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[kavi ~he-him~]

Geez....idk anyone irl that has the same musical tastes as me :(

[Hallie]

My friends have almost similar musical tastes as me: we're all the pop fans; but Linkin Park honestly does deserve more recognition. There are other bands that are not pop but yet really good, too!

[Hallie]

Planning after Exams

So if I survive my exams, I'm going to watch serials, animes and k-drama (if I like it) for the next two months after they're over. This is the list of what I should try to watch.

Serials
Pretty Little Liars
House
Grey's Anatomy
Castle
Sam and Cat
Scream Queens

K-Drama
The Liar and the Lover (recommended by Ahana)
Blood (overheard from my *best friends* conversations)
City Hunter (overheard from my *best friends* conversations - I confess I don't know if I'll like it. The anime version wasn't that good)

Anime
The File of Young Kindaichi R
Little Busters! Refrain
Chihayafuru
Danganronpa 3
Fairy Tail (from episode 227 - Morning of a New Adventure)
Naruto (Second round of Chunin Exam)
Death Note
Code Geass 2 (if available)
Alice and Zouroku
Assassination Classroom

If anyone knows any good website that hosts shows like these online, please tell me!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm mostly Rock/metal/emo/alternatives/punk/screamo

[blue]

Hello Hallie! :)

[Hallie]

Kavy, unfortunately, I don't share the same taste, but I don't mind listening to you talk about it :) And if you could recommend some of your favourite songs, I might just fall in love with them, too. It's music we're talking about; it's a life saver!

[Hallie]

Blue wrote: "Hello Hallie! :)"

Hi Blue!!! :) Blue is my second favourite colour, so I'm literally nuts about you! xP

[blue]

Hallie wrote: "Blue wrote: "Hello Hallie! :)"

Hi Blue!!! :) Blue is my second favourite colour, so I'm literally nuts about you! xP"

Hahahahahaha xD

[blue]

I love your profile pic tho :)

[Hallie]

Blue wrote: "I love your profile pic tho :)"

Haha thanks (?) How can people not love Hermione Granger? :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Kavy, unfortunately, I don't share the same taste, but I don't mind listening to you talk about it :) And if you could recommend some of your favourite songs, I might just fall in love with them, t..."

Agreed Music is life

[blue]

Hallie wrote: "Blue wrote: "I love your profile pic tho :)"

Haha thanks (?) How can people not love Hermione Granger? :)"

Ikr :)

[Hallie]

Living in Anxiety

It's been crap. Absolutely crap. I showed signs of having mild mental problems in October, but in December, right after my tutor's death, I became completely depressed. And now I'm surrounded by anxiety and stress both at my real home (which I want to leave this instant) and my internet home - Goodreads (which I'm trying to hold on top because I have some great friends).

In my house, everyone is barking at everyone. My dad wants my brother to help him with his work, but my brother gets annoyed and says that Dad is troubling him. Then when my brother doesn't complete it fast, my dad gets mad and shouts at my brother. Brother gets equally annoyed and refuses to complete it at all. Next time Dad gets angry (which is 5 seconds later), he includes this event in the list of things that shows "his family doesn't help". Mum sometimes gets in the middle of this, but she orders me to study when I'm at the verge of tears because my brother and dad are fighting and slamming doors so that the roof of our not-so-well-off house falls on us. Then I get mad at her, and she gets mad at me, and we all get mad at each other, and ugh!!! It's just crap!

How much I wish that I'd just die this instant!

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs Hallie* I'm sorry Hallie.....

[Hallie]

And worse, I'm envying my friends on Goodreads. My roleplay buddies especially because my characters are always not even known by anyone unless I'm collaborating with someone. I feel somewhat, well, bad for myself :/

[Hallie]

And I hate myself for being like that -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs Hallie*

[Hallie]

*hugs Kavy back* How are things with Gameslayer? (Sorry, but I really want to ask you that but I'm too afraid to post on your journal)

[[deleted user]]

Hallie wrote: "Living in Anxiety

It's been crap. Absolutely crap. I showed signs of having mild mental problems in October, but in December, right after my tutor's death, I became completely depressed. And now I..."

Welcome to my Asgardian Flyng Boat. As soon as a misunderstanding happens, bickering comes in and it gets louder to where I'm in tears and storm off to my room, slamming the door shut behind me.

[Hallie]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Living in Anxiety

It's been crap. Absolutely crap. I showed signs of having mild mental problems in October, but in December, right after my tutor's death, I became completely depre..."

