want one. So it felt like a mixed and bittersweet feeling to put it point blank."Perhaps we will have one later when my system is cleaned out and I quit doing this crap."She muttered.

It was only when she felt someone holding her close to their chest she smiled small and gazed up at him."Hunter I just got home and my body hurts but you want me to be all lovey dovey right now? I feel sick as is. I don't think I should've taken those drugs. My body is slowly rejecting them now. They were what was keeping me calm and going. I can't keep doing this if I can't have the drugs at all. You know it and I know it. I just don't know anymore."Rosey stated as she buried her face in his chest and cried quietly with tears trickling down her cheeks and on his shirt."I wish we didn't go through this anymore. I just want to be normal and do normal things. I don't want this continuous arguing."She said quietly before getting her lips smashed against his and she just kissed him gently. As for her she was happy when he took his lips off of her own as it felt a bit hurtful on her lips. She didn't mind his kissing but now it didn't feel right altogether. Kalona just gazed at him with tear stained eyes when he cupped her face."I don't want to. I just want to be normal and have a family. I want a child and to be married like normal couples. Maybe have a girl or a boy or even both. I'm going to quit tonight as is cause my body is rejecting the drugs.I just want normal right now."She muttered before she collapsed into the depths of sleep itself.


((I changed it this way so it's easier on you and such. :x))

[Ruby~am I a part of the cure?]

(I was asking how you did it, lol, it's cool!)

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Oh thank you. Just go to the (some html is ok) and click on it. I use the blockquote one which puts it all in the middle.))

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Hunter just held onto her tightly. He was never the gentle type, nor did he think he could ever be. Even when he was at his gentlest, which was now, he couldn't go further, this was the most he could do. He didn't even think he could try. It was just him. He was a little rough. He had always been, at least ever since he's been on his own. Sometimes, very rarely he felt sorry for Kalona for falling in love with someone like him. A guy who could never truly be good to her, no matter how much he loved her. Someone who could probably never get her what she wants, let alone what she deserved. But these feelings and thoughts lasted about three minutes on average, and he was back to being his angry, rude self. It was her fault for falling in love, wasn't it? It's not like he forced her to fall for him.

Hunter glanced down at her face as she spoke, his eyes trying to focus on her lips and the shape of the words she was speaking but it was all such a blur. It was hard to keep up. Why the hell does she speak so bloody fast? He thought, eventually giving up on trying to listen. He watched her as she spoke but really had no idea what she was trying to tell him. He did catch onto a few words though. Drugs. Rejecting. Tired. Normal. Family. It was hard to make sense of them, especially since his mind was in no state to be thinking. It didn't matter as such anyway, as he would forget the whole thing when he woke up in the morning.

He already knew she took drugs. He didn't really ever mind that about her, as long as she was alive. He even took some with her sometimes. Getting high was one of his favourite pastimes and doing it with her was even better. But that was more of her thing, and he was much more in control compared to her. He wasn't even that aware that it had gotten way out of hand.

He kissed her jaw and her temple then her head before falling asleep right on top of her, but not in a crushing way, so she wouldn't be hurt, right after she fell asleep.

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Kalona gently clutched onto his chest as she slept not wanting anything bad to happen to her in the night or the fact that she had several nightmare's at certain times either revolving around the past, the present, or the nearby future yet to come. Though this was probably the worst nightmare then the other's at this moment. It showed her getting older with, Hunter but slowly losing him to his alcohol addiction including the children they had to child services. She slowly tossed and turned in his arms softly gasping and sometimes speaking things that was utter nonsense. Though she wouldn't admit to the fact she was slowly losing her sanity because of the drugs itself. Kalona knew somehow she was going to be not in a normal society but she prayed at times she wished she could have it.

It was only when she felt droplets of sweat on her body and chills running up and down her spines she opened her eyes to see the time. Only 6:03 a.m. in the morning. But when she glanced up to see him on top of her she kissed his forehead gently and tried to go back to sleep but couldn't right then and now."Hunter? Can we just forget work today since it's a Saturday after all? And besides I think my nightmare's are getting worse by the day or night to be honest."She whispered as she rested her head against the crook of his neck.


