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A Solivagant on the Inselberg

Me either."
:D"
Well except for this one time where it was like this floral chai and it tast..."
Lol xD Thank goodness I never tasted something like that! That would have been traumatizing! I sympathize you!

"So baby, come light me up and maybe I'll let you on it
A little bit dangerous, but baby, that's how I want it
A little less conversation, and a little more touch my body
Cause I’m so into you, into you, into you
Got everyone watchin' us, so baby, let's keep it secret
A little bit scandalous, but baby, don’t let them see it
A little less conversation and a little more touch my body
Cause I’m so into you, into you, into you, oh yeah."
~ Into You, Ariana Grande



Magazine Team
I said I hadn't shared something yesterday. I'm going to tell that story now.
A few months ago, when school started, everyone were trying to join clubs, and surprisingly I gave it a try as well. Before I started, mum said that I should join something, and I wanted to try not being me for a while.
So one day, the head reporter of the Magazine club came to my class to announce their auditions, and I just had to go. My dad had gone somewhere that night, so I asked mum if I could go for the auditions. And she frowned. Yeah, frowned. "But then you'll be home late!" As if I come early without being in it. I suggested I could try out the music club as well, and she said no! :/ Anyway, the next day, I went to the auditions. They made us report about an event, but they never got back to me even after a week. I had pretty much lost hope when I saw an old friend and she said that the results of the first round had been posted on the notice board outside the English department.
The next day, I went there to check, and my name was there! There were at least 200 people who applied, and I was in their list of 22! I was so overjoyed I was jumping while telling my friends about it. Yeah, my classmates thought I was insane. However, it's what I want to do. It's what I love, and it's my passion. I even took a picture of the list!
When I told this to my family, they didn't care. Not even a wow, or 'when the hell did you apply', or cool, or 'what about the next round'. Nothing. They just ignored it. That reaction made me feel really, really bad. I screwed up in the second round because I had actually skipped the next event they wanted us to cover, and obviously didn't get in.
And a couple of days ago, they come and say, "You're such an idiot. You never participate in anything."
Does it matter to them? They don't care when I do. What motivation do I have to go out there?
I guess this is a stupid post, but it's been bothering me for way too long. That is why I skip every other event at school. There are photographers or reporters from the team reminding me of my failure, and no, I'm not going to count that as a stepping stone to success. I give up.

My earphones got caught by the chair and I moved, so my phone dropped from my hand. It's fine, though. Not a scratch.

Sara, *shrugs* I guess there's nothing we can do except rant.

As yours, yours truly,
Faking smiles all for you.
And I'll always be there,
As yours, yours truly,
Falling down as you go high.


I said I hadn't shared something yesterday. I'm going to tell that story now.
A few months ago, when school started, everyone were trying to join clubs, and surprisingly I gave it a..."
don't give up Hals. I love you

As yours, yours truly,
Faking smiles all for you.
And I'll always be there,
As yours, yours truly,
Falling down as you go high."
I love your poems Hals <3


You're definitely not reading the poems I wrote if you like them."
but they are so amazing
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Me either."
:D