*hugs Shine*

[Hallie]

........

I don't know why I'm writing this. I guess it's just because I want to pass time and perhaps do that by writing in my journal when I don't want to study (even though I really need to).

Almost a year ago, in May, I don't remember what triggered me to do it, but I took my penknife to the bathroom one night whilst mum was switching off all the lights, and then I pressed it against my palm and well, uh, out sort of cut my skin. I still remember that part: it was stinging, but not enough to make me not like it.

Then again, in December, I was depressed and worse: I had my Science mock test the next day, but the previous night, my forefinger got to taste my penknife. And in the examination hall, I didn't know most of the answers (well, almost everyone didn't know anything), and while I was doing my second round of 'darn-I-don't+know-these-answers-gotta-think-up-of-something-to-fill-up-the-lines', I kept staring my finger. Even before I handed over my paper, I contemplated doing it again - a little deeper, but it was French the next day, and well, I got 98 in French. 72 in Science - what an insurmountable difference! I was literally taken over by depression.

And it still hasn't left me.

I think I found the reason why I wrote this: I think I'm going to do it again.

[blue]

Hallie wrote: "........

I don't know why I'm writing this. I guess it's just because I want to pass time and perhaps do that by writing in my journal when I don't want to study (even though I really need to).

A..."

Hallie, please don't do it.. I'm sorry. I know how you felt when you did it. Trust me, please don't do it Hallie.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "*hugs Kavy back* How are things with Gameslayer? (Sorry, but I really want to ask you that but I'm too afraid to post on your journal)"

It's good

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "........

I don't know why I'm writing this. I guess it's just because I want to pass time and perhaps do that by writing in my journal when I don't want to study (even though I really need to).

A..."

Hallie don't do it pls, you'll be hurting me if you do it pls. Go to anything you love for help but pls don't self harm.

[Hallie]

You might be late.

[blue]

Hallie wrote: "You might be late."

Hallie.. No please tell me you didn't..

[Hallie]

It doesn't hurt.

[blue]

Hallie wrote: "It doesn't hurt."

It doesn't matter. Your hurting yourself somehow.

[Hallie]

I promise you I'm fine.

[blue]

Hallie wrote: "I promise you I'm fine."
I believe you

[Hallie]

Crap, I just realised that tomorrow is my youngest cousin's birthday. And I don't even remember how old he's turning...... :/

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "You might be late."

Hallie pls....I love you....

[[deleted user]]

Hallie wrote: "You might be late."

Please don't die. PLEASE DON'T DIE!

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

What's going on?

[Hallie]

I'm fine.

[Hallie]

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: ""

*hugs* I love you Hallie....

[Hallie]

Someone loves me. I'm glad to know that it's an cool person like you, Kavy.

[blue]

I love you too, Hallie.

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs Hallie*

[Hallie]

*hugs Kavy and Blue*

[blue]

*group hug* We all love each other here :))

[Hallie]

Except I hate myself. I love you both from the core of my heart, though!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs Hallie and Blue tightly*

[[deleted user]]

I used to hate myself. Until I listened to "What Makes You Beautiful" by One Direction.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate myself at times, but not all the time cause I'd accepted the person I am, well I don't love myself cause I'd never learned to love myself, I want to but Idk how to. I killed the girl who I used to be

[Hallie]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "I used to hate myself. Until I listened to "What Makes You Beautiful" by One Direction."

My depression is currently immune to music. It suddenly stopped elevating my mood :(

[Hallie]

❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I hate myself at times, but not all the time cause I'd accepted the person I am, well I don't love myself cause I'd never learned to love myself, I want to but Idk how to. I killed the girl who I u..."

But you're a great person! You shouldn't hate yourself because well, whether you're the old girl or someone new, you're still Kavy at heart.

And I'm killing the girl I used to be now.

[Hallie]

Skye wrote: "I personally use kissanime for anime but its not that great and I also use crunchrolls but you have to pay. I love code geass i so recommend you watch it"

Skye wrote: "Btw what was yoir french and scirnce grades out of?"

I've tried kissanime, but yeah, it's not that great. I tried animeonhand as well, but it doesn't have the ones that I want.

Out of 100.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I hate myself at times, but not all the time cause I'd accepted the person I am, well I don't..."

For me, it's hard not to hate myself because of everything I'd been through.....my past has affected me a lot....