((Sorry it took so long. I was trying to do a good response and sorry for the shortness of it.))

[Ruby~am I a part of the cure?]

Hunter was deep in sleep. This usually happened to him when he had a lot to drink. It wasn't a great feeling to be woken up so early on a Saturday, especially when he was trying to avoid the pain of waking up. It would be hard to get him up though. He only stirred slightly when she starting moving around, and again he barely heard what she said, except that she spoke something. His head started pounding and he felt so nauseous. The after effects were the worst. He groaned softly, pushing himself aside and sprawled himself across the floor, trying to make his body stop aching. "Fucking hangover.." he muttered, when he couldn't stop this horrid feeling.

[Ruby~am I a part of the cure?]

((sorry, i didn't know what else to write, for now.))

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Rosey just watched and merely just laid there curling in on herself. She tried to keep herself from talking or anything but couldn't help the screaming coming from her mouth as she clutched onto herself and started shaking back and forth."Hunter screw the hangover I could really use you right now."She said in a scared tone as she couldn't stop herself from crying but wanting him right then and now.

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((it's fine ^^))

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He groaned loudly when she started speaking. The loud sound was worse for his headache. He covered his ears with the pillow, holding his head. "Can't you fucking wait?" he muttered through his clenched jaw. He got up slowly, and stumbled to the bathroom, throwing everything up. He washed his face afterwards and went to the kitchen, looking for his hangover elixir. When he found it, he chugged it down then walked over to her, annoyed. "What? What do you want now?"

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"Never mind. It's not worth talking about if your going to be arrogant and rude about it."She stated as she clutched onto a blanket that fell from the couch where she was laying right next to. If only he could be like he was yesterday then maybe I wouldn't be like I am right now. The way he said not to leave and held me made me wish he could be like this all the time. Hunter sometimes you just need to take things slow and change the pace up. But clearly you don't so I'll live with it till the day I die. You clearly see my body rejecting the drugs so there's nothing to say of that matter. The thoughts she just stated felt honestly just good to get out even if it was in just her mind. But somehow she shrugged it off and just got up and went over to him as she held onto him by the waist as she rested her head against his chest."I want you to change just like me. Not our personality or anything of that matter. Just you're addictions since mine is already rejecting my body. I just want to change our lives and live old and happy together, Hunter. Just us and maybe having a family."Kalona said with tears slowly trickling down her cheeks. She couldn't help but grasp onto his shirt and gaze up at him with tears still trickling down her cheeks."For me please? I want the way you acted yesterday to come out now? Just for us or for me at least?"

[Ruby~am I a part of the cure?]

Hunter clenched his jaw, rolling his eyes a bit. She wanted him to change? He couldn't just change himself for someone. He was who he was and she was the one who accepted him and fell in love with him. How was it his fault that he was suddenly in need of change? And how was he being arrogant and rude? All he did was ask what she was nagging at him about. She was the one being rude. You don't scream at someone when they have a hangover and you don't wake them up so early on a Saturday morning.

"What do you want from me?! For me to be someone I'm not? Well guess what, Kalona, I can't do that. You got yourself into this. You're the one who fell in love. This is me. Now you want me to change?" he muttered, brushing her off from him. He grabbed a cigarette and lighted it, starting to smoke again, standing next to the window.

He spoke after a few seconds then. "A family?" he laughed bitterly, shaking his head. "We can barely pay the fucking bills or the rent for this crappy one room apartment and you want to have babies? You know hos much money that takes? Plus we'd be shitty parents. The kids are better off non existent.." he muttered, putting the cigarette back between his lips, looking out the window. "I'm starving." he said then, changing the subject and walked to the kitchen, avoiding the pieces of glass on the floor.

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Kalona just stared at him wide eyed as if she was completely losing her sanity right then and now. He didn't just say they should be non-existent? The babies if we did have any? I fell in love because he was so worthwhile at the time. But now I don't even know. She told herself while slowly falling to the ground and sitting on her legs."I did fall in love you and maybe I was wrong to fall in love but I don't care because I would love you for good or for bad. You just don't want to see it."She muttered glancing down at the ground where there was shattered glass lying several inches from where she sat."B-but I thought a family would be better some what. I mean I always wanted to be a mother and yet you don't want to be married or a father."She sighed softly and took the shattered glass and threw it against the wall."Screw it all! I tried so hard but you don't want to see it."She yelled through her tears and headed towards the bedroom and slapped the door behind her after she got in and laid down on the bed itself.

