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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Sep 18, 2018 02:27AM
Like there was this awesome unicorn design on the back, but first we couldn't decide on pink or purple, and then they said they didn't like the unicorn.
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Friends: Hallie, write a poem inspired by this girl B is sketching.Me: I suck at poetry.
My brain: Well, spoiler alert: the girl kills herself in the end.
This is why no one talks to you, Hallie.
I bet my mum will keep ranting like, "Hal, study! God why do you keep troubling me like this?! Always on the phone. Never studies. Hal! I'm not meeting your teachers if you score low!" And I'll be out cold in some corner of the house.
The expression on her face when she realizes what happened! Is it possible to linger around just to smirk at that sight?
So around two hours ago, a teacher walked in and gave us all a heart attack. At that point, the only word the echoed in the class was this:Fuck.
And I admit I was one of those people.
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Hallie! Hug me! I need it!
I'm sorry :( *hugs again* I want to say something to make you feel better, but I don't know what because I'm blinking away tears right now.
*Hugs back* Someone technically called me useless
Well, you're not 'cause they are useless.
Thanks, I cry from frustration as well as sadness
I feel like complete death.
Hey hey, let's um talk about something more positive.
Um, sorry Hallie *Huggles*
I have an exam tomorrow -_- It was supposed to be on Friday, but this stupid school is playing with us.
Aaaand my great-uncle is coming with his family.
How long does it take for a person to die once they cut open their wrists?
My brain is going to explode any minute.
¢нιкσяιтα-яανєη wrote: "*Hugs back* Someone technically called me useless"I will fight someone
I legit have nothing to do on Discord. So why do I have it?
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Tumblr
01. Are you satisfied with the way your life is right now?
Absolutely not.
02. Do you drink enough water?
Nope.
03. When was the last time you ate at Burger King?
Let's see.... Never.
04. Do you prefer the beach or the mountains?
Beach.
05. How do you usually feel when you wake up on a morning?
Sleepy, annoyed, dysphoric, angry and whatnot.
06. Would you rather take someone on a date, or be taken on a date?
I'd rather be taken on a date.
07. When was the last time you wore high heeled shoes?
I never wore high heeled shoes.
08. Vodka or wine?
Wine? Vodka? Can't choose.
09. How often do you cry?
Probably every other day.
10. Ever had a crush on a teacher?
No!
11. Can you wire a plug?
Kind of, yeah.
12. Do you wear socks to bed?
In winters, yes.
13. What is currently bugging you?
Everything.
14. Where were you when you got your first period?
Home.
15. Can you change a car tire?
Nope.
16. Have you met more than ten celebrities?
No.
17. Do you sleep naked?
No.
18. What was the best music gig you’ve ever attended?
I've never attended a music gig, so....
19. Have you ever had sexual feelings for anyone you follow?
No.
20. Do you think Benedict Cumberbatch is hot?
No.
21. Favourite Disney princess?
Uhhh.... Belle?
22. Favourite city?
London. Duh.
23. Can you drive?
Not yet :(
24. Cigarettes or alcohol?
Alcohol!
25. Exercise or healthy eating?
Exercise.
26. Favourite and least favourite accents?
Favourite accent is obviously British, but I don't really have a least favourite.
27. What are you looking forward to?
Dying.
28. Did you play Red Rover when you were a child?
No....
29. Are you more attracted to men or women?
I don't know. Does it matter?
30. Do you like 1980s fashion?
Nah.
Oh, it's my former classmate's birthday (she was born in September??!).
I'm the worst neighbour friend/classmate you could ever have, but hey, she wouldn't like me around either.
Friday On A Thursday
I keep thinking today is Friday. Why? Well, my school suddenly forgot what day of the week it was and announced that Thursday would have Friday's timetable. My class was supposed to have an exam on Friday, so it was pre-poned to today. And we all panicked.
As for me, I had Physics and it's annoying. We have a lot of circuit diagrams to memorize and connecting all those circuits is an even bigger pain. Besides, there were two experiments on focal lengths of convex lens and concave the mirror - the former being easier than the latter - which I didn't want to get because they are annoying. I'm going to be honest here and admit that I went crazy trying to memorize everything in one day. In addition to that, we were the first to do the exam in the entire school, so we don't even know how things work.
