it's personal discussion
Journals : J-L
>
Just D
Live in the moment, don't worry/stress about tomorrow, live in the now.
I've felt really stress free today and I love it. I also drank some coffee this morning. I haven't drank coffee in so long. It was good, but I want some tea rn. I also want to find a good chill playlist on Spotify. I hadn't worn my one necklace in soooo long until last night. And tbh I didn't even think of the past when I wore it.
Derrick wrote: "Live in the moment, don't worry/stress about tomorrow, live in the now."your so inspiring and free. i wanna be you. XD
Fuck I should've asked my mother to buy some romaine
I didn't put anything in my hair this morning and I thought I was gonna hate it, but now I plan on wearing it like this tomorrow lmao
Holy Fuck one more month until Summer. Where my summah job at?
blue wrote: "Derrick wrote: "Live in the moment, don't worry/stress about tomorrow, live in the now."your so inspiring and free. i wanna be you. XD"
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BB!!!!!!! Thanks for the love
reign wrote: "yay summer ☀️"ikr, it's gonna be a good one I know it
oh fuck you're gay damn
lmao jk just reading thru your journal you cool af
yeah summer gets so lit i love it
reign wrote: "oh fuck you're gay damn
lmao jk just reading thru your journal you cool af
yeah summer gets so lit i love it"
Actually, I'm as straight as a circle ;-; haha, and thanks
side note - it's great to know you're still reading my journal moon child :)
Derrick wrote: "reign wrote: "oh fuck you're gay damn
lmao jk just reading thru your journal you cool af
yeah summer gets so lit i love it"
Actually, I'm as straight as a circle ;-; haha, and thanks"
now i is confused i need to know so i know if im allowed to flirt or not 😂
Derrick wrote: "side note - it's great to know you're still reading my journal moon child :)"who who
Why can't we just talk, like over a message, email, in person? I know you get anxiety, but still dude. I fucking miss you so bad. There is not a single day that goes by that I do not miss you.
What I did was horrible and I beat myself everyday about it. And I understand that you forgive me, but I do not feel like you do.
reign wrote: "Derrick wrote: "reign wrote: "oh fuck you're gay damn
lmao jk just reading thru your journal you cool af
yeah summer gets so lit i love it"
Actually, I'm as straight as a circle ;-; haha, and t..."
Circles are not straight, soooo. You can flirt, I'll flirt back, but it doesn't mean I am attracted to you - not to be mean or anything, I just have 0 attraction to women.
reign wrote: "Derrick wrote: "side note - it's great to know you're still reading my journal moon child :)"who who"
She know's who she is. :)
It's more or less that you don't want to, not that you can't. But I want you to. I want you to have everything in the world that you want. And if that is not me as a friend, than oh well. Life happens. But just know, you are one of the few people that I will tell my kids about - not to be weird but to encourage them to find a friend like you
Derrick wrote: "reign wrote: "Derrick wrote: "reign wrote: "oh fuck you're gay damn
lmao jk just reading thru your journal you cool af
yeah summer gets so lit i love it"
Actually, I'm as straight as a circle ;..."
pff you explain that first part like im fresh out of kindergarten ha
but im down i like to flirt
no offense taken understandable actually. women are freezing hot creatures
"I don't wanna fight rn, Know you always right.
Now I know I need you round with me,
when nobody aint around with me.
Been through the ups,
yeah the ups and the downs with me.
Got a whole lotta love,
but you don't wanna spend it round with me" -Halsey
Well fam, I'll be hitting the sack in a few so I'll hopefully wakeup feeling well rested - which is extremely unlikely. Goodnight my gr babes :)
OMG I HAD A ROAST FOR DINNER AND IT WAS SO GOOD. THERE WAS SALAD TOOI obviously brought some for lunch. Also, my best friend brought brownies :)
Honestly living for this sweatshirt I'm wearing rn. It's got this lace up front kinda thing, it's a deep red, and it's pretty loose. You can see my chest too, that's why it feels exposed. I'm honestly living for it.
I just wanna drive all over this weekend. But the roads are gonna be shit :( Where's the sun. MMMMMM, also I've been feeling really spiritual lately and I love it.
OKAY OKAY, No rain until Thursday :)
tomorrow is the new moon, time to set some new goals and reflect on this past month :)
My goals are honestly bomb asf and I've never set goals like this.
But I took some time to reflect last night as well as time to look forward and it was alright.
My shirt is really cute today :) tribal print, sun necklace, black bead choker, gold bracelet. :))))
I just realized my sex drive has been like really low. Like whet?
I had a dream I got really high with my best friend and we made out- she's a she.
I need breakfast. I'll probably just eat corn bread 😂
So I started reading a book about Sociology and the human behavior and what not, last night. It's pretty good and I've been feeling very motivated by knowledge.
Really don't want to go tonight. But I will. Anxiety is killing me bc of it. I really want to get it off my chest. --ALSO, I'm close to 100 followers on Tumblr and I'm proud af
like chill, it's like you don't even remember anything I told you when we were friends
I have anxiety too. Everybody does, but some people have it worse.
my lord *pipe