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He chuckled, pouring himself a glass of whiskey. Not too much, just a little so that he didn't get drunk later. He just needed to relax a little. He found the whole situation a little funny, so he couldn't stop laughing. "You want to be a mother? That's hilarious. With your drug addictions and your craziness, the baby will be dead before it's born!" he laughed, shaking his head at the thought of them having a child. "I hate children anyway. They're annoying. And as I said, we can't afford another mouth to feed. You're being so unreasonable. Face the truth, Rosie." he said, setting the glass in the sink and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

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"Your lying! I would be a good mother. I already quit my drug addiction as is. You don't even know what would happen if we did have a child! You don't."She yelled as she chucked a pillow at his face still very much upset and crying as well."They are not annoying if you can act right as is around them. You don't even know if we even have a child yet or if I'm having one. You don't know a god damn thing, Hunter. The fuck is wrong with you?!Kalona curled up into a ball and merely wished she never existed right then and now or she could just live else where.

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"Shut up already!" he called from the shower, getting annoyed at her yelling. "You're not pregnant. Calm the fuck down. I already told you we're not having children. Now leave me the hell alone. "And yes they are annoying always saying stupid things and asking for attention and crying.. Just like you." he muttered. "And if you had given up the drugs how come I saw you popping some pills only yesterday? Just because you haven't taken any in the last few hours doesn't mean you've officially given them up. You have to be clean for a couple of months at least, you idiot. And you can never do that."

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Kalona just glared at him through tears streaking her face."It's called emotions you don't have except for rudeness, anger, and arrogance. I could be a good mother if I tried and I'll quit it if I must. I bet I can last a week or a month without pills. You just watch and I can do it."She muttered. Kal just sighed softly and locked the door on him while still being in the bathroom and smirked small."That's what you get for thinking I can't do anything at all."She whispered to herself."I'll be back later. I'm going to the dance studio if you need me."Kal said before changing her clothes once again and getting her bag all ready before heading out the door with the keys in her hand. She took one last look at the pill bottles on the table and counter in the kitchen and just hurried out the door as quickly as possible hoping not to think of it at all anymore.

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"Yeah, let's see you try and last even a week without any kind of drugs. You're not allowed to take while pregnant and if you take while you're a mom, well, you'll be a crap mom just like your mom was." he laughed, taking his shower. He relaxed and took his time. He laughed when she thought she locked her inside the bathroom. "Oh, stupid Rosie.. Why do I love you." he thought aloud when she left. He wrapped the towel around his waist when he was done and unlocked the bathroom from inside. That was the thing about bathrooms. The people inside are the ones that get to do the locking. He laughed again, shaking his head before getting into his room and changing. After that he decided to get back at her. He collected every stash of pills, joints, shots and anything else she had hidden in every corner of her house, in her closets and clothes and pillow and everywhere. He then threw them all out down the garbage disposal. "Let's see if she can even last a day, let alone a month." he smirked. He headed out the house and met up with a friend, later.

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She sighed softly when she headed out to the dance studio."I can do this. It's not that hard to get off drugs right? That's a such a lie, Rosie. You can't last five seconds without it in your system. How about you just go back and say you forgot something then get your stash? Probably not a good idea knowing he took all the drugs."Kalona silently cursed and headed back to the apartment and just clawed her nails into her yoga pants glaring mentally."Fuck why does he have to be so right about me?! It's not even fair at all. I hate him yet love him."She said with a soft laugh as she shook her head."What are you going to do with yourself sometimes, Rosie? Such a weird and stupid girl at times."She told herself once more as she hurriedly headed back in about five minutes as she took her keys slightly shaking but luckily opened the door. Rosie glanced around the place looking for her drugs and found nothing. She tried once more and still nothing. Kalona clawed at her face as she started to hyperventilate."Shit where did you put them, Hunter?! I swear if you moved them without me knowing I swear to god you will lose sanity from me!"She said rather loudly as she continuously kept glancing and then the last place she found was in the garbage disposal."No he did not just do that to the drugs. I always got prescription drugs I can take as well? Fuck he took them as well." She just left her bag by the doorway and laid there on the ground helplessly as she couldn't think straight without the drugs in her system."I can't do this. I swear I can't. I really can't and it's my fault for saying that about being a mother itself."She said softly.

