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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Dec 16, 2017 02:14AM

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"Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain't got no end
Ooh
Can't go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain
Ooh."
~ Habits, Tove Lo

For crying out loud, shut up!!!!

"She sees them walking in a straight line,
That's not really her style
And they all got the same heartbeat
But hers is falling behind
Nothing in this world could
Ever bring them down
Yeah, they're invincible, and she's just in the background
And she says."
~ Cool Kids, Echosmith

Thank you, friends from my previous school, for burying that with something else!

"She sees them walking in a straight line,
That's not really her style
And they all got the same heartbeat
But hers is falling behind
Nothing in this world could
Ever bring them down
Yeah, they'..."
i wish that i could be like the cool kids
cause all the cool kids they seem to fit in

its okay x tbh like one time i didnt get invited to a party and literally everyone posted it on snapchat

Oh and I'm so excited to see you again!!! How are you? :)

its okay x tbh like one time i didnt get invited to a party and literally everyone posted it on snapchat"
That happened to me as well, and the party was less than two minutes away from my house :( This one is kind of annoying me because I had such a bad experience there and these people had fun without a single thought about me :/

Oh and I'm so excited to see you again!!! How are you? :)"
Saammeeee XD
Missed u so much!!! iM good, i have a digestion test on monday and skl is finishing on wednesday and glitter exploded in my pencil caseee

Oh, but yay for holidays! Mine ends of Thursday or Friday (they can't confirm which the Christmas party is on) Oops that's bad! Do you think you'll get a new case?

Which for some reason, sounds false even though they probably are being honest. How many times can a person lie about the same thing? Oh wait, I can lie about the same thing for a really long time!

Aaaand of course, I opened my Botany book for the first time during lunch, so......



Quiz Time in Botany!
Basically, oral quiz on Botany by a super strict teacher, and Hallie here opened her book during lunch for the first time.
Okay, I studied a bit of everything and even changed my usual place, but that teacher tried to cover almost every single person in the class. One of my friends left out one word and now she has to write the entire chapter five times o_o
So how did my part go? Well, I spent half an hour shivering until she came and stood right in front of me and asked the people sitting behind me. Then when she reached the class prefect sitting right behind me,
Teacher: Mention the types of aestivation.
Class prefect: Uh valvate........
My mind: Valvate, twisted, imbricate and vexilary.
Teacher: Next.
Me: *stands up and begins to answer before she could change the question* Valvate, twisted, imbricate and...... ((Shoot I knew it two seconds ago!!!!))
Teacher: Hmmmm.... What kind of aestivation is found in papilionaceae?
My mind: I know the example! Gosh I know this!
Teacher: *turns away to look at someone else*
Me: Teacher......
Teacher: Mhmmmmm....
Me: Uhhhh.....
My mind: Got it!
Me: VEXILARY!
And that happened. I escaped. I don't know how, but I got to sit down and not write that imposition! Whew! That was close!

Pushing Friends Under the Bus
Let's start with the fact that I'm a horrible friend. Why? I don't know if I'm right here, but feel free to judge me for what I'm about to narrate and openly say it to me as well with impunity.
Just before lunch, about an hour ago, my Math teacher was doing a revision session and obviously none of us studied. So what she did was write some questions on the board, tell us to copy and work them out in our books, and call out people to do it on the board. I escaped from the questions in Trigonometry (uh, well, out of all the concepts in Math, Trigonometry is my favourite and best and I didn't know that), but then some sums from complex numbers appeared in the board and I had no damn clue what it was about. I remember being completely distracted with that um, 'I'm going to hurt or kill myself' drama with my friends, and one and only one fact that i = -1 or something. I was still trying the first sum in my book, and my teacher says, "You four in the last and you two there, come do it on the board. Pick any sum."
Guess where my friends and I were sitting? All six of us where rather hesitant, and when my teacher raised her voice, I hurried to the board, grabbed a chalk to do the first sum, which was the easiest among all. Another girl said, "The first sum is mine," and I quickly began to write the steps of the sum in the space she left and said, "Nope, it's mine!" Then I finished it really quick, but messed up in the last step. My teacher was like, "Where did 14 go?". Yep, I forgot to write a two digit number :/ But then I got to go back and watch everyone that still struggle. My friends got even more harder sums and spend at least ten minutes there. Finally my teacher did it for them. One of them returned back and said, "Hallie, happily escaped eh?"
So here's the thing: I ran for the easiest even though I knew they didn't know that one fact that I happened to know. Yet I don't feel bad for letting them rot with the harder sums beveler I'm sick of them always pushing me out. Call me malevolent, but I've had enough of them conveniently imposing complicated stuff on me without even a little help from them. I almost said, "Don't dare take advantage of me because I'll get back at you if you do," but I'm not sure what stopped me. I'm probably a bad friend or perhaps not, and I don't care about it. Not anymore.
On a different note, all three of my friends got letters from their Secret Santas and are busy trying to guess their identities, and I still haven't got one. So my name could be on the pile that hasn't been picked yet. Or my Secret Santa is having trouble writing a nice note for me since we're not supposed to write anything bad, and how on earth can anyone write anything not bad about me?! I'm not the one to complain because I haven't sent my own letter either, so..... I want to make my mum or brother write it so that she doesn't recognize my handwriting.

Aw I'm so sorry! *writes Secret Santa note*
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