Since it was in the very first period, I switched vehicles in the morning, but the one that's supposed to reach faster reached after the otherwise late arriving bus. My friends and I were so shocked! The main reason was the second one came so late and made us wait for a while after the other one dropped us off. And there was me and another junior holding our manuals and reading as though our lives depended on it. I was so tensed that when I entered the lab, I was trembling.
So remember those two experiments I did not want? Well, whilst we were waiting, I was telling my friend how I didn't want those and how my luck is so bad I'm probably going to get those. In the lab, we were supposed to pick up sheets with numbers written face down on the table, and I randomly picked the first thing my fingers grabbed. The teacher took the paper from me, checked the number corresponding to the one on the board and said, "Focal length of convex lens." See? This is why people who are close to me say I have terrible luck. The same thing happened last year as well. I got that evil experiment I didn't know well. Fortunately for me, it was easier than concave mirror, so I'm not complaining much.
The attender directed me to one of the tables, but the problem was that it was a mirror and I needed a lens. There were three other tables, but one we occupied by A, and the other two also had mirrors. The attended shifted me to the next table and told me he would change the mirror and give me the lens, but I was so tensed I began to irritate him to change the position of the pins and didn't really pay attention to the teacher's instructions. I was still trembling and my already unsteady hands were shaking even more, so my diagram looked like...... And the principle of the experiment - I have no clue what any of the crap I wrote the means! I even forgot to draw one column initially, and it took me a while to realize that something was wrong.
Then I went to get it attested before starting the experiment, and the teacher who was supposed to take my Viva was doing pretty slow while the other teacher (who is the sweetest teacher in the entire school) had finished her share of students already. So when she asked if anyone else had finish theirs, I was the first to run to her like 'Bring it on! Bring on the questions!' Even though I had no confidence, but that's another thing. I might have lost one mark there, but it's fine. This was a good thing because A, who had got the same experiment as me and hence almost the same questions, went to the first teacher I mentioned, and she got so scared seeing her face, she couldn't answer a single question correctly. I feel bad for A...
Then I started with the experiment and I was afraid I'd go wrong. So I legit wrote the values in pencil lest I'd go wrong. My approximate value was 10, but my experimentally determined value was 10.5, so uh I changed my approximate value from 10 to 10.2. Apparently everyone does that xP However, at the end, stupid me forgot to write the unit for the formula and lost one mark -_- So I ended up with a paper that says 19 out of 20 when it could have been 20 out of 20 if not for that careless mistake. Ughh!!!!! I finished my exam in half the given time, so A and I stood outside and kept talking, later joined by others. Apparently two people got fault apparatuses, and one of them lost marks even though she shouldn't while the other had to be corrected by the HOD (who walked in with this other teacher who reminds me of my brother and shouted at people for switching on the apparatus while plotting graphs).
Anyway, time skip to the end of the day because nothing interesting happened. I bought a cup of sweet corn to eat in the bus with the impression that my great-uncle and great-aunt might be home because they didn't come yesterday. The bus even left early today, but shortly after that, my mum called and all I heard was 'went out to apartment', 'food', 'chicken' and 'key'. Uhhhhh..... Okay..... So all of them went to our other house and now I'm stuck all by myself I'm this house. Again. Good news is that I don't have to meet them (unless they come back again tomorrow or the day after or whichever day they are going back), but bad news is that I'm stuck alone. I want to narrate the story of my exam to someone! And yeah, the chicken made me feel sick and I almost puked while eating.
And a little while ago, Mum called again asking if I reached, ate and that they would be late. I'm supposed to study because I've got more exams in a week, but uhh.... I don't want to. Does anyone know anything else that I can do right now? I reached home a lot earlier than usual.
Hallie wrote: "I legit have nothing to do on Discord. So why do I have it?"should I make a Harry Potter server on discord?