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Hunter returned after a while. He always chilled with some friends whenever he needed a break from her bullshit. It always cheered him up. They would have a drink, a smoke, play some poker, got some food. Just the normal guy stuff. Why did girls have to be so... Well, girly?

He got home and saw Kalona lying on the floor. He closed the door gently and shook his head, looking down at her, hiding his smirk. "Don't bother looking for them, they're all gone." little did he know that she had already tried. He sighed and helped her up, being nice. "I'm not gonna say I told ya so.. But I did." he said and helped her to the couch. He got her a bottle of water, handing it to her. "You have to stop. Look. You said you want to have a family? Fine. We'll talk about it once you're clean for two months. Just talk. But for now, I'm not going to talk about it at all. Out of the question." he said. He was being reasonable.

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Kalona silently cursed when he got home and she knew he was smirking. There was no denying that but what would happen if she said he was right? Would he laugh or be nice like he is right now?"Yeah I know. I looked everywhere and even tried to prescription ones."She just sighed in defeat when he helped her up and to the couch. "Say your right and your better. Just admit it your right all the time and I'm wrong. I already know it."Kal said quietly as she gently opened the bottle of water and drank thirstily. She stopped when he said,"They could talk about a family. Not do anything but just talk." Rosie merely smiled sadly and held onto his hand a bit tightly."I guess a thank you is in order then?"She asked.

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Hunter casually placed his arm around her, pulling her close. He knew she was in trouble and she wasn't at her best. He wasn't the best help to her and he wasn't a very nice person, but he wasn't a monster either. "I know I'm right.. I always am." he shrugged. His ego was very strong. He kissed the top of her head and rested his chin on top of it. "you don't have to thank me.. Nothing's decided..

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"I know nothing's decided but it's the fact that you had the time to think and say we can talk about it. Nothing but just talk. I may hate you at times but I do love you and nothing's going to change the fact of it. I may act stupid at times but I'm trying not to be."She said softly as she staid next to his side and smiled small.

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"I know.." he murmured, his lips pressed against the top of her head. He sighed softly, thinking about them and their future together. Why did they always fight? Their whole relationship was based on arguments. Without them they probably wouldn't last. He leaned back, unsure of what to say or do next.

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She gazed up at him with curious eyes just wondering what he was thinking about right then and now. Perhaps their past or the present? That's what she thought. But she glanced down at her hands and slightly gawked at her hands as her breathing started to become more shallow and shallower. Kalona thought she just saw blood or pills in her hand and it made her more scared then never."No that shouldn't be happening."She muttuered as she clutched onto herself with panic.

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His thoughts wandered off and he looked at her when she started twitching about. "What's wrong?" he asked looking at her. Was it withdrawal from the drugs? He had no idea. He didn't even know what to do. All these years he'd just let her get away with the drugs and everything was fine. What was happening now?

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"I keep seeing blood on my hands and pills. I keep seeing things that shouldn't even be for real. It's as if the pills are saying I need them back. H-Hunter I-I think this isn't s-suppose to happen when your not even taking them now or later."Kal said weakly while still breathing. She gently clutched onto him hoping not to see anymore blood but it got worse. She gently un-clutched his body and said softly,"I'll be right back. I just need to go to the bathroom."Rosie said softly as she hurried there and locked the door behind her. It was only when she got in the bathroom she kept seeing the images of blood and her younger self with drugs in her system get worse and worse. Softly she cursed and turned the water on in the tub and waited till it was warm to splash her face to try and not going insane right then and now.

