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blue wrote: "derrick, is that you in your profile pic? i love your eyess <33333333333333333333"yep it's me and thank you hun
the flower crown filter make your eyes different.... im pretty sure.
haha, currently stressing like a bitch and my anxiety is through the roof. She's taken other people back, but not me??? Like dude, we all make mistakes. I even wrote her a letter. A hand written letter to help explain things.I also saw her drive by and my heart was filled with joy yet torn in two.
I got to lay under the stars tonight and it was really relaxing. -New date night idea for G :)
⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "whatd yu do?"Lost an angel and become the devil. But tbh I lost my best friend and it's killing me dude. Like I miss her so much
but like what did you do to loose your angel?
I thought it wasn't a healthy relationship. But I just exploded and told her it was toxic. And today I found out she gets anxiety when she thinks about it or seeing me.
I felt a pretty deep connection with the universe when I was lying under the stars tonight - and I really liked it. Even saw a shooting star
I can't deal with this right now. How do I move on?
Happy 4/20 unfortunately I didn't get high, but I have plans for the weekend :)
Fuck duuuuude, I miss my Moon Child so bad rn. :'(
might be time for some stress and blues tincture shots, it's been a while
FUCK so many planets are in retrograde rn and I'm hella stressed
FUCK ME UP, PLUTO IS IN RETROGRADE AS OF TO FUCKING DAY
"When Pluto goes retrograde, almost everyone takes some kind of 'journey into the dark' to confront their personal shadow.For some, it means reconciliation, the need to understand different points of view, or an inner need to expand one’s consciousnesses."
Aquarius - aka meThe Pluto retrograde always makes you feel cold and numb. You may detach yourself from others just so you can examine what may have happened to you in the past with more objectivity.
Pluto’s moon Chiron will allow you to confront and resolve uncomfortable issues from your past.
I had 2 heaping bowls of rice and veggies for dinner - vegan of course:)
i remember in 2nd grade and 1st grade we were taught that pluto was a planet n then suddenly in 3rd grade it was a "dwarf planet" and everyone in my class flipped out.
⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "i remember in 2nd grade and 1st grade we were taught that pluto was a planet n then suddenly in 3rd grade it was a "dwarf planet" and everyone in my class flipped out."And now you're in HS and it's a planet again, hahaha
Derrick wrote: "⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "i remember in 2nd grade and 1st grade we were taught that pluto was a planet n then suddenly in 3rd grade it was a "dwarf planet" and everyone in my class flipped out."And..."
wait what???? no it isnt..... xD
⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "Derrick wrote: "⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "i remember in 2nd grade and 1st grade we were taught that pluto was a planet n then suddenly in 3rd grade it was a "dwarf planet" and everyone in my class fl..."Maybe it was a rumor? But here's an article https://www.usatoday.com/story/tech/2...
Why is smoking becoming more and more aes in my head?
I miss our emails when we weren't on social media for a while, fuck me dude :(
OIL IS SO AMAZING AND HAS SO MANY USES
I've been procrastinating homework, since I got home
Derrick wrote: "⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "Derrick wrote: "⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "i remember in 2nd grade and 1st grade we were taught that pluto was a planet n then suddenly in 3rd grade it was a "dwarf planet" and..."nah its confirmed as of February 2017.
https://www.forbes.com/sites/bridaine...
craving a tattoo rn, my zodiac sign would actually be dope, like on my leg or something. OMFG I'M OLD ENOUGH TO GET ONE WITHOUT PARENTAL GUIDANCE, yASSSSS
⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "Derrick wrote: "⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "Derrick wrote: "⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "i remember in 2nd grade and 1st grade we were taught that pluto was a planet n then suddenly in 3rd grade it was a "d..."I AM LIVING
Derrick wrote: "Why is smoking becoming more and more aes in my head?"aes?
⛄⛄Emiliootjee⛄⛄ wrote: "Derrick wrote: "Why is smoking becoming more and more aes in my head?"aes?"
aesthetic
is. she. talking. about. me.... forgiving me?
Like, now what? does she wanna talk?
my heart feels like it is legitimately beating out of my chest and I just don't know if it's me she's talking about.
maybe I'm overthinking it and she doesn't want to talk
what the fuck Derrick! What in the literal fuck?
omfgnope as in like nope you're not overthinking it
--a concept
fuck dude, is she reading this or nahh? Am I insane, or nahhh? Did I just make a mistake, or nahh?
I wouldn't say we're friends at the moment. But a boy could wish
I slept pretty good, thank goodness.. I thought it might be hard. Currently craving oatmeal and fruit, but I need to go grocery shopping bad. Like really bad. It's raining and I'm kinda salty about it because I was gonna go on a run today before lifting, and then I was gonna tumble. But I guess I'll just lift if I get the chance. Tonight I should pamper myself with a nice bath and candles and essential oils. I could also make some teaaaa. But yeah, I think I'm gonna make some rice again because I love carbs like there's no tomorrow. I am starving right now, I also need to drink some water, I'm parched.
And just like that, my day turned to shit.
I had the chance to meet him tonight. But I'm not.
bless upppp