I made an Lgbtq+ server on discord and I will make the Harry Potter server soon
And I'm feeling sick, so insomniac mode activated.
Holy shit! Schools are warning parents about kids getting high on cough syrup. I'm screwed now.
You know what? I don't need friends.
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Mykayla
.::Step 1: You::.
Name:
Hallie
Birthdate:
9th August 2001
Birthplace location:
London
Where you live now?
London
How many siblings do you have?
1
Are you the oldest, in the middle, or youngest?
Youngest
Do you wear glasses or contacts?
Neither.
Do you look like your Mom or your Dad?
Neither.
How tall are you?
5'5"
Would you change your height if you could? If yes…taller or shorter?
Yes, I'd make myself taller xP
What colour is your hair?
Black.
Have you ever dyed it?
Nope.
Put highlights in it?
Nope.
What grade will you be going into?
I'm done in a year.
Are you excited?
I wish!
.::Step 2: Your Home::.
How long have you lived in the house you’re living in?
7 years.
Do you like it there?
Not really.
Do you have a lot of trees by your house?
No....
When you look out at your backyard, what do you see?
What's a backyard?
How many floors/stories are in your house?
4
Do you have a basement? If so, is it finished?
Nope.
How many rooms are in your house?
If we're talking about bedrooms - 2.
Do you like your bedroom?
It's uh..... Not particularly.
Describe your room.
It's messy and plain.
What colour is the carpet in your room?
There isn't a carpet in my room.
Do you have your own bathroom or do you have to share one?
We need to share.
How many bathrooms are in your house?
2.
What is across the hall from your room?
My parents' room.
Do you have a TV or a computer in your room?
Unless you count my brother's laptops, no.
.::Step 3: Your Hobbies/Activities/Favorites::.
What’s your favourite sport to play? To watch?
Badminton. To watch? Nothing.
Do you collect anything?
Rings and random useless things.
Do you prefer to watch TV or watch a movie?
Movies!
What’s your favourite TV show?
Pretty Little Liars.
Favourite movie?
The Shawshank Redemption.
What’s your favourite kind of music to listen to?
Pop and RnB.
Have you ever been to a concert?
Nope.
Who’s your favourite band/artist?
Ariana Grande.
Have you been to their concert?
Nope :(
Do you have an iPod?
Nope.
What’s your favorite thing to do on a rainy day?
Read, listen to music, play guitar.
Do you like to read?
Books. Duh.
What’s your favourite sports team?
None.
Have you been to a professional sports game in the last 2 months?
Nope.
Who is your favourite athlete?
Uhhh.... I don't know.
.::Step 4: Your Future::.
What will you be doing 2 weeks from now?
I don't know. Probably wasting life, monitoring the ongoing work at the other house, or decaying in a coffin.
What about 2 months from now?
Definitely decaying in a coffin.
2 years?
Resting in peace in the coffin.
Where are you going to college?
I'm not so sure.
What will you be majoring in?
If I get there, English.
What job are you hoping to get when you get out of college?
Anything with writing/editing.
What age is a good age to get married at?
How about.... Never!?
Where would you like to go on your honeymoon?
Nowhere.
How many kids do you want? How many boys? How many girls?
0 kids! 0 boys and 0 girls.
Where do you want to live when you’re married?
Well, I don't really want to get married.
Where will you be spending your next birthday? How old will you be turning?In my graveI don't know. I'll be turning 18.
When’s a good age to retire? What do you want to do once you’re retire?
Uhhh.... I don't know. Ummmm....Die?I mean read.
Ugh should have overdosed yesterday.
Hallie wrote: "You know what? I don't need friends."Or anyone basically.
What the heck is wrong with you, Hallie?!
Eheee! Jay wrote the Shawshank Redemption as his favourite movie, too! This is why I like him! He has a great taste in everything.
Anyway, I'm in school in a Saturday and I'm broke (even though my dad gave me cash in the morning).Why?
I have another damned lab exam and some extra classes.
Oh my goodness! I just realized that my journal is in the 300+ views folder! When did this happen?
HALLIE WE'RE THE SAME HEIGHT!
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