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Hunter nodded watching her. "It's probably just withdrawal.. It'll go away with time. Just don't give in to it. It can be very manipulative but you have to be strong. Don't let it get to you." he told her watching her go to the bathroom. He waited, not having anything else to do really. He sighed and laid down on the sofa, actually feeling a little bored now.

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Kalona nodded before she left to go to the bathroom. She continued however to see the images and couldn't help gasping as she saw the images get worse."That is it I'm not going to continue to keep seeing these images any longer. If need's be I'll just cut myself and so forth."She muttered as she searched for anything in the draw and took a pair of scissors and sat in the tub filling up with water as she cut her arm. Honestly, Rosie never did it in her life and all she knew was drugs so she didn't know it was going to hurt a lot but did it anyways. She just sat there sighing softly as the images of blood and pills went away and the only thing she focused on was the pain. However in that moment she tried to reach to turn the faucet off for the tub but she couldn't reach it and if she knew best it only meant the water was slowly overflowing from her chest up. A bad thing for her since she couldn't sim the fact of the water overflowing scared her more then ever and on top the blood showing in the water scared her a lot more since she did cut really deep in her wrist up towards the middle of her arm.

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Hunter waited and realized she was taking a little long. He went to the bathroom and knocked on the door, waiting for a response. "Kalona? Are you okay in there?" he asked, half worried. They door was locked so he couldn't really open it to check.

(ugh sorry for the short posts I just can't think of anything to write..)

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((It's fine. c: By the way I'm loving you're writing and this role play as well. I've been like looking every time your post cause I'm just so happy and ecstatic. :x))

She heard a voice and tried to speak but it got mumbled from the water. Kalona continued to try and speak as she tried to stay a float the water but couldn't."Hunter break down the door. I don't care how but do it. The water won't shut off and I can't shut it off."Kalona stated before she somehow got back under the water. She managed to luckily say those words before her eyes closed and she lost consciousness from having the water flood her system and making her unable to keep staying afloat anymore.

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((aww thanks! Me too! It's great so far, except when I get writer's block.. Which is now..
also I don't understand how she's drowning in a bathtub, like, just stand up! Lol. I'll just assume she can't stand up for some reason..))

Hunter frowned, not sure what was going on in there. He tried pushing the door open, but it didn't work. These things were made of solid wood. At least that's what he thought. They wouldn't break so easily. Crap, what do I do? He thought and thought, pacing across the small and narrow hall of their apartment. He tried breaking the door kicking it, smashing his elbow against it but all it did was hurt him. "Fuck!" he groaned. He looked for the hammer in the small storage room/cupboard and started smashing on the lock, trying to break it. Eventually it did break and there was a hole in the door. Something he'd have to get fixed eventually which would cost some more money. He reached in through the whole and opened it from inside, quickly rushing in. "Kal.." he murmured in surprise, stopping a split second just to see what she had done. Why was she doing this? He wasn't sure he could even handle this. He didn't know how to take care of her, and and she would be needing a lot of care in the next few days. He couldn't be around her all the time, but at this rate it seemed like she needed a bodyguard with her at all times. Or else she might just get herself killed somehow. He knew he would be worried leaving her alone now, even if it was just for a few moments. He didn't have a choice though, he needed to go to work. They both did. He quickly turned off the tap and pulled her up a bit so she was in sitting position. "Rosie... What have you done.." he murmured, looking at her arm. "Hold on. Stay here." he said and quickly got something to tie the wound with to stop the bleeding. He came back and quickly tied it around her arm, tightly, cleaning it up too. "Come on.." he muttered, grabbing a towel and scooping her up into his arms, with the towel going around her. He carried her out into their room and laid her on the bed gently, sitting next to her. He just simply looked at her and sighed. "What am I going to do with you.."

