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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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butterbean
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May 15, 2018 08:35AM
Don't do it! I don't care if it's the lowest floor on the building, don't do it!
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Worst case scenario, I'll land on the wall of the next building.
Because, I now this might not matter to you but it matter to me. I've never meet you, in my life in person ever. But even from behind a screen, I care about you and your life. Don't waste it, for (I know this is a stupid reason) who will play Tobias, Reverie and Clovis better than you? :)
I'll tell you who will play Tobias, Reverie, Clovis and Rose way better than me. Every. Single. Person. That. Exists. And. Isn't. Me. Not just them, even Laura, Patrick, Bell, Aria, Lucy and Ethan (other roleplay characters I have).
I'm wasting my life anyway, so technically, killing myself is not a waste.
(Knew it wasn't a good topic to reason with. Dangit Jellybean! You seem to be losing her!) I know it's not you, but I hope it is a part of you. I don't know how you feel about your characters, but I feel as if they are my friends, my family, and people I can care about on a daily basis! Hopefully that's the way for you and if you want to jump off a building because you think your life isn't worth it, I'm sorry but there's nothing I can do to stop you. Go ahead, do what you want and I will still care but there's nothing I can do to stop you.
Well, those characters are me. Every one of those characters has some attribute I possess. They're just different versions of me. But you're right, there is nothing you can do to do me. Not you, not anyone.
Well then, do what you want. I guess I won't even try anymore. If you do you, well I guess it was nice knowing you Hals.
Hallie wrote: "Is there anyway I can delete all my memories? Every single one of them.My brain just took one of my favourite memories with my best friend and turned it into some depressing shit. I feel awful th..."
oh no :( this is why I hate my mind sometimes *hugs*
Hallie wrote: "What if I just jumped from here?"Hals no don't. I will die inside if you do. :( *hugs*
These voices in my head telling me that I'm not worth it.
well i say you shouldn't and i'm the coolest person i know so...tragic, huh? i can't think of anyone cooler
You are the coolest, so that's absolutely fine :)I don't know.... I've messed up too much.
My mum will disown me if I don't get straight A's.
Wait a minute! 13 Reasons Why 2 is actually being released in the day Chris Cornell.....
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Before I go into completely depressed mode.
My cousin is officially a father and I'm going to die laughing xD
Okay, I'll shut up now, but if that guy decides to be annoying again, I'll tell his son the stuff he did when he lived with us.
Who are these people liking my ersatz reviews?
Hallie wrote: "6 members left."8 members.
Oh Hallie I’ve been such a jerk to you, I’m sorry.
No really, I am. I basically told you that I wouldn’t try to stop you and that makes me a through and through jerk. And then afterwards, I actually thought you did it and that I didn’t care. I’m the jerk, I’m the idiot. I’m the one that might’ve almost killed you.
Jellybean, stop! You're fine! When someone gets way too obstinate, you're bound to get pissed. I kind of believe it's partly the reason why people commit suicide on the first place - the ones they trust just give up on them, but I can see how vexing it can get to tell a person to just shut up and not go through with it in a polite manner. If anyone killed me, it's either me, or someone walking around shooting teenagers in London. Or my parents. You don't fit in any of these categories.
Besides, it would be better if you did stop caring. Just makes it easier for me to leave you and you to get over it.
I want to do a team reading challenge in my bookclub, but I don't think it will work out :(
I swear I freaked when I saw you comment here. That was really sweet, Mays :) And Hallie missed you too! Uh my phone is messing with me, so I'll search up a gif for you after I teach it a very good lesson. Until then, hope you're doing well and *hugs*
Hallie wrote: "Besides, it would be better if you did stop caring. Just makes it easier for me to leave you and you to get over it."No, just no. I couldn't even if I tried! I just get to involved with people once I meet them and for that I can't just let them go.
I'm not sure whether I should be impressed, flattered or upset. Ah I'll just be impressed.
Impressed? What's so impressive about me?
♛✧jellybean✧♛ wrote: "Everything. :)"This is the answer to your question, not mine :)
I figured out how the glitch in this thread can be solved partially, though.
Reminder to Self
• Check green aesthetics because they look awesome
• For now, stalk zamii
• Think of something productive to do on Tumblr
This is why I don't go to the kitchen and cut things.
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