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((Your welcome. I hate getting writer's block it just sucks a lot to be honest. lol I don't know what I was trying to do with, Kalona. I was trying to think of something. Sorry for that part. >~< ))


Kalona just softly whimpered in pain when she felt the water slowly going into her arm. It made it hurt more then before but it was only when, Hunter got in the bathroom she smiled weakly. Kal merely tried to hold onto him without whimpering from pain or feeling it throb."I-I'm really s-sorry."She stuttered weakly."I-I was just thinking if I cut myself maybe the hallucinations would stop. And yet they didn't they got worse. And then I thought being in the tub would help but it didn't at all. It made it worse knowing I can't swim and I'll freak out just like I did. Rosie did feel sorry. She just didn't want to lose her sanity or him at least and she was going to. It was only a matter of time. But the point is she was going through withdrawal and it was far worse than imaginable. Rosie just glanced down and bit her lip gently as she watched him tie the wound around her arm. It was only when she followed him and he wrapped a towel around her she just sighed softly she just gazed up at him with sad eyes and sorrow as she didn't mean to do anything of that sort at all."Maybe just put me in an insane asylum. I'll be alone till the day I die but I won't lose my mind there or what's left of it at least. We seriously need to get away from this town. It's slowly ruining our lives and it's only a matter of time before we both get killed in the process as well."She said weakly and tried to not cough but couldn't help it as the water was coming out cause slowly cause of her lungs.

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((where is Kalona from? Like what country? I'm imagining her as a European like German or something hehe))

Hunter patted her back gently, trying to help get the water out from her respiratory tracts so that it didn't enter her lungs. "You don't have to apologize.." he murmured. "Just don't do it again, Kalona. This isn't good. You could die like this, if you carry on this way." he tried explaining to her gently. "You have to try and be strong Rose. For me, if not for yourself. You know I'd be miserably hopeless without you." he smiled sadly, rubbing her shoulders, so that the friction kept her warm. He kissed her temple gently. He didn't know if he could live without her.

She was the only one that kept him from totally losing himself. They'd been together for a solid five years or so. They were so young when they first met. Things were so different back then. He was so much gentler, funnier, happier. How he wished he could go back in time and relive those days. Maybe save his sister too. Most of the times he just felt like a failure because he failed his sister. He used alcohol and smoked so that the feeling of hollowness inside him would go away. Still, that stuff only did half the job. And it was back as soon as he became sober again.

He looked at her when she mentioned sending her to an asylum. "No.. Kal, you're not crazy.. I mean you are but you're not.. You know what I mean. Maybe if you go into rehab?" he wondered out loud. "I'm not sure if we can afford you going to rehab. But if that's what it takes for you not to slip away from me, then we can work something out." he assured, thinking about it.

He patted her back some more, holding her. "Easy there.." he murmured. "We can't just leave town. Our lives are here. I have a job. You do too. We have a home. A crappy shithole, but a home nonetheless. We don't have anyone else to go to. We can't just pack up and leave. I want to, trust me, I do. But realistically, we need money. Lots of it. We need jobs to get it. And getting a job isn't easy.." he muttered, looking up at the ceiling. "Just take care of yourself.. I'm trying here, can't you see? I'm really trying. This is the best I can do. But sometimes my best isn't enough.."

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((lol I was actually going for european. More like czech/hungarian?))

Kalona shivered slightly from his touch on her shoulder but it felt good even though her body still did feel cold she did enjoy his touch. Was it or was he really acting more kinder, gentler, and helpful then before? She didn't know what to think of it but she was going to appreciate it as much as possible."Well it's hard when your taking drugs and almost every time you see hallucinations. You drink alcohol and that's different then drugs. A whole different level then mine. But anyways you know I would do anything for you. I would do anything because I love you and were in this together. Through thick and thin and till we grow old."She smiled brightly but it only strained her facial muscles more then before.

Rosie almost collapsed against his side from the blood loss and from tiredness of being in the water for so long but she managed luckily to listen to him to the very end. The mere thought of rehab scared her since she went through it only once when she was a kid but she would do it again only for him and her combined. With a quiet sigh and raking her hand through her hair while thinking it out she gave herself a nod and gazed up at him."I think I do need to go to rehab once again. I only went when I was little but if you'll help push through it and visit me if I do go there I don't mind one bit. I do think I'm going to need it. I already feel my body getting worse then before."Well if you say so about the leaving town part. It's just been rough on the both of us."She said softly as she gently snuggled against his side and fell asleep just from feeling her body